Chapter 8

***Melody Of The Soul***

 

You were walking in the halls when someone held your hand, when you looked up you saw a smiling Jaejoong, you smiled back and you two walked together,

‘’Oppa do you have some time?’’ you asked

‘’For you always Baby’’ he smiled

‘’Then come, I want to show you something’’ you smiled and led him into a practice room, that had a piano, you made him sit next to you, you started to play and sing a song

Listen To It

To You It’s Separation, For Me It’s Waiting / 너에겐 이별 나에겐 기다림 By Jaejoong

English Translations

Other than the empty spot that is yours, Everything else is in its place
My heart must be broken because it can’t comprehend that I’ve let you go
All my love is now in vain
I’m letting you go like this but to me, this is the beginning of a wait
Don’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
You are still in my heart

Don’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
At any place or time, whenever you are tired and worn out, please return to me
You have to be happy, my love, until that day, until we become eternal
If you forget me and erase me without a trace…

 

Romanization

Neo-ui binjarireul bbaemyun mohdeun gun jaejariae itneundae
Gaseumi gojangnatneunji nuhreul bonaen gull shilgammothae
Na-ui modeun sarangeun hutdwen yeagi
Na irutkae neoreul bonae hajiman na-aegaen gidarimeun shijakingull
Ddeonagajima nae sarangah doo bun dashi neol bol soon upjana
Nae mamsokae namaitneun geudae

Ddeonagajima nae sarangah doo bun dashi neol bol soon upjana
Uhdiseodeun unjaerado himdeulgo jichil dden naegaero dorawa jaebal
Haengbokhaeya hae nae sarangah geu nalggaji youngwonhal ddaeggaji
Geudamaneun nareul itgo aggimupshi jiwoogo


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Your voice was beautiful, Jaejoong couldn’t even blink, He looked at you with Love and adoration

‘’What do you think Oppa?’’ you asked

‘’Beautiful’’ he smiled still dazed

‘’I wrote it for you’’ you shyly said

‘’Me?’’ he was shocked

‘’When we were separated, I wrote this’’ you said looking down, he gently made you look at him, he smiled and kissed you

‘’I love you so much, you know that right?’’ he asked looking at you tenderly

You smiled and nodded ‘’I love you too Oppa’’ you said

One day Lee Soo Man came to talk to you, you were in practice

‘’Seonsaengnim’’ you said and bowed

‘’I think is time for you to debut, don’t you?’’ he asked

You were shocked

‘’D-Debut?’’ you stammered

‘’Why? You want to train all your life?’’ he asked

‘’No, but, I’m a little scared’’ you confessed

‘’They all get scared before the debut’’ he smiled

You couldn’t say anything

‘’The practices will get harder from now on’’ he said smiled and left

You sat on the floor deep in thought, you just noticed Jaejoong when he sat beside you

‘’Oh Oppa’’ you said

‘’Hey Baby’’ he kissed your cheek

‘’What are you thinking about?’’ he asked

‘’Seonsaengnim said I’m going to debut’’ you softly said

‘’That’s AWSOME!’’ he said and hugged you

‘’I’m scared’’ you confessed

‘’I was too’’ he comforted you, he pulled you closer so you were in between his legs and hugged you, you rested your head on his chest

‘’What if I and they throw things at me?’’ you asked scared, Jaejoong chuckled

‘’You ? Not in a million years! Baby you’re the best composer I know, you have been killing yourself in dance practice, instrument classes, you’ll do great, I’m sure’’ he hugged you tighter

Those words calmed you down a little, but you were still scared.

As Lee Soo Man said, practice was a killer, you were about to faint any second now, but you refused to stop, you wanted to do your best, so that you wouldn’t regret later, you wanted to show, everyone that has been supporting you, that you could do good, you didn’t want to disappoint anyone, so you practiced and practiced, one day after a hard dance practice you fainted, when you woke up, DBSK was around you, looking down at you worried

‘’Hi Oppas’’ you tiredly said but tried smiling, you were about to get up but Jaejoong gently pushed you back down

‘’But I have to practice Oppa’’ you looked at him, there were huge bags under your eyes,

‘’No that’s enough’’ Jaejoong firmly said

‘’But Oppa..’’ you started

‘’I said that’s enough dammit!’’ he said

‘’You fainted ______-ah, that’s a big sign to stop, I can’t believe you let it get to this point’’ he said worried

‘’I don’t want to disappoint Oppas’’ you said and looked down

‘’Disappoint us? Baby we know you, we know how hard you have been working, we are already so proud of you’’ he said and hugged you

‘’Come on I’ll take you home’’ He lifted you up bridal style and led you to the SM garage and into his car, you were so tired that as soon as you landed on the car seat you fell asleep, Jaejoong looked at you and sighed, he was hell worried about you, you have been doing nothing but train, you always forgot to eat, and when you had a free time, you would either practice more by yourself or write songs.

When he got to your house he lifted you up and took you into your house, he gently placed you on your bed and pulled the cover over you, kissed your forehead and went to make you some tea, when he got back you were up and writing songs, he strode over to you and snatched the pencil out of your hand

‘’Baby Stop!’’ he said frustrated

‘’Just rest’’ he said

‘’I’m fine Oppa’’ you reassured him

‘’No you’re not, you fainted ______-ah, now come and rest'' he laid down next to you and pulled you close, you sighed tiredly, being in his arms was the best medicine for you, you hugged his waist and brought him closer

‘’This is the best medicine ever’’ you sighed happily and smiled

‘’Really?’’ he asked, you happily nodded, he smiled and pulled you closer, and you both fell asleep.

When Jaejoong woke up, you weren’t by his side, he sat up and looked around, when he heard noises coming from the kitchen, he sighed, got up and went to you

‘’You never stop, do you?’’ he asked looking at you from the kitchen door

You smiled and showed your tongue, he came and hugged you from behind, he sniffed you neck you giggled

‘’You smell good’’ he smiled

‘’Come on let’s eat, I have to go to SM’’ you said and started to take the food to the table, Jaejoong frowned

‘’Do I have to take you away, for you to stop a little?’’ he asked

‘’That won’t work either, now come on’’ you said and pulled him to sit

You both ate and he drove you to SM, when you were about to leave he stopped you

‘’Promise you’ll slow down a little’’ he looked at you worried, you nodded and smiled

‘’You better keep this promise, or I really will take you away’’ he warned, you smiled and ran off

You practiced hard, in a few days, your Mini-Album  would be released, so after practice you went into the recording room, the Mini-Album would contain all the songs you composed so far, but this time, you would be the one singing them,

Tracklist :

·         Foolish Heart / Mi Ryun Han Ga Seum Ah / 미련한 가슴아

·         Paradise / Nagwon / 낙원

·         Rainbow (Japanese)

·         To You It’s Separation, For Me It’s Waiting / Neoegen Ibyeol Naegen Gidarim / 너에겐 이별 나에겐 기다림

·         I Don't Care If I Get Hurt / Even If I Get Hurt, It's Ok / Dachyeodo Joha / 다쳐도 좋아

You were inside the recording booth, when Jaejoong came to watch you, as you started to sing, everyone gaped at you, Jaejoong smiled proud

‘’Man, she’s HOT!’’ a staff said, he didn’t notice Jaejoong was in the room

‘’Hey watch your mouth’’ Jaejoong warned, the guy burned red and looked away

*Watch, she’s mine* Jaejoong thought and smirked, when you were done and got out, Jaejoong came and kissed you

‘’You were amazing Baby’’ he said and hugged you, you smiled and hugged him back

‘’Thanks Oppa’’ you said,

‘’You can go now ______-ah, and hmmm sorry Jaejoong’’ the staff said and left

‘’Sorry? For what?’’ you asked curious

‘’Nothing’’ Jaejoong said

‘’Let’s go’’ Jaejoong pulled you away

Your Mini-Album was released and was a big hit, soon you would have your first performance in a music show, you would dance a freestyle solo, sing a compilation of SM artists best songs, then a compilation of your songs

The Solo Dance

(Watch It - Just So You Can Have An Idea ^^)

 

The SM Artists Compilation (You danced to them)

 

·         Suju – It's You / Neorago / 너라고

·         SHINee – Ring Ding Dong

·         SNSD – Gee

·         DBSK – MIROTIC / Wrong Number

·         BoA – Eat You Up

 

And Then Your Songs Compilation

 

The performance was a big hit, now you had a huge fan club, with not only man that thought you were hot, but woman too, that admired your talent, you were a big star now, your days were packed with schedule, one night after a long day of, performances, variety shows and interviews, your manager left you at your house, you were dead tired, but someone was waiting for you, your face brightened,

‘’Oppa!’’ you ran and jumped into his arms, you laced your legs around his waist and he twirl you around, you giggled

‘’I missed you’’ you said

‘’I missed you to Baby’’ he placed you down and kissed your lips, you gladly kissed him back, when you took a look around, the house was full of flowers and candles

‘’Omo Oppa’’ you gasped surprised

‘’Like it?’’ he charmingly asked, you nodded smiling, suddenly a slow song started to play (‘’May Angels Lead You In – Jimmy Eat World’’ or any slow song you like ^^)

‘’Dance with me?’’ He asked, you smiled and placed your arms around his neck, and he placed his on your waist

‘’You look tired Baby’’ he asked worried and caressed your cheek

‘’I’m fine now’’ you rested your head on his chest as you both swayed to the music

‘’Baby?’’ he called

‘’Hmm?’’ you looked up, he smiled leaned down and sweetly kissed you, you smiled though his lips and gladly kissed him back, he softly your bottom lip and you parted your lips, he kissed you deeply, after a few minutes, which to you two seemed like seconds you both pulled apart

‘’I Love You’’ he said smiling

‘’I Love You Too Oppa’’ you smiled back

‘’Then…’’ he started you looked into his eyes

‘’Will you marry me?’’ he asked, you couldn’t help but gasp, you covered your mouth with your hands, he let you go

‘’I wanted to ask this a long time ago’’ he kneeled down in front of you and opened a little box

(The Ring)

You started to cry, he got up

‘’If you don’t want to, you can say…..’’ you kissed him, tears still falling, after a while you pulled away a little

‘’Yes’’ you said and smiled, his smile grew bigger, he hugged and twirl you around you happily giggled, he placed you down and slipped the ring in your ring finger, tears started to fall all over again,

‘’Baby’’ he sweetly called, you looked up at him

‘’I love you so much’’ he said, your heart started to beat faster

‘’I love you too Oppa’’ you smiled, he leaned down and kissed you again, the night was full of romance, he would whisper sweet stuff in your ear, you both fell asleep holding each other.

The next day as always when he woke up you were making breakfast, you guys had breakfast together, before leaving you were about to take the ring off, but he stopped you, you looked at him curious

‘’Keep it on’’ he said

‘’But Oppa..’’ you started

‘’You’re my Fiancé now, we will soon get married, there’s no more reason to hide’’ he smiled

You looked at the ring for a while, thinking, then you replaced it on your finger and smiled

Holding hands you both got into SM, the boys came running

‘’So?’’ they all asked anxious

Jaejoong held your hand up showing them the ring in your finger, the boys started to clap, hi-5 and jump up and down, Jaejoong laughed and you giggled

‘’Sister-In-Law!’’ They screamed and gave you a group hug, you smiled

‘’Congrats Hyung’’ Changmin hugged Jaejoong

‘’Yeah Hyung congrats’’ Junsu High-fived Jaejoong

‘’Congrats Jaejoong-ah’’ Yunho hugged Jaejoong

‘’Congrats Hyung’’ Yoochun hugged Jaejoong

‘’Thanks Guys’’ Jaejoong smiled and tenderly looked at you

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Jahsa4 #1
Chapter 8: Love this story to the very end
Boomshakalaka123
#2
OMFG Yamapi and Jaejoong in the same story <3333333333 This is totally for me love it ^__^
guiwanglove #3
Chapter 9: OMG! this story is so cute. i wish it was longer but hope you write more jaejoong fanfic:)
nar12345 #4
Chapter 9: everyone deserved a true love ... at least once..once wasted..then they deserve to suffer..
Kris_Paulene #5
Chapter 9: Wow! I just found it 2 hours ago.. Finished!!! haha!! Love it sooo much!
Jellyfish101 #6
Chapter 9: This was DAEBAK. I feel like this should have been overly popular, and so on behalf of all the fans you SHOULD have for this story. KAMSAHAMNIDA EONNI ^^