The painful truth
Loving you till the End
~Next day~
Myungsoo woke up and did his usual thing and carried Sungjong bridal style through the corridors to the kitchen
“Why is daddy carrying mommy?” Myungmin asked his noona
“I don’t know Minnie” they can only giggle at the sight of their parents looking so awkward
“Here you go Sungjongie” he put Sungjong down beside the sink
“Thank you Myung” Sungjong kissed his cheek. Myungsoo could feel his face heating up
“Bye Jong-ah” he ran out of the house without even eating his breakfast
When he arrived home, he brought Sungjong’s favorite flower, rose.
“Thank you Myung” Sungjong kissed his cheek again, making him blush different shades of red
Wherever Sungjong went, Myungsoo will always carry him
“Sorry for the bothering you Myung” Sungjong looked apologetic
“No, it’s okay. You’re as light as the feather” he looked through Sungjong’s eyes and saw that their faces were inched apart, making him blush more
For the past weeks, Myungsoo will always carry Sungjong everywhere and give him flowers when he arrive, slowly, he noticed how beautiful his wife is, making him blush whenever thinking of those big doe eyes making, her girlfriend, Yuri, to get jealous
“I thought you love me Myungsoo” she shouted and stormed in his office
“Just wait some more babe, after 5 days we can already get married” Myungsoo didn’t even looked at her and just typed on his laptop and searching for the best cake he can find online for Sungjong’s birthday that was TODAY
“Why can he just sign the damned papers and leave? What does he still need to you? Your money? Huh, such a gold digger” Yuri said above whisper but Myungsoo still heard it
“How dare you day it to my wife!” Myungsoo blew up. In their 10 ing years of marriage, Sungjong never asked for something except when he was pregnant, where he was constantly craving for something, but other than that, he did not ask anything, even money, though Myungsoo gives him $1000 for an emergency every day.
“Why are you so worked up Myung? You’re getting divorced and getting married to me, your fiancé” Yuri said in a duh-face
“Get out” Myungsoo said in a low voice
“What?” she asked in disbelief
“I said, GET THE OUT OF MY OFFICE! NOW!” Myungsoo shouted
“Make me” she dared
“GET THE OUT FO I’LL CALL THE SECURITY” He was red of anger
“I am your fiancé, they can’t do anything to me” she smirked
“AS FAR AS THEY KNOW, KIM SUNGJONG IS MY ING WIFE AND YOUR JUST A WHO WANTS TO SEE ME” he was not letting her get away for calling Sungjong a gold digger. In this situation, he is supposed to be guilty; he abused his love and care. And she’s the gold digger since they started their relationship, she will always look for jewelry and expensive clothes and what? Sungjong only asks him for simple jeans and loose shirt
“Okay~ whatever” she got her pursed and got out of the building
When she left, Myungsoo felt very heavy in his heart. How did he end up with that woman? Sungjong was good for him, he does not even deserve for having him.
When he got home, Myungmin in his mother’s lap sleeping while Sungjong was Sungmin’s hair
“You already arrived? Why are you so early? I thought you’d be back on 9? It’s still 6” he thought aloud
“It was canceled and I have something for you and the kids” he grinned when he saw Sungmin’s eyes shine and shook Myungmin immediately
When they entered the kitchen, they saw the most simple yet most beautiful cake they saw. The cake was white and has chocolate icing around it and the design was very simple yet elegant
“Who’s this for?” Sungjong asked
“Did you think that I forgot your birthday?” he asked
“Well~ you were busy lately, you should’ve done it. You doing my favor is the greatest gift I will ever receive” Sungjong blushed. Once again, Myungsoo felt guilt wash over him.
They all sang a simple happy birthday and Myungsoo gave Sungjong his daily bouquet of flowers and kissed his cheek tenderly
“Happy Birthday, my love,” he said full of love and passion, but it felt bitter for Myungsoo. How can he call Sungjong love, when he’s the reason why he is suffering?
And Sungjong’s birthday went just like that, nothing special, nothing fancy, and nothing more than family and love.
After his birthday, everything went downhill for Yuri and Myungsoo. She was being too demanding and insulted Sungjong, one day, on the day Sungjong was going to sign the papers, Myungsoo went to her condo unit and knocked on her door
“I knew you couldn’t resist me” she smirked
“We’re done” Myungsoo smiled politely
“What?” she asked dumbfounded
“I said, we’re done, over, zero, nada, kapish” Myungsoo then walked off leaving a wild Yuri behind
Myngsoo’s heart feels light, without burden, he can’t wait to go home with his bouquet of white roses to his angel
“Honey~ I’m home” Myungsoo called out since he saw no one on the couch. Having no response, he went to our bedroom and saw my kids on the bed crying
“What happened kids?” they looked at him and smiled a bit
“Mommy, she already went to a peaceful place” Myungmin said above whisper
“What do you mean?” he inched closer to the bed and saw his Kim Sungjong lying there, eyes closed and a small smile engraved on his perfect face
“Yah! KIM SUNGJONG-AH” he shook him a bit, it only made his kids cry. Sungmin tugged her dad’s sleeve and gave him and envelope
“Mom said to give this to you” she handed the envelope and pulled Myungmin out of the room
Myungsoo slowly opened the envelope with blurred eyes. There, inside it, laid the papers, a credit card, a card and a cd. He looked at the papers first and saw that Sungjong already signed the papers with his neat handwriting, at this site; Myungsoo can only let out a sob. Then, he opened the card with his name engraved by a beautiful and neat handwriting
Dear my love, Myungsoo,
When you read this, my love, I am already in a very peaceful place. I don’t know if you would weep on my grave but since I knew you loved me, I knew you would be hurt, so can my Pudding stop crying now?
I know that you might not notice that I call you endearments, but I know that you know that I loved you to the fullest but I also know that people change. I couldn’t blame you if you grew tired of me and wanted another partner so I give you all my blessing to marry the woman that your heart seeks. If you see a credit card there, that’s my saving from the money you give me every day. Since the day that you gave me money, not once I touched it if not needed so I put it on my account. As you can see, it has a balance of nearly $400,000,000 I was going to give that to the kids when they grow up so they can buy the things they want without asking for you since I knew you will grow busy or buy them a car but since luck was not on my side this time, I hope you will spend this money for your wedding, I will give my credit card as a wedding present since I can no longer attend to it, arraso?
Since the day that I got married to Kim Myungsoo, I knew that I was very lucky to be your wife and that every girl in the country would like to be in my place, that is why I tried to be a perfect wife and mother to you and to our children but since I am only human and has many flaws, I can’t help to make a mistake.
You might wonder why I am dead. The truth is, earlier this year, I found out the I have lung cancer and that I am on the last stage, I knew I couldn’t leave you behind with the kids so I was planning to look for a new wife and mother for my kids but as the months past I grew tired and stopped searching, but I saw you slowly slipping out of love, and I knew you have found another girl that would grant your needs and wish, that’s why I wasn't shocked and was happier that you asked me for divorce, because I knew my time was coming.
And I’m sorry for a favor that was burdening you. Since I knew you were slipping out of love from me and I knew my time was near, I just want to spend it wisely, so I asked you to carry me wherever I go when you are in the house just to feel your warmth embracing me; the peck on the cheeks, to let me feel that you still love me; and the flowers every day, is to let me know that you still remember that you have a wife waiting for you when you get home. I know it sounds too pathetic knowing that I was the only one feeling it, but I can’t help it, it just feels so nice and hearts whelming knowing that I am Kim Myungsoo’s wife and he loves me.
I have ended the chapter of my life story and thanks to you Kim Myungsoo, you made my life worth living for and now from today on, promise me one thing, promise me that you would also make another chapter of your life story, a new chapter with your new wife and with the kids, a new chapter of more love, care and adventures than I could ever give you.
Here ends my last message, to the man who gave the whole world to me, Kim Myungsoo
Sincerely,
Your loving wife,
Kim Sungjong
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