Yuri Pov

my member is my everything, they always know how to cheered me up.

“then, sooyoung will come with aegyo like this..”yoona imitate sooyoung and we all laughed

“HAHAHAHA”taeyeon fakes laugh was so loud

“what’s wrong with you kid leader ? you act like you have do something bad to yuri ?”fany asked her

“huh NO !”taeyeon shooked her head

it’s weird, after she go to toilet, her eyes was locked on me and she saw me with a guilt look.

“let’s forget about it.. and you know last night eunhyuk oppa was drunk and called me and..”yoona continued the story

*TING..TONG..

“taeyeon go open the door !”fany commanded her

“aih, I’m the leader here ! kwon yuri go open it !”taeyeon said

“why me ?”I complained

“let me then..”yoona said

“no I wasn’t understand with your story.. repeat it again while yuri open the door”taeyeon said while winked to yoona

“I know you hiding something taeyeon ! did you call minho on toilet ? and now it was him in front the door ?!”I blurted out

“umh..umh..”taeyeon look so nervous

“UNNIEEE.. it’s me !! could you please open the door !!”sulli shouted

“oh, it sulli”I said and quickly get up for opened the door for her

“hi unniee..”sulli said she come here along with minho.

they not only come together, they wearing a same shirt like a couple. do you know what I feel right now ? h-u-r-t.. too hurt to be explain, my heart was like to explode and I couldn’t breath.

“can I go in ?”sulli asked

“huh yeah”I said and she quickly entered the dorm left me and minho who still stuck in front door.

“you not inviting me to come in ?”minho asked

“just get in”I replied simply and try so hard for holding back my tears

he smiled, smile like nothing wrong with it. he get in and opened his shoes right in front of me and just then, I can hold this damn tears. it’s start to fall uncontrollably.. minho seems notice the tears who fell on floor. he look up and staring at me who avoided his gaze.

minho stand up and once again smiled, then I know he really lost his love for me. so I just flashing a fake smile and wiped my own tears. he suddenly patted my head..

“my girl was so strong !!”he said and lowered his height so he could stare me right on face.

“want to say something ?”he asked

‘yes minho, please don’t make me cry ! for me it’s only you ! when I covered my eyes, I saw you ! when I blocked my ears I hear you ! please don’t leave me !!’ that’s I want to said to you minho !!

“why keep avoiding my eyes ?? I know you miss me hehe”he said

‘does he know I’m hurt ?!’I though, for now I would like to slammed him

“oppa where are you ? oh,, come on let’s get in..”sulli suddenly appeared and right in front my eyes she hold minho’s hand and drag him inside.

‘right minho and sulli congratulation..!!’I said in my heart

I took a deep breath and walking inside home. I saw clearly sulli was laughing hard with yoona’s joke, sulli wrapped her hands on minho’s and laughing right on his shoulder ! I look to taeyeon who keep looking me with a guilty look along with fany.

“I’m on my room ok ?”I said as no one hear

I took the pillow and crying there let all my sadness out. then someone turn on the light, so I turned to see who is that.

“Happy 40 month anniversary baby boo !!”minho said with a cake

“CHUKKAEE YURI UNNIE AND MINHO OPPA !!”sulli said following him in the behind

“chukae yuri unnie-ah !!”yoona said then followed by taeyeon and fany

“what are you guys doing actually ?!!”I said yelled

“woah, she is scary..”sulli said

“let’s minho explain and we all out now”taeyeon informed

“you can use the entire dorm cause we gotta go to somewhere”fany said

“just don’t make a new human here !!”yoona shouted

I look up at minho who just holding a cake.

“don’t you want to blow the candle ??”he said

“what actually you do huh ??”

“blow the candle first !”he said

“huuuufff”I blow the candle in one breath

“woah,, really kwon yuri you are so strong !”he said try to impress me but failed

and then he left me here in room.

“kwon yuri where did you put the knife ??”he shouted

“aish !! what actually happen to that damn boy !! why he act like he is not hurting anybody ?!”I complained

“bwoh ? I hurt you ? where ?”he suddenly appeared

“minho I need a serious talk with you !”I said

“let’s talk then”he said walked close to my bed. sit right in front of me and put his hand on my head

“I’m not talking if your attitude like this !”I yelled

“umh.. ok then”he said pull his hand away

“minho, what are you saying in the press is that true ?”I asked him

“mostly yes !”he said confidence

ok, this going to be hurt yuri.

“so you and sulli having a great time together ?”I asked him

“yes, we created a romantic atmosphere as much as we can..”he said

“oh”

“don’t you see how closer we are kwon yuri ? more than brother and sister feeling !”he said

‘kwon yuri.. ?!’ it’s like he didn’t have any respect to me at all. I’m older than him and he treat me like that ? I know we still officially dating but please ! that’s hurting my pride as a NOONA !

“huh yeay, well congratulation kang taejin !”I said smirked and get up from bed

minho pull me to sit again.

“what ?!”

“why so angry ? jealous ?”he asked

“why should I ??”

“then kiss me ?!”he said made me chuckle

“still want a kiss from me ? you have did it more than 15 times minho !”I said yelled

“then I assume you are jealous”he smirked

“if I said ‘yes’ will you care? will my heart got healing ? will you returned you 15 times kiss with sulli ?!”I yelled and start crying

“do not hate sulli for that !”

“I’m not hating her ! I love her as my dongsaeng with all my heart !”I yelled

so sick knowing he is more on sulli’s side !

“how about me ? do you love me ? with all your heart ?”he asked

“that was the big question I want to know ! do you still love me ? with all your heart ? or you loving someone else you find cute then me in filming set ?!”

“yes I love you.. still loving you with all my heart.. I do find many cute person in filming set.. but still one girl who madly mad to me right now is the girl that I cant replace !”he confessed

“then why minho why ?! why you hurting me !! you should know that I’m afraid !! afraid if you had find someone better than me ! look at me now old, black and gained weight while anyone else getting skinnier, whiter, prettier and---”I couldn’t continue my speech and ended crying on my palm

I feel that minho hugged me tight.

“I know.. I know that I’m hurting you. I know that I always be the one who should be blame for all the breaking heart you got. but please don’t said that you are old or something like that ! for me ages is just a number.. I love your black skin it showing you are different and I love the way you now. you getting hotter you know it ?!”he said

“and about all the press I have told told taeyeon noona for not letting you saw it. because again our CEO told me to gained more interaction between me and sulli so our relationship will still save from public. it’s so irritating but I have to do this for our sake”he continued

“what ? but taeyeon is the one who told me to watch it !!”I said upset

“oh, so it’s mean she didn’t received my message.. i though you insist to see me.. that's why i'm here..”minho said

“just forget about taenggo for a while.. I still want to know, so everything is ??”

“everything between me and sulli just act, the real one is between you and me ! you know that sulli and taemin still dating right ?!”he said

“but still it wouldn’t made your kiss scene disappear !!”I complained

“we are 1-1 now, you have done a bad one kiss scene HOTTER than mine and still you can made it disappear too right ?”minho said

“huh ? y-yess”I said feel sorry to him

“but still you said you blushing when doing that kiss scene ! now I haven’t see you blushing whenever we kissing !”I complained again

“aigo~~ it’s because I’m usual with it. I’m still blushing whenever I saw you”

“liar !”I yelled

“no I’m not”

“kwon yuri, you know how much I suffer when we have a limit time for spending time together ? whenever I saw you just on my phone screen I got blushing, whenever my member teased me about you I’m blushing, whenever I call my mom and she asked about you I’m blushing !”he confessed

“really ??”I asked him

“yes yuri..”he said and flashing his best smile ever to me make me feel I’m on heaven

“aigo~ I love the way you blushing like this”he said and patted my head like a kid

“I love you my choi yuri..”he whispered

“love you too kang taejin”I whispered back

“how about choi minho ?”he asked

“well, kang taejin was more handsome.. and he is a high school student”I said

“but he is taken ! by-”

“psh fine, I love choi minho moreee..”I said

then he hugged me tight

“you know I always miss this short moment..”

“me too, I wonder when SM will permit us go on public. it would be fun, I mean we can go on a real date without afraid some rumor spread because they already know we are dating”I said and hide my blushing face on his chest

“me too, but not now.. they start promoting minsull so minyul and taelli still a secret for now”he said

“yeah, but I kinda hate minsull ! I like taelli !!”I said feel irritated

“why my girl is so temper now ?! anyway don’t watch my drama ok ?! I don’t want you to get hurt by see it ! i love you as always my black pearl”he said and kissed my forehead

“arasso..arassoo.. but please send me a text even it just once ok ? you have been missing nowadays”I said frowned

“I’m sorry about that it just, i don’t have much time for rest or even grab my phone. but now I will try but.. kiss me first”he said like a kid

“hemh,, noo !!”I shook my head and he pouted

“aigo~”

“kwon yuri what is this ?”he said pointed on my chin

“huh ?”

“there is something like umh.. ink ?”he said

“really ?”

“let me erase it”he said a bit smiled and then he kissed my lips

it was another shock kiss from choi minho. the guy I loved…

*skip-this-minyul-was-starting-something-that-they-don't-like-we-know.

now he prepared for leaving me again due his filming schedule hasn’t finished yet. I made him a lunch box and some vitamins to bring, I don’t want him to get sick. he said we will not be able for meet for the next smtown concert because again our CEO told to not showing another of minyul moment on public. well that’s irritating me, but I don’t have another choice.

“woah, so that couple shirt is made only for you minho, suli and taemin ?”fany asked

“yes noona, taemin made it for us”minho said while wear his shoes on

yes, the shirt that minho and sulli wear is a couple shirt but taemin buy 4 items which mean i got one right now. and i wearing it..

“I’m sorry for act like that unnie”once again sulli said sorry for me

“it’s ok my lil sister”I said smiled

“I’m sorry for not telling you minho’s text yuri unniee..”taeyeon said in aegyo

“you will got a punishment latter taenggo~”I said and put a fake smile to her

all laughing..

“don’t be like that, if only she told you to not watching it, I may not be able to meet you here now”minho said and give me a peek on lips

“oohh I miss my taeminniee”sulli said

“eww, you two should get a room !!”fany said

“see you unnieee..”sulli shouted and running to somewhere

“see you sull”all said

“I’m leaving noonas”minho said to all my member

“becare full ok ?!”I said to him while acompany him walk outside dorm

“yes honey, be safe here.. I’m gonna miss you so much”he said half hugging me

“me too..”and tears start to flow

“aww, please don’t cry. it’s make me hard for leaving you here. want you come to filming set today with me ?”

“Can I ?”I asked him

“why not, let’s don’t hear what our CEO said once”he smirked

“we have do that before, when CEO told us to not showing our skinship in every smtown. but ended with you know we all broke all the rules haha”I smiled

“well, latter when I had a late night filming. you should come ok ? I'll pick you !”he said

“Yes baby boo.. be healthy for me minho”I said and kissed his cheek

“I’ll call you latter baby..”he said

before he leaving, he kiss me on the lips for about 1 minutes until we both ran out air. I saw his back until he disappear..
he is my everything because we were in love :]

that's it.. end of this fic :D

how is it bad or good ?? i know the ending was soooo lame.....

can i say another thingy ?
i assume you all said yes hahaha :>
first i would like to say please keep on faith to our minyul, i pray for them so hard because now i'm craving minyul moment so badly :(
second i miss this person so so so so so so soooo much minhosera