Chapter Fourteen

You and Me: We're Dorm Buddies
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I thought, maybe just maybe - I was hallucinating.

“Who did this to you?”

That voice pierced through me.

Woohyun's voice rang clearly in my head but I couldn’t bear to look at him directly in the eye. Ice cubes were dripping from the top of my head, covering my black gym attire. Drenched, saturated with the taste of self-pity and still, completely dumbfounded.

I felt pitiful. I felt like the whole world has turned its back against me. My head was spinning alike to a broken mix-tape. I hate to feel inferior, being trampled on. It's a disturbance by itself, silently pulling me apart. Here I was, bullied by the mischievous boys in the school. I became their pranking subject, merely because I have to cope with this annoying image of being the lame, introverted, studious freak.

What can I do about it? Nothing. Simply, nothing.

“Who did this to you?” Woohyun asked, the second time.

I refused to answer.

Tears were uncontrollably tainting my cheeks. I wiped it away, feigning ignorance that Woohyun has been staring intently at my pathetic, confused self. These weren’t tears that proved that I was weak. Park In-Na never cries.

Park Niel just did.

The silence was deafening as Woohyun wrapped the towel around my drenched self. I could feel his comforting presence. I felt his warmth. His delicate skin touched mine and I twitched. I didn't know what went wrong. I didn't know what seems right. Woohyun, my bipolar, annoying dorm buddy was saving me?

He placed his hands on my shoulders, studying the details of my stoic face. “Park In-Na-ssi. Who did this to you?” he asked, persistent this time.

“If I had known, I wouldn’t be standing here soaked, like a freaking wet poodle!” I snapped where my mouth sprang open, almost instantly. “Uh-Park In-Na-ssi? W-Who is that, you are talking about?"

A little too late.

He grinned. That smirk fleeting across his face. “You didn’t deny it the first time, lost lamb.”

Goodness, strike one. I scowled, not uttering a word. Mentally stabbing myself for indirectly admitting to his statement, a sigh graced my lips. On the other hand, Woohyun has his arms crossed, smiling in content. My ignorance triggered that conceited expression right out of him. Annoyance b, I had to control myself from giving a reckless retort.

In my mind, I was thinking by how easy it must have been for him, to find out about my identity. Out of all the people here, he just had to be the lucky one to be able to read through my thick wall. That wall that I have guarded - undeniably well. That shielded wall has just cracked open.

Woohyun ruffled my hair (messed up wig-hair), taking a step back to scrutinize me. Oh, those smirk still in place.

Save yourself, Park In-Na.

“So, what’s your conclusion, smarty-pants?” I clutched the towel, thinking about the matter, rather absent-mindedly. “I mean, I’m not exactly admitting that I know of Park In-Na or that, I'm her. Not that we’re related or anything. Why are you calling me by that name? I’m a dude – manly dude!” I bit my lips, my hazel eyes lingered to the boys’ lockers to avoid his enthusiastic gaze. He grinned, and that his eye-smile crinkled to a beaming moonlight.

“You’re still guarding yourself? You’re not exactly great in the whole hiding game, In-Na-ssi.”

“I was born awesome. I’m not guarding, Woohyun. What are you? Playing hide and seek with me? I didn’t ask you to find me. Who said that you could take the role as the seeker?” I muttered gibberish, twirling with the hem of my drenched gym attire.

“Park Niel." Woohyun lightly scoffed, knowing that I was turning flustered. “Stop denying. I know who’s under all of that.”

He turned his head delicately, trying his utmost best to break through the wall I have built against him. He wriggled his finger tow

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CMR_1234
#1
I'm grateful I had the chance to witness this story begin and end before my eyes, and to be able to read it. Not only did these stories perhaps awaken this soul inside me who later on has her eyes opened and saw life and the world differently, then yearned to write; about the uglinesses of everything that exists and doesn't; about anything that revolves around themes of angst and slice of life — it kindled that dreamer in me who failed and made that her fuel to write. This helped me find what creations I wanted to contribute to the world; this was the key to door, the awakening of how later on I would write about miseries and sufferings and pain and struggles, in a way that I can believe only I can do.

Lost Dreamers and Dorm Buddies will eternally hold a very special place in my soul, so will you. Thank you.

And also, thanks to you, I was intrigued enough and watched Amélie which became one of my few favorite films, and, like your stories, hold a dear place in my soul.
kpop23
#2
ahh i've read this like 4 times and every single time i read it i just fall in love more and more!! this is so beautiful and well-written
--bwoyaaaa
#3
Hi there! Coming back to this story after years of being away from this site. I remember following every single chapter of this story and admiring the beautiful cover which I, later tried to kinda copy into making my own cover, but unfortunately failed hahaha
Shinigamirukiasr
#4
Oh my gosh I didn't know this was complete! I used to read this story and loved it, gonna have to reread it all from the very start ♡
kyuack
#5
Chapter 5: I'm new to your story and I'm loving this so much like gosh your writing style is so on point
asiannn_
#6
Chapter 59: truly hope all goes well with both teen top and l. joe. i hope that there won't be animosity between them.
blondesakura
#7
Chapter 59: I love him and truly devastated by this news, because i love his friendship with the other members. but i support him going after his dreams. it must've been really difficult for him.
your story is one of the stories ive kept very special in my heart. i read this when i was very young & starting to learn the hard things and sadness life could bring. now, I'm almost 20 and i've experienced too many painful things that I'm surprised I could still continue living.
I came back here after years of not really active reading fanfics like i used to, just to see your story again. I've lost inspiration, motivation for the past years ( i was lost, because of a difficult phase in my life) , I came here to read your story again , just to feel what i felt years ago . i had sparks of emotions when i read your story. i just wanna say how special your story is to me :") you're really inspiring authornim. thanks for being one of the reasons why i am who i am today .
CMR_1234
#8
Chapter 59: I was very shocked when I saw the news also, but, it's his decision. And if he wants to pursue his dreams, I have nothing against it even though I can't help but be sad since there would be no more ot6 Teen Top like before but I'm very willing to support him no matter what.
I kind of feel nostalgic since I read your fan fiction back on 2012 too. Right when you were just starting to write this and I so agree on what you said, that's what I also thought when I was reading this and maybe that's one of the reasons your work really got me hooked up. Ljoe really does suit the kind of character you wrote. This is a work of art. It's just so, so beautiful. Your writing style is just-- I don't know, I can't explain it in words but you really do have the talent. I think I would always remember the OT6 moments whenever I would read this story and thank you for that. I feel so nostalgiiiiiiiiic, gah. :(