Time... its always so fast... time - my bigest enemy...

I really dont remember the feeling of happiness.. i really dont remember when exactly i was at home for last time...

My parents got divorced and from this time on dad and i are always traveling... He cant have a good job and just... we need to move on...

When i was younger i was taking this as a curse.. i left all of my friends.. all of my last life... and i just learned one thing- dont get closer with anyone couse soon you will be away from him...

I still rememer my dad`s words then. he was always repeating before every traveling "Its okay JiYong, you will find another friends" and my reply was always  "Whatever.."

Yeah... whatever... im stronger by myself...

Lately when i grown up a little more... i decided to do something with myself... If i wasnt able to have friends, i needed to do something to fill my time... So i decided to try something...And i created a game only for myself... "Be one of a kind"-i called it this way... It was like that... in every single town i had to become the best in something like sport, muzic, art , science and other... and im really good, i can say that...

But no matter how many people were stunned by me.. no matter how many people were admiring me.. i needed a friend with who i can talk.. about my feelings, my moods, my dreams... i needed someone with who i can share everything...

Its sad couse i really found him... SeungHyun... he was like... like my angel keeper... he came in my life so fast.. like he came from the haven...

I still remember that day... i was painting in a small garage when he appeared.. he told me that my paint is amazing and that he wanna have it... day after that he came to me again and again... i didnt want him around in the beggining.. but... somehow.. he took me in his hands.. one night... he just came to my house, throwing small rocks on my window.. when i showed up he just said... "I cant imagine myself without you" and that was it... i was all his...

Its stupid couse when im thinking about him now till we are traveling to the next town, im crying... i miss him even if there are only few hours without him... and the thruth is.. i cant imagine myself without him too...

But i guess i have to.. untill the day he comes here to take me away... i will dream about this day...

And thinking about this now.. i realized something... Why i need to be the best in everything when im just One of a kind for one and only person... Why?