Dear dairy

january 10th 

Today ,I saw him again the mysterious boy .He didn't notice me  .I don't think he has friends in our college because he stays alone all the time .I really want to speek with him but my friends kept telling me that he is wierd .....don't care I'll talk with him no matter what ! 

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 january 15th

Today, I made it .I spoke with him ,I took all my courage and went to him ,he was reading a book I was shoked when he told that he knew me ,his name is shim changmin ,he one year older then me ,I think it's a good start for now :)

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january 30th

each day passed ,I get to know changmin more ,it's like he was a book that never end ,he told me many things about him  ,we had lunch together today ,he told me about his family ,that he lost his father two years ago ,his younger sister and his sick mother ...he is  simple yet intersting ,yes I like him more each day.....

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february 26 th

today changmin asked me to meet him after class ,I was curious to know what is it because he looked really happy .. I met him at the bus station and we went to a small coffee where we had hot chocalate , he didn't say a word instead he gave me a letter he told me to oppen it at home ,when I read it I almost died of happiness HE ASKED ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND ! I can't believe it , I wanted to text him but I prefered to be face to face with him to tell him my answer :)

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 february 27 th

I am officially changmin's girlfriend ,we walked hand in hand infront of all the campus ,I know that many will hate changmin but I don't care ,my friends told me that he wasn't in the same level as me because he was poor ,how hypocritical from them I can believe I have been friend with such persons ,all I know is that I love him I'll always do.....

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  march 4th

today I met changmin's mother ,she is such a good woman ,and his sister is so kind ,his family wasn't like mine ,my parents were absent most of my life because of our buisness .it's true that we are rich but we are unhappy

changmin's family on the opposite is happy ,they were always smiling ,despite being poor thay were happy ... I wish it was my family .....when I told changmin about it ,he said I should be thankful  for my parents,he told me that  being poor is really hard ...I felt so stupid to complain about things like this ...

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june 24nd

summer is here ,changmin and me are so in love ,today we went to the beach ,we kissed eachother passionately ;we played with water and ran in the hot sand ...it was magical ,I love changmin I really do but I have a weird feeling like something bad will occur .I am affraid .....I hope it will be fine

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july 10th

changmin is avoiding me I don't know why ,did I do something wrong ? he send me a texte message telling me that he was busy with his work ,but I know it's something else he always worked but had time for us ...I need to know what it is happening .I'll go to his house tomorow morning ....

       and I hope to get some answers ...