my 5 precious boys..

Jaejoong oppa, Yunho oppa, Yoochun oppa, Junsu oppa and Changminnie

I really2 miss all of you, so much..

I miss you like crazy..

Oppadeul,

Do you know how sad I am right now?

Do you know how hurt I am right now?

Do you know how angry I am right now?

Do you want to know why?

Because someone said bad things about you..

Someone gave bad comments about you…

And I just couldn’t accept it….

It hurts me, too much…

Do you know why they said that?

Because 5 of you are not together right now..

They said DBSK is nothing now..

They said DBSK is not the old DBSK..

They said DBSK is all in the past..

They said DBSK is just merely a past..

Oppadeul,

They said Cassiopeia are scattered and taking sides..

They said Cassiopeia are not like before..

They said their idols success in Japan has nothing to do with DBSK..

They said their idols succeed merely because of their talents..

Nothing to do with your efforts and success..

They said DBSK is nothing compared to their idols right now..

They said DBSK is just a name now..

They said DBSK is nothing and nothing and zero now..

They said DBSK is in downfall era now..

They said DBSK will be gone soon..

They said DBSK will just become history..

They said many more bad things, but I couldn’t wrote it down..

Because I don’t want to recall it..Those hurtful words..

Oppadeul,

It hurts me because they don’t know your hardship before you succeed..

How can they say other idols success in Japan has nothing to do with you?

Don’t they know that you, DBSK/TVXQ, set the path for the other KPOP idols to enter Japan?

They don’t know you took 3 years to debut in Japan..

They don’t know you left Cassiopeia and Korea for 3 years, to debut in Japan..

They don’t know how worried and scared were you during those 3 years..

You scared and worried if Cassie will forget about you..

You scared if Cassie will cheat on you..

They don’t know the only thing you can do is keep on praying so that Cassie will never forget you and will always wait for you..

They don’t know during those 3 years, you have gone through many hardships..

You missed your family, your friends and your love one..

You were so stressed and depressed…

They don’t know you have to endure all the hardship on your own..

They don’t know the burden on your shoulder n in your heart, but they just kept on talking bad about you…….

Oppadeul,

They don’t know when you just debuted in Japan..

You performed at stairways of a shopping complex with terrible sound system..

Even though at that time, you are the most popular group in Korea n Asia..

Even though at that time, you have the largest fanclub in the whole world..

But, you have to perform at that kind of place despite your fame…

They don’t know that, right oppa?

They don’t know because of you, other KPOP stars get the easy way to enter Japanese market..

They don’t know how hard you tried before you can perform in Music Station, Music Japan and other big concert in Japan..

It’s because you entered Japan Market as Japanese singers not as Hallyu stars..

They don’t know that…

Just compared KPOP stars nowadays who just entered Japan..

See the support that they get..They are welcome by the Japanese..

Don’t their fans know that Japanese people used to hate KPOP idols years ago?

And who changed their perception about KPOP stars?

It’s you, oppadeul..

It’s you…..my DBSK..

But their fans are so ungrateful…

I don’t mind if they don’t want to admit your success..

I don’t mind if they don’t want to credit you..

Even though it’s really2 hurting me..

But, when they bashed and critics you, I can’t take it anymore..

They don’t know you, for god sake!

They don’t know your hardship!

But yet, they just bashing on you..

Oppa-ah, it’s hurt so much…

I acted so strong when I argued with them…

No one knows that I shed my tears at that moment..

I just couldn’t believe that kind of people exist in this world…

Until now, I’m still hurting and sad..

I still tearing and crying…

They just make me craved for you even more..

Oppadeul,

When will you be back to me, to us, CASSIOPEIA?

When?

Just do it faster and show them your power, DBSK’s power..

The power of the GODS..

Oppadeul,

My precious boys,

Jae, Ho, Chun, Su and Minnie…

Please come back quickly..

So that those people can shut their mouths..

I really want to slap them on their faces..

I really want to take revenge..

By hating and bashing their idols..

But, I know my oppadeul, my kind hearted oppadeul won’t be happy if I did that..

You will sad if you know I did that, right?

You will mad at me, right?

You will be disappointed at me, right?

Make you mad, sad and disappointed is the last thing I intend to do..

So, I will just shut my mouth for now..

I will try to endure it as long as I can..

I promised, oppa~~~~

But, you need to promise me too..

Promise that you will be back as 5, soon..

Promise you will be back as my old DBSK, my old boys..

The witty umma Jaejoong, the cool appa Yunho, the dandy elder brother Yoochun, the funny brother Junsu and the evil maknae Changmin..

Promise me that you will be back before I closed my eyes, forever..

Can you promised that, oppa?

Just remember one thing, oppa..

No matter what other people say about you..

I will always love you..

I will always support you until my last breath.

I will always Keep the Faith..

I will always wait for you…

Please comeback soon,

Kim Jaejoong, Jung Yunho, Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, Shim Changmin…

Youngwoong Jaejoong, Uknow Yunho, Micky Yoochun, Xiah Junsu, Choikang Changmin..

i don't mean to hurt or bash anyone..

i write this based on my experience n my feeling right now..

sorry if i offense anyone...

all i want is expressing my love and my longing for dbsk..

with love,

truly cassiopeia..