It's been two years that I've lost all my hopes.For a boy turning 20 and never done any real work, it's a little hard work to get a real job. Actually, I've been working in a cafe for about a few months.

But I never stopped dancing.

Although soccer makes me feel great,I never give up dancing, always making time for that.When I'm dancing, I feel free and never get tired ,remembering the past of course. The only reason I dance with all my emotions is him,

the one who makes me happy,

the one who never gets mad at me even though I make him,

the one who looks for me when I'm not,

the one that I love, Lee Taemin....

I hope with all my hopes, I wish he'd come back.

*Flash back*

"Hyung,what are we gonna do today?I wish I could go outside and have fun."

"I don't know. Let's just stay inside. Sica noona's not here, right? I'm already tired with dancing. I don't wanna go out."

"Oh.., then, let's watchTV, hyung"

"Taemin,just stay clam. You're acting weird. I don't wanna do anything today,okay?"

"But.....okay,..Um...I'm sorry."

Silence for a while...then, "Hyung? I...um.."

"Yeah, now what?"

"I.., I love you."

"I know but why are you keep telling me that during these days. I love you, too, Taemin. I'm sorry I didn't do anything to you yesterday although it's a special day for us. And you're only 16, Taemin."

Taemin, giving a sigh, "It's not because of that, hyung.I just wanna get a memory with you."

"Why??"

"I'll tell you later,hyung. But you know I'll love you forever."

*flash back ends*

Still Minho's POV~

Those words that I've never heard in two years, those sparkling eyes that make me believe him, all have lost now. I also didn't know it was the last night I stayed and didn't even give him a sweet kiss. I only accepted his goodnight kiss.

What's wrong with me that time??

I know I love him but why can't I accept it? Now I've experienced my life without him and it's a mess. How am I gonna get him back? And also to get my life up?  He's the reason why I started to work, at least if it could help, to find him,

"Taemin"

*flash back*

Minho's POV~

I went to Taemin's house in order to apologise as we fought the day before and found a note on the door.

"Hyung, if you're here, I'd say 'sorry' a thousand times for leaving you without a goodbye. My diary is behind the pot with red flowers just beside the door.  It's for you and the flowers, too."

I quickly picked it up but my hands were shaking...

"Minho Hyung, I'm so sorry. By the time you read this I'd be in the states or on the plane. I apologise you,again. I love you.  I've changed my ph so don't call me .I hope you'll be happy without me. I was a little mess for you. Sorry. And again,I love you. Hyung, I've experienced the best times of my life with you. Well, take care of my plant although I'm not sure I'd look for it again. And you of course. I'm sorry . "

*flash back ends*

still minho's pov

I really took good care of his plant, believing that he'd come back.

But he didn't....

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so sad, T_T :'( ;__; ×_× °~° But don't worry. too much,okay? :-D he he! Thank you for reading! ;-)

Hey,I've edited it!!