What did I fall for?

I fell for your innocence.

It captivated me like a child captivated by the sweetest candy.

So sweet to taste and so sweet to smell.

You talk about being broken hearted but what about my heart?

Not only was it broken….it was chipped to pieces.

I never wanted this.

I never wanted us apart.

I always wondered what it would be like to fall for someone.

To really fall for someone….

I was taken by surprise when I saw your beautiful eyes.

They sparkled like the moon in a star light sky.

And I never wanted the sun to come up until I saw how you even outshone the sun.

You made me see that it was ok to fall.

I was on the edge, not knowing what to do or how to feel.

And you helped me see things the way they should be.

You were untouchable.

Like some distance beautiful diamond sky.

I wanted you but I didn’t know if I was good enough to reach you.

But then you got closer and I slowly came undone.

I melted in your arms and didn’t know how to pick myself up.

You became my addiction.

My drug that I had to have or I wouldn’t have survived.

So what bet did I make?

The only bet I made was on me….

How long would I last without you…?

And I lost.

I lost a lot more then I bargained for.

But it’s ok….

It’s ok if I never see again.

It’s ok if I could never breathe again.

It’s ok if I get hurt.

As long I get to see you again.

As long as I can feel you in my arms again.

I won’t stop loving you.

Even if you distance yourself away from me.

And we’re on separate sides of the desert…

I will never stop loving you.

I heard your heart as you broke mine and walked away.

I heard your heart calling out to me…

It didn’t want to say goodbye.

You never wanted me to let go of your hands.

You still wanted me.

You can’t lie.

You can’t hide it anymore.

Don’t say goodbye.

You’re my everything.

My love.

My soul….

Don’t say goodbye.

I was on my knees….

Begging you please don’t go.

I need you….

Don’t say goodbye…

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