Moving on.

Unexpected Love.

--Jiyong's POV--

No matter how intently i wish for it. I know that she won't comeback. I always keep asking myself if i'm not really a good boyfriend to her. I can't still accept the fact that she replaced me with someone. My day is incomplete without her. I still keep calling her but she never answered my calls. I'm really hoping that there still way to get her back.

Somehow, the otherside of me keep saying. " you should let her go. " ," If you really love her you should be happy for her. " ," Don't expect because she won't comeback. ". Yeah right. I should be happy for her and i really need to find a way to move on.

It's almost an month since we broke up but i can't still move on. Everywhere i go my mind his filled by her. I'm doing my best just to forget her. I'm always preteding in front of my friends that i'm fine because i don't want to be burden to them but honestly i really need someone to lean on.

( At Chung Ang University. )

My Class for today is done. I decide to eat lunch before i go home. As expected the canteen is almost full but fortunately i find a vacant seat. I'm done eating and suddenly someone approached me.

" Excuse me. Can i share a seat with you? because there's no available seat and i might die because of  hunger. Please? " She said.

I was surprised when i saw who was it. It was Min Young sshi. Seungri told us that she's going to study here so maybe she went here for some school papers.

Of course i let her share my seat with her. How can i say no right? It's seems that she's really hungry. She ate 2 orders of food and it's kinda surprise me but i find it cute though. She eats like a child.

" What are you going to do after this? " I asked.

" I was planning to wander around the campus with seungri but seungri is not availablr today. hmmm maybe i'm going home. " she said

I don't have anything to do so i told her that i can go with her instead of seungri and she's okay with it. I became her Tour Guide for today. We didn't noticed that we wander almost for 2 hours and we're really tired. She excused herself for awhile. While waiting for Min Young i suddenly remember my ex. I wonder what she's doing right now. Did she eat yet? Is she doing well in her career? Is she Happy? Is she Thinking of me? I'm going nuts because of her. Why i can't remove her in my mind. If only i can forget her instantly.......

" Still can't move on? " She asked and i'm back to my Sense again.

" Can't move on what? " i pretend that i don't now what she's talking about.

" You know what i mean right? Do i have to say it exactly? " she said

I am trying to pretend that i'm fine but i think she already know that i'm not. I opened up to her and i told her that i don't know how can i move on. She also told me that i should go on a Blind Date. Somehow i feel relieved because i found the person that i can lean on.

" Just follow me! "  she said and winked.

I have no idea we're she's taking me but i followed her anyways. I don't know what her plan and all i have to do is trust her. Even though we didn't know each other for long time i feel like i already know her for long time. I'm comfortable around her. 

He took me to Namsam tower. The view was beautiful and it's refreshing. I thought that we went here to relax and enjoy the view but she told me that we're here to SCREAM?

" What are we going to do? " I asked

" Hmmmmm. We're going to scream like this! YAAAAAAA~ I LOVE MY LIFE~ WOHOOO " She screamed

" Ya! What are you doing? Are you crazy?! " i complained

She screamed and i feel embarrased because people looking at us!I'm pretty sure that they thinking that we're crazy! She's forcing me to scream but i don't want to do it. I can't do it!

" Don't mind other people. The most important thing is yourself. You don't even know those people so why bother? Come on! Do it! " She said

She's right. I don't even know those people so why do i have to bother and there's nothing wrong if i'm going to try it right?  Maybe this can really help me to feel at ease for a while. I will trust Min Young.

" Ya! I know that i can forget you soon! " I screamed my lungs out!

I did it! My stressed lessen after i did it. It's kinda refreshing. Thanks to Min Young. I'm really thankful to her. I hope that she really can help me. For some reason i realized that she can give me strength when i'm down. She's always have a reason to make me positive.

We're done with our Screaming session and we're on our way to go back and then suddenly she tripped. I helped her to stand up and unfortunately she's injured. She sprained her feet so i offered her to carry her. I thought that she's heavy but she's not heavy actually. 

" Don't cry over the past because it's gone. Live in the present and make it beautiful. There are millions of reason to be happy and don't waste it. I know moving on is not that easy but time will come that your broken heart will be healed. If you need help i'm always here and don't ever be shy to approach me okay? " she said

She's right again. " Live in the present and make it beautiful. "  There are a lot of reason to be happy and i'm wasting it. I really hope that my Broken Heart will be healed like she said. Min Young can really make negative to positive. I'm so Thankful that she is my friend and she's willing to help me. All i have to do is believe in myself.

I'm already home and i can't stop thinking if she's okay. I'm going to her apartment to check if she's fine or not.

I promised to myself that from now on i'm going to move on seriously. I will do everything just to get my ex to get rid of my mind. I am confident about this because i know that there is someone will help me to wake me up from this Night Mare and it's Min Young.

 

 

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Ashleybswt #1
Chapter 25: I really hope he doesn’t go back, he needs to show her he has someone that he won’t give them p.
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Chapter 24: Update soon!!!
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Chapter 24: Pls update
jessicalm145 #4
Chapter 24: I really hope I didn't forget but then I do remember. Lucky u went abroad!! I want to do that.
wanniewagon #5
Chapter 23: Yooohoo...update!! been waiting for this story to update!! Anyway,,i love it!! Authornim Fighting!!
Ycy128
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Chapter 23: Update soooonnnn!!!
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Chapter 23: Great chapter but you made me want a bouqet of chocolate ^_^
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Chapter 23: omg that flower chocolate thingly looks good XD hahaha so adorable!!
wanniewagon #9
Chapter 22: My GOD!!!! This fanfic is Totally PERFECT!!!! I just love it!!! I even smile everytime i read this...kekeke^^ I'm not so good at giving an ideas..Sorry.... anyway,please dont stop the story...I want to read until the ending... ♥♥♥
LaryssaCatt #10
Chapter 20: Hello! I'm from Brazil, fanfic I read through his translator, I love their stories and I'm looking forward to the next chapter! Thank you = D