what !!!!  WHAT 

recently a very lovely girl has reached out to me on my personal tumblr and said HEY I MISS LOVELY DEER and i was like aw dude same thanks for finding me that's true dedication and we spoke about posters and graphics and it was a nice BLAST FROM THE PAST. and then this morning i woke up and i saw a message from the same girl and she said CONGRATS LOVELY DEER WAS FEATURED and i was like lmao what 

U GUYS I USED TO DREAM ABOUT THIS 

I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY 14 YEAR-OLD SELF SO I CAN BE LIKE DUDE U DID IT 

i also feel terrible because we got featured and this literally hasn't been updated for more than one year omg 

I think my last post here was a convoluted ramble w me saying i love you, thank you, i can't make posters but i still want to do some freelace things and i think i'm in the same position. EXCEPT I DON'T HAVE PHOTOSHOP ATM SO WE WILL HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL I GET A NEW LAPTOP OMG I HATE VEERYTHING WHY DOES TECHNOLOGY FAIL ME IN THE PAST 4 YEARS THAT LOVELY DEER WAS CREATED, MY LAPTOP/PHOTOSHOP HAS CRASHED LIKE 3 TIMES whatever donna whatever let it go let it go

there are some of you who have been with me since i had my very first poster shop with one of my closest friends, it was called hello pastel cafe and i think the remnants still exist somewhere on this ancient site. when i had hello pastel, i was so worried that no one was going to request, and then when lovely deer was flourishing i had to close the forms down after 2 hours because there were so many people requesting, and i was just a tiny single human being with two hands. like what what what is this universe. i wish i could give something to every single person who wanted something i could make. you are all so special and kind and i hate/hated being a salty like SORRY CAN'T MAKE YOU A POSTER TOO BUSY also i was so bad at manging my own site oooh my god some people were waiting for 2 years and i was like ??? idk??? and some people had to wait 4+ months for a single poster!!! TERRIBLE

anyway i've made so many lovely friends and spoken to so many sweet people and met so many amazing artists and i can't believe that i started this as a 14 year-old who had never touched photoshop before! and now i'm almost 18, about to graduate from high school. isn't that so insane???

thank you all so much for this! i used to get so excited seeing 1 comment and now we're being flooded and i still want to reply to everyone ahhh

you guys have been the best and this is so random lovely deer is so baby i feel like an indie musician who has made a hit single and is like STOP THS madness but still, love you all hope ur doing well 

(if ur not sick of me yet, social media links are on my profile in the status thing!! pls hit me up if u want, i'd be v happy to hear from you)

ALSO THE POSTER FEATURED ON THE SITE IS A PIC OF 2 GIRLS KISSING BC OF LOVELY DEER helll yeeeee i'm so proud of this moment i'm so glad that's what everyone is going to see when they pop up on aff lmao