Walking toward Yoona’s ward with heavy steps, my heart felt sliced with every step that I took. I stretched out my hand to reach  her face. I caressed her pale face and  took her hands.

“ Mianhe Yoona..mianhe..I..i..i..i’m really sorry Yoona. “ I can’t help but to break down at that moment. Suddenly I felt at tap on my shoulder.

“ Ji, be strong..I believe that Yoona wouldn’t want to see you like this.” Donghae, my partner at work, also best friend of me and Yoona, come to visit.

“ I can’t Hae, it’s me who caused this all…It’s me who caused Yoona has to lie down here, a place  that she hated  the most ever since her parents died.”

“ What did you mean Ji? What did you mean that you’re the one who caused this? It’s was just a pure accident that we all don’t want it to happen. Stop take all the blame onto your self”

“ You don’t understand Hae, remember Lee Joon? He still alive.. He was the one who knocked down Yoona, I was there all the time. I did nothing but watched Yoona being knocked in front of my eyes. “

“ What? Lee Joon? That guy still alive? How did he survived? “

“ I don’t know Hae. I don’t know. All I know is how do I tell Yoona about her condition? “

“ I understand how you feel Ji, but I think you should let her know.”

“ No, you don’t understand Hae, you don’t!! How do you expect her to face the fact that she won’t be able to walk again? That she have to count on wheelchair for the rest of her life? She won’t be able to take it Hae. Believe me, she won’t.”

“ Ji, sooner or later she’ll know when she wake up, and do you really want her to find out by herself? It’ll hurt her more. It’s better for you to tell her yourself. Believe me.”

“ Hae, you do know how Yoona value her job. As a top model, wearing stylish fashion and walking on the stage is her biggest dream. Now her dream is being completely ruined  by me. I really don’t know what to do, really..”

“ Didn’t the doctor said that there’s a possibility for Yoona to be able to walk again if she do the operation? “