Dear Soulmate,
Dear Soulmate,
Dear SoulMate,
You were my first.
We might have never been together, but you were still my first one-sided love.
We started off as strangers, became friends, now we're like brother and sister.
You may have not realized that I liked you, since I'm so good at hiding it.
But when you'd tell me your feelings for another, I'd feel broken.
I very well knew, you would have never liked me,
I mean, why would someone as amazing as YOU ever like someone like me?
Then this one day, you confessed you once had feelings for me.
Happiest day and the saddest for me.
I was thinking,
"Why didn't you tell me when you actually liked me? We could have had something special"
This may sound silly, but I think it was love at first sight for me.
I know I'm young, you might think "Oh she's just a little girl, she doesn't know what she's saying"
But guess what? I do, I know more things than people can imagine.
Another silly thing is when we would talk to each other,
Even the dumbest words coming from you, made me get butterflies,
When you hugged me, for the first time, my heart fluttered.
It was as if, our arms and bodies were perfect for each other.
To be honest, I fell for your personality.
Yes, you're very cute.
You're looks were just a big bonus.
But all I cared about was your personality.
So sweet,nice,caring and anything a girl would like for in a guy,
We have so many things in common.
But what can I do now? You have your girlfriend, and you seem to be so happy with her.
At the same time, I want you to be happy, but not with her, then again, I don't want you sad..
I may sound selfish, but I think you'd be happier with me.
This next thing may be VERY cheesy, but from everything around me, what I hear and see, I very well know, that YOU are my soulmate.
How you may ask? Well, I know you're happy when we speak.
When you glance over at me, you smile.
I do the same.
Even when I have my other crushes, nothing is compared to what I have for you.
My heart belongs to you and you only,
Maybe we'll never get the chance for "us"
But once I find that other special someone, and you find yours, I will tell you all the feelings, I had for you,
I've known you for a short period of time, but I feel like I've known you for so much more,
Thought you should know,
I've tried to erase my feelings for you,
It seems it is not possible.
So I'm sorry for not trying hard enough.
I've cried for you.
All my feelings pouring out that one day,
I may not be your first love.
I may not be your love at all, but hopefully one day, you'll realize, how great we would have been together,
second.
One day, I'll confess everything.
My feelings for you.
But for now,
it's best be kept a secret.
Your name, is carved into my heart.
And forever it will be.
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