-get ready this gonna be a long part one-

yuri’s schedule was not too tight, she uses to be in dorm or practice at sm buildings everytime she get her off day. actually all she want is show up on his boyfriend filming set ‘it would be fun to surprise him’ yuri’s though that. but remembering what would be happen after she show up it was a nightmare. people will know that they were dating then she and him will gained antis.

“psh,, nothing to do here”yuri said as she entered her room

she just back from her real home, when she there her mom always cheered her up. but once she back to her dormitory she felt lonely. some of SNSD member haven't back yet. yoona, sica, sunny, sooyoung haven’t back from their home. while fany, taenggo, hyoyeon and seobaby was having their own schedule.

yuri checked her phone no message or missed calls “still busy maybe”she said and then made a call to someone..

“ne umma, im just arrived yeap..yeapp..”yuri said on line

“KWON YURII…”fany shouted loud

“can you be more louder fany ?!”yuri yelled

“KWOOON YUUURIII !”she granted her wish

“yah !! what’s wrong ?”yuri asked her member

“you know what ?”fany said excited while yuri just shook her head

“siwon oppa just drived me home today yeayy !!”fany said and hugging yuri tight

“woah really ? congratulation fany~”yuri said be happy for her

it’s true fany has feeling to siwon, while siwon just treat her as dongsaeng. but now seems like siwon has been opened his heart to fany and yuri was so glad to hear every story that fany told about she and siwon.

“kwon yuri !! your husband on TV !”taenggo shouted

yuri who have been missing her beloved boyfriend quickly run to living room for joining the leader. she sit properly next to her.

“oh, I should inform him”yuri said and texting someone

to : umma, Mr.flaming charisma

Minho press conference now held ^^.

then her phone received a reply.

fr : umma

really ? i'm on my way to grocery honey. i wish i could watch my son-in-law..

“uwaa, is that my little sulli ? kyeopta”fany confessed

“yes, she send me a selca before and it’s so cute. but she said she doesn’t like it..”taeyeon said

“yes she is cute, but amber said she crying while she cut her hair”yuri said

“yes, that’s why you are not choosen to be the cast of drama”fany said

“huh ?”

“I mean it’s not only you who will be cry, minho would cry too. remember ? he loves your long hair yuri”fany said make yuri blush.

for somehow her old memory flashing back.

Yuri Pov

I was fall a sleep right on his chest after smtown japan held. I could hear his heartbeat, he said it’s beating only for me.

“hey, awake already ?”minho said while my hair softly, I nodded.

“you know it’s a good idea for SM not letting you go in cast on my drama ?”he said

I quickly get up and becoming so mad at his words.

“why ? you happy when im not around you ? so you could have many free time for flirting with another girl ? pshh you such a bad-”he suddenly kiss my lips

“not that honey.. you are the one I loved..”he confessed

“then WHAT ?! you should know that I know why they not choose me ! I’m too old and my big s is cannot be hide right like sulli !!”I yelled at him

“hey, you are not old to play the role, but I just don’t want you to cut your hair short. if you cut it short then I couldn’t play with your hair anymore..”he confessed

“oh, mianhae”I said feel guilty because becoming mad without hearing his explanation first.

***

they focused on TV, yuri’s eyes was locked to see minho. the guy who becoming part of her live since 2009 ago. she amazed how handsome he is in the uniform, no one can replaced him. the media start asking about the kiss scene.

“they have doing it for 15 times”fany brought the topic that made yuri couldn’t breath.

“y-yes I know fany”yuri said while putting a fake smile

“omg yuri are you ok ? I don’t mind to hurt you ok ?”fany feel sorry

“it’s ok fany-ah” yuri said smiled and she remember how upset her to hear that.

yuri know it just act, beside sulli already said apologize whenever they meet up. and minho always said it’s just work so there is no reason for her to be angry.

“anyway, your kiss scene is hotter than him yuri-ah”taenggo said makes yuri chuckle

then it’s time to minho talk, yuri smiled to hearing his voice but then..

"I always thought of Sulli as a little sister, because I know her since she was only a student in elementary school and also in SM practices and events. But with the project and the filming of scenes together, we have become friends" .

“Sulli plays a character who has feelings for me, and I do not like it but as time goes by my character starts to be more open to her. I was not sure if I could do a good job because I have always seen her as a little sister, but now that I see her every day, I can feel some romantic feelings, as my character would. "

“I’m sorry.. what did I just hear ??”fany said unbelief with what was minho said

“fany shut up !”taeyeon said

“haha, what’s wrong with you guys ?! I’m okay..”yuri said and laughing

yuri continued to see the press conference with a smile, but inside her heart it’s there is a big question haunting her ‘did he said the truth ??’ yuri hope it just a blah word that he said. but think about what’s wrong with minho passed this days she started to believe something wrong on him.

minho uses to send her a text even how busy he is, but nowadays his text was so limited edition. yuri try to think positively she think he must be too busy or she just feel lonely because she has too much free day.

“I will back on a second”yuri said run to kitchen to get a glass of water.

“arrghhh choi minho why he said that ? and why he doing too much skinship to sulli ! look he patted sull’s hair !!”fany said loud

“yah shut up ! yuri might be hear it and got hurt !”taeyeon complained

“I’ve seen it already taenggo”yuri said

at this time she couldn’t hold back the tears, then she run to her room. lock her self there, fany try to call her but failed.

“let her alone fany.. it must be hard for her”taeyeon said

yuri crying again, she try to think in a positive way but she cant. now she start to believe that minho not loves her anymore. now she believe he already find someone new. her big fear now becoming real..

“minho, I was afraid.. I’m afraid that you not loving me anymore because I’m too old.. because you find someone new who more pretty, taller, skinny, just exactly like sulli..”yuri said while crying

in the other side taeyeon has nothing to do to help yuri.

“why don’t we interrogated him ?!”fany suggested

“aish, no ! who we are ? let them solve their problem.”taeyeon said

“but I hate to see yuri’s crying”fany confessed

“me too”taeyeon hug fany

“guys..”yuri suddenly appeared her eyes were red and puffy

“yuri..”fany come and hug her

now they sitting on the living room for listening what yuri’s feel now.

“listen kwon yuri, I know it’s hard for us and the other idol for having a relationship like the other couple does. but you should know I learn much from you. you are so brave yuri, whenever ceo told you to hide your relationship with minho both of you always been failure and ended with show it to all fans. some of them ship you both and some of them not. but you said I’m becoming a deaf for those people who doesn’t like me or my relationship with minho.. remember it ?”taeyeon said to yuri

yuri who crying just nodded

“so now, please becoming a deaf for that too. I know minho has reason for this, reason why he saying and act like that. just like our last smtown concert, our CEO told him to pat seohyun hair again while you holds onew hehehe”taeyeon said try to cheer yuri’s up.

“thank you girls..”yuri said and hugged them all

“omo,, what’s wrong with you guys ?”yoona said got shocked with the hugging scene

“you home already ?”taeyeon asked

“yes unnie.. and look what I bring ?”yoona showed a bunch of snack that she bring

“YEAY FOOD !!”fany said excited

Taeyeon Pov

I was glad to see yuri can smile again, and yes I learn much from her. She is a brave girl ever, minho was so lucky to have her. whenever her mood down she never showed it to us. while me ? now I’m a sad single lady because I was couldn’t hold my sad and upset feelings to leeteuk oppa at the past. so here we go he moved on with another girl named sora while I’m here.. umh,, let’s not talk about me.

“fany-ah where did I put my phone ?”I asked her

“molla..”she said

“is this yours unnie ?”yoona said with my phone on her hand

“yes it is.. give it to me lady yoongiee”I said half singing to her

I checked my phone and there is two un-read message.

fr : yoonyoongie

unnie, I’m going home today :3

“you send me a text ?”I asked her and she just nodded. then I open another message..

fr : Yuri's property

noona it’s me SHINee flaming charisma Minho, please make sure that yuri didn’t watch my press conference ok ? thank you so much. I’ll treat you latter.

OMONA.. IM SO DEAD !!! I was the one who told yuri to watch minho press conference psshhttt.. STUPID TAEYEON !! then I moved to bathroom and make a call to minho quickly.

“pick it up minho quick !!”I said half whispered

“yeobseo ? noona ?”

“yes, finally minho !!”I said while jumped

“what’s wrong noona ?”

“minho.. I’m soryy… I’m soooorryyy…”I said in aegyo tone

“err, it’s ok noona. I’ll be there in a minute.. just don’t tell anyone I go there ok ?”minho said

“wait ? do you know what I mean ??”I asked him

“yes noona, yuri watch the broadcast aren’t she ?”minho said

“ne :(( I’m sorry minho-ah”I said apologetic

“yes, it’s ok noona haha”he said

“see you in a minute then”I said and hang up the phone.

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