I always wanted to be happy.

And somehow, I was happy.

Happiness...in a blink of an eye, it burned and turned into ashes.

The wind blew it away from me.

And now, I wanted to back...badly.

But because of my obsession to get it back, I hurt people... I hurt myself.

And in the end, I never did become happy again.

Happiness, when talking about people like me, would be felt once in a lifetime.

Too bad, once in a lifetime only happens once.

And once was not enough. And so, I let myself slip of the edge...

At first, it was almost as if I was flying, but as the wind kissed my pale skin, I felt like a thousand knives pierced through my skin.

Yet, I deserved it...

...I killed the one I loved.

I opened my eyes fully and I could see that the end was near.

In a matter of seconds, I would leave this world.

And I would see Sandara and Youngbae again...

And maybe... I’ll be happy again.