MY FRAGILE LOVER
Author: Me a.k.a Jaehan Kim Yunjae -- @yunjaehan

Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: PG 13

Genre: Romance / Slight angst
Length: 2 /?
Cast:
Kim Jaejoong
Jung Yunho
Kim Junsu
Kim Kibum
Park Yoochun
Shim Changmin
DISCLAIMER:

I don’t own Yunjae. They own each other but I hope I can own them…. Okay, the plot, story and poster are mine.
WARNING!
This is fanfic means boy x boy story, so if you cannot take it just leaves already. I do not want to hear bad comments and I do not care with your comments.

Happy Reading^^

Jaejoong POV
"Joongie" I heard Appa is calling me from the living room
"Yes Appa" I ran to the living room
"What's Appa?" Appa just read newspaper and drank his coffee while take a peek to me
"Willing to go along with Appa?" Appa asked me
"Mmm... Where Appa?" I asked back
"To the mall, Appa want to buy something"
"Well, I’ll change my clothes first, Appa"
"Appa will waiting in front"
"Okay" I ran to my bedroom and change my clothes. Its rare Appa took me away, I confused myself. When finished I walked next to front door
"Let’s go Appa"
“You drive, Joongie" Appa smiled to me, I though Appa seem very happy today
"Ehh? Well...” I took the key in Appa’s hand

“Appa weird today" I said and start the engine
"You the one are weird, Joongie" Appa replied while laughing to me
"It’s really rare Appa took me" I started driving and took us to the biggest mall in the city. In this country there are many big malls, but I like just one of all the malls because I can found everything there. After arriving Appa took me around

"Appa, what are you looking for?" I asked want to know
"Secret…" Appa answered and wink to me

“Appa is really very weird today” I just mumble

We continued walking around the mall no end, I really don’t know what is Appa looking for, until I felt my legs are very tired, how many hours we are here.

"Appa" I whined
"Hmm..."
"I'm tired"
"Ok, you sitting there, Appa would go for a while, after that we’ll eat lunch, ok"

I just nodded and sat on the bench in that place. I just lost in thought and looked around and when I look on my right I see people that I know, I hadn’t time to make sure I was suddenly called by Appa

"Joongie let's go home"
"Appa had-"
"What" I glanced to my side and that person is not there anymore
"Nothing Appa, let's go home" I took Appa’s hand

“Not eat first Joongie?”

“Nope, we’ll eat at home” we walked to the parking area and go home.

 
Reached home I go to my bedroom and take a bath, actually the air is not too hot but I was very sweater, I lay my body in the bath tub and closed my eyes, it feels very comfortable… When finished I went out and feel asleep.
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I don’t know how long I was asleep, it felt very comfortable. I look throughout my room and my eyes stopped at my desk, I saw something there. I got out of bed and walked to my desk, I noticed a pretty big box and opened it, found it is a watch that I wanted. I grab that watch and something fell from behind it, a letter

“Joongie, you like the gift" I read the letter, that’s Appa’s written style

“Appa know it's not your birthday, but Appa eager give this watch to you. You really want it right? Appa rarely give you a gift, right? I felt my tears on my checks and I ran out of room to find Appa
"Appa... Appa..." I yell out. I saw Appa in the guest room
"Appa… Appa…" I said while take mu breathe
"Calm down Joongie?"
"Appa thank you" I showed the watches that Appa give to me on my hand
"You like the gift, Joongie?"
"Yes Appa, I really like it" I said smiling
"Thank you so much Appa... I love you" I said again and kissed Appa’s hand
"You’re welcome Joongie. Now go to sleep, you must be very tired"
"Umm..." I nodded my head and walked to my room again
"Appa" I called Appa once again

"Thank you" I said again and Appa just smiled to me
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"Mmmm..." I can feel the sun against my eyes and forced me to open my eyes.
"Its morning again, a new day means a new pain. It seems you're too pessimistic, Joongie. Hi sun! How are you this morning? Looks like you're always happy, because you're getting brighter. Feel like a fool" I walk my feet onto washtafel to clean my face.

When back to the room I heard my cell phone rang, it turns out there are incoming messages

 
[From: My Yunnie]
[To: My Joongie]
Waky... Waky... Joongie
I'm confused who is he? Who is Yunnie? I replied the message doubly

 
[From: My Joongie]
[To: My Yunnie]
Who are you?
Soon I felt my cell phone vibrate again

 
[From: My Yunnie]
[To: My Joongie]
Hehe... it's me, Yunho
I knitted my eyebrow confused

 
[From: My Joongie]
[To: My Yunnie]
Where do you get my number?
I re-lay my body on the bed

 
[From: My Yunnie]
[To: My Joongie]
Hohoho... I've got my way
Without realizing I was smile to his reply

 
[From: My Joongie]
[To: My Yunnie]
Then, who let you call me Joongie?
That nickname is just for my family
I asked bitterly to him

 
[From: My Yunnie]
[To: My Joongie]
Oh... Is that it?? Mhmm... But that's okay; soon I will also be a part of your family
Huh? What does he mean? I haven’t had time to reply when I felt my phone vibrate again

 
[From: My Yunnie]
[To: My Joongie]
Come down already, wouldn’t you have morning class
Morning class? I thought

 
"AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH... I forget, today my class starts again" I wear my clothes quickly and go down to the dining table
"Morning Appa... Mhmm... Where Umma?" I asked hesitated
"Your Umma already went to drop Junsu and Kibum"
"Oh…" I said and look around

"You! What are you doing here?" I pointed may finger to the stranger man in my house
"Morning Joongie" Yunho said grinning

"Yo-"
"Joongie, Yunho will take you to the college from now on" I was interrupted by Appa
"Uh... Why is that?"
"Because he will move to your college"
"What?!"
"Hurry up or we’ll late" Yunho pulled my hands roughly
"Hey... That’s hurt!” I tried to remove his hands
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"Good morning... My name is Jung Yunho, nice to know you all"
"Well, you're sitting next to Jaejoong, Yunho" Yunho walked toward the empty chair beside me, he saw me and smiled to me, I just shut up and return my attention to the book in my hand. Somehow today I am too lazy to learn and just direct my gaze out the window and I fell asleep unnoticed.

 
I woke up and college is already over, now it's time for lunch. I saw Yunho was talking with some people who I remember their name are Yoochun and Changmin. He is cool, in one day can make many friends, while I've been here almost two years and I have no friend. Huhh- After all what for? I don’t need a friend; I can do anything by myself. I don’t need other people.

 
"Joongie you don’t eat lunch? Come with me, we want to eat in the cafeteria"
"Don’t bother me, I'm lazy to eat" I said coldly, I don’t know, there is a feeling I don’t like when I saw Yunho talking to them, I'm so tired of being nearby, I'd better calm down.

 
"Mmm... Well" he walks out from the class with them all and only I leave alone in this class. I walked out of class to our college garden and sitting under a willow tree there.
End of Jaejoong POV

Yunho POV
We go to canteen and ordered lunch, Joongie so strange today, this morning he was fine, why were he so rude to me?

"Yunho..." I heard someone call my name

"Your food already come" I nodded, when I want take my food I felt my phone vibrate
"Hello" I said
"Yunho, is Joongie there?" the voice said on the other side
"Not Mrs. Kim, what's wrong?"
"....."

I paused, closing the phone in my hand and ran towards my classroom, no longer I thought about my friends call me. I kept running into the classroom to find Jaejoong, but he was not there. I ran to the entire campus, he nowhere to be found, toilets, canteen and lecturer room, where is he? I thought in panic. One place that I wasn’t looking, I ran to the garden behind the school immediately, and he is there. I picked his hand up and pulled him away.

"Yunho why are you like to pulling my hand, where we want to go?"
"Go home" I said and run"
"But the class"
"This is more important" I pulled him and get into the car
"What is it?" He asked again
"We will go home"
"Why?"
"Joongie... You have to remember it, I'm always by your side, okay"
"What it is actually, Yunho?"
End Yunho POV

Jaejoong POV
What's this actually? I saw many people around my house, those all gathered in front of the house. I got out of Yunho’s car and ran into my house. I had turned my feet toward my room, I stopped my footsteps  when I saw many people before me. I turn my face to the left side of my body and I saw Umma, Junsu and Kibum are crying facing stiff body lying in front of them, I walk to the body and closer my face to him. My hands tremble trying to open a face cover that covers the face and there I saw Appa’s smiling face with closed ayes, I burst into tears at once

 
"NOOOOOOO!!”  I yell out load and a burst into tears crying
"Appa... Appaaaaa... What are you doing? Wake up, don’t kidding me?" I shake Appa’s body roughly, but he didn’t move at all, Appa just stay there and smiled. I fell on Appa’s body and crying again.
"What are you doing?" I hit that body slowly with my still shaking hands. I felt someone lifting me
"Joongie calm down" Yunho said softly. I was silent and I face darkness
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"I’m home"
"Fortunately, Joongie help Umma cooking in the kitchen now" I ambled walk over to the kitchen
"Mama... Joongie just home, he'd still be tired" I heard Appa said from kitchen
"But the cooking"
"I'll call Kibum, Joongie go to your room and rest" I'm smiled
"Yes Appa, thank you" Appa smiled too
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"Yah... Joongie Umma already said to you don’t go to the rain and bring your umbrella if you go, you always forget to bring your umbrella. See now, you’re sick, you make so much trouble for all the people" Umma said, putting a compress on my forehead
"Sorry Umma" I said quietly
"Umma will make porridge for you” Umma walked out my room.

My fever hasn’t dropped since I am home, I tried closing my eyes but I couldn’t. Someone knocked on my door

"Joongie may Appa come?"
"Yes Appa"
"How are you?"
"It's better now, Appa" Appa touching his hand on my forehead
"But your fever hasn’t gone down"
"A little rest will surely make that go down Appa, I don’t want to bother the other"
"Stupid, every parents will be happy busy taking care of their sick children" Appa laughed a little and I just smiled lightly
"Why are you in the rain, Joongie?"
"When I was on the way back to college, in my way suddenly a bunch of people run to chase a person, I don’t know who"
"Mhmm... Then"
"They all accidentally hit me and I fell against the wall then they’re stepped up my umbrella that I wear till broke, so I just threw it" I said while pouting

"So I run a little, came to the house" I added
"Joongie, is your body hurt?" Appa asked
"Nope, only a slightly sprained on my left foot Appa"
"That's good, Appa don’t want Appa’s son hurt"
"Yes Appa" I said nodding
"Oh... Appa have something for you" I tried to lift my body and sit on the bed
"Just lie" Appa said again

"Look these"
"Fried chicken" I said glazed
"You like it, right?"
"This for me Appa?"
"Of course"
"Eat a lot and recover quickly, Appa don’t like sickly child"
"Okay Appa" I said
"After that take a rest, you need it"
"Mmm..." I nodded again
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I opened my eyes slowly and saw my environment
"Joongie" someone called me
"Nnnnggggg... Yun- ho..." I said softly
"You already awake"
"Appa..." I said and Yunho paused
“Joongie listen to me" Yunho tried to touch my hand
"Where Appa, Yunho?" I slapped his hand roughly
"Joongie listen please"
"No! Where Appa, Yunho?"

I run out of my room go down to living room and hope it was all just a dream, but Appa still lying there lifeless. I walked closer to the body, sat down facing the scene before me. My tears flowed again, I hugged the body without a soul and kiss him, things that I never did when Appa still with me.

"Appa wake up, you haven’t seen me come home today" I said hug Appa tightly
"Ap- pa" I said choked my tears
"Wouldn’t you promised, you will be my companion- in my graduation day and we will calculate how many congratulations flower that I get" I said again
"But... but why- why Appa, why the one that come is your death rates" I still hug Appa’s body
"Hyung..."
"Junsu... Appa don’t keep his promise to me. Why he did this to me Junsu? Why?"
"Hyung… Appa loves you so much, Appa asked for you"
"APPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" I yelled not able to hold my tears anymore. I felt two warm hands hug me from behind
"Yunho... Yunho... He's bad, he.." I cried, covering my face while shaking my face
"Joongie... God loved Appa, that’s why He took him, how much you love him, God is love him more" I felt Yunho lifted me and took me to my room
"Just rest" I kept hugging Yunho's body and slowly tears come from my eyes
"Appa's gone, you still have me Joongie" then it hit me
"No!!" I release my body from him rudely
"Joongie" Yunho jumped and his eyes wide
"I don’t want"
"Joongie, what do you mean?"
"You too! You're going to leave me definitely. You too- you too will be the same as other people, leave me alone. I don’t need anyone else, I can do everything alone" I said, covering my face with my wrist
"Joongie calm down, please" he takes my hand a second time
"Go! I don’t want to. I don’t want to feel this pain anymore. I don’t want. Go away!"
"Joongie hear me"
"No!!"
"Joongie!" I was silent and still crying, Yunho still trying to hug me
"Listen, I will not leave you, I’m promise"
"No! You're lying. Everybody just lie to me"
"I am promise, I will not leave you. I swear, I am Jung Yunho would never leave Kim Jaejoong forever, believe me?" I don’t know if I have to believe, but this time I just shut up
"Now lie down and take a rest" Yunho lie my body in my bed with him still hugging me
"Yun, don’t go"
"I'm not going anywhere, I'll be here" he said smiling
"Thank you, Yunho"
"Mmm..." I tighten my arms to him and started to close my eyes

"I love you..."
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"Ap- pa" I said laying my head on his chest and sleeping


--TBC--
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