Door was locked. Faucet was open. Water was rushing.

 

You faced yourself in the mirror.

 

Tears. 

 

Tears fell down your face.

 

You looked down at your left arm and stretched it.

 

Slowly, you  transferred your gaze to your right hand.

 

You were holding something. 

 

It was sharp.

 

It was a piece of glass.

 

Earlier, you broke a glass in the kitchen, he said it happens to everyone, that it wasn’t a big deal and it  was alright, but for you, it wasn’t.

 

You stared at the mirror again and slowly moved your gaze to your flat tummy.

 

Now that it’s gone, you’ve been a mess.

 

It’s like everything you were doing kept on failing. 

 

Everything.

 

Even the most simple task you could ever imagine.

 

You placed the broken glass near your left wrist, as tears continued streaming down your face.

 

You knew that cutting your wrist won’t kill you, but you’ve planned about everything already.

 

You were a smart girl.

 

The plan was first, self-mutilate by cutting your wrist, then drink that Formalin you stole from a friend who was a medical student.

 

Things were well planned and you were ready.

 

Suddenly, a knock interrupted you.

 

You stared at the locked door.

 

“Honey, what are you doing inside? You’ve been there for quite a while now.” His voice was perfect. 

 

You covered your mouth with your left hand as you cried to yourself harder.

 

“Are you okay there? What’s happening?”

 

You did and did not want to do this.

 

You were confused.

 

“HONEY! PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR NOW.”

 

You heard him raise his voice.

 

You shaked as you grew more nervous. 

 

You continued with your plan. 

 

You were about to slit your wrist when…

 

“WHAT THE ?!” 

 

He broke the door and came rushing  to you and grabbed the broken glass away.

 

Luckily, your wrist wasn’t cut, but your arm was.

 

It was a bit shallow, but blood came out of it.

 

It was stinging.

 

You saw more blood dripping to the floor.

 

You followed its direction.

 

“Woohyun…” you whispered.

 

The broken glass was on his hand.

 

He was able to take it away from you, but the way he grabbed it by force, cut his own palm.

 

His cut was a bit deep.

 

There was a moment of silence between the two of you.

 

Suddenly, he threw the glass away and pulled you into his embrace.

 

You heard him cry while he buried his face on your neck.

 

“Why?” He asked.

 

“I’m sorry.” That’s all you could say.

 

“Stop being guilty already. It wasn’t your fault. You didn’t mean to.”

 

You started crying again as you hugged him back.

 

He’s right, you never wanted what happened. 

 

All you wanted was for your baby to come out as healthy as possible and live with you and Woohyun happily.

 

It was an accident.

 

It was your first time to get pregnant and the doctor said you’ll be having a hard time, indeed, you had, but you did your best.

 

Too bad, the baby left you.

 

“But I was thinking too much. Maybe it’s all the stress. I didn’t take care of our baby, woohyun, I didn’t.”

 

He hugged you tighter.

 

“No no, I said, it’s not your fault.”

 

He pulled away from the hug and held your face near his.

 

You both didn’t care about the blood dripping all over the place.

 

“Listen to me. If I lose you, I’ll get crazy. When our little angel left, I WAS ABOUT TO GET CRAZY, but I realized, I still have you.”

 

His words were sincere as always.

 

“Now, if you want to die, I’ll die with you. I can’t live in this world without you, anymore.”

 

You kept silent.

 

“Now, do you want that?”

 

You shaked your head and hugged him again.

 

“Please. Just please try to let go.”

 

…

 

“And don’t do this anymore. Okay?”

 

He  pulled away from your hug again and stared at you.

 

“Let’s just try again, give our little angel a sibling who will stay with us here. At least, when the new one comes, he/she will have someone to look after him/her.”

 

Woohyun let out the most beautiful smile ever.

 

“Don’t ever give up.”

 

He held your face again and pressed his lips against yours.

 

 

 

 

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