"one day, would you be able to be here waiting for me?"

 

"Why do you ask me like that? Of course I'll be waiting for you. I love you so much "

 

"Really?"

 

"Do you not believe me?"

 

"Well I just ...." Suddenly I felt her soft lips landed on my lips. It felt so wonderful,even her face is not so clear in my eyes, but I was enjoying her kiss so much

 

                And suddenly I was sitting and driving a beautiful red ferrari car that racing so fast.She was sitting beside me but she closed her eyes. I held her hands gently. I'm so worried and my face turned pale "What the hell happened to her?" I thought. And in the crossroad suddenly just to the right of the road I saw a car heading towards my car without a control and finally I felt my head was spinning for the umpteenth time and I saw my car glass was broken completely irregular as a witness the enormity of the accident

 

"Nooooo .........." Siwon awakened from his nightmare, his face looked so pale and cold sweat running on his body. His chest up and down trying to catch his breath, his head was dizzy trying to remember that daily nightmare again.A daily nightmare that always haunt him every night. After Having successfully set up his breath he immediately flung his blanket and he was running to the kitchen to get a glass of water and drank it with a vengeance. His eyes were reddened,he wiped his face with a water basin next to the refrigerator

 

"Siwon-ah what are you doing? I heard you were screaming "

 

"As always hyung that nightmare came again. Hyung if you know something please tell me exactly who she is? Why is she always comes in my dreams? Am i hurt her before or maybe i had caused something bad to her? "Siwon sent a barrage of questions to Leeteuk.

 

"Never mind, it's just a dream. Back to your bed and get another sleep, tomorrow we're going to Korea? and it must be exhausting so you better gain energy as much as possible "

 

"Ne okay." Siwon said as he walked away to the stairs located beside the kitchen door

 

"Um .... Hyung is it true that when i was a child, I just fell down from the stairs? Or maybe i haD a car accident before? And the red Ferrari? is it mine? "Siwon turned back and sent another questions to Leeteuk

 

"What do you mean about a car accident? Please just forget that useless dream because it's just a ing dream "Leeteuk raised his voice  and he look a bit emotional now

 

"Well then, Don't be angry hyung. I will just gooing to sleep now"

"Yes please just sleep and don't ask anything to me again"

 

               Then Siwon just walked up. in his mind, he still wondered why his brother always out of control when he asked about the car accident. He was still looking for what actually happened to himself. now he feels like losing his own identity.

 

                From the kitchen, Leeteuk still looking at his brother who had walked up to the stairs. he felt guilty for lying to her own brother. He felt that every day is getting worse to see his brother who continued haunted by the same nightmares.If he could he just wanted to open his mouth and reveal all the secret, just to make the burden in his brother's shoulder become lighter, but unfortunately it is not allowed by someone. At least, this is the best way for his brother. once again only Leeteuk just sighed and walked back to his room.

 

 

               The next day.

The sun began to greet the city of Paris, with beautiful birds flying and greet everyone who see them.On another side,There were two men walking hurriedly toward his private helicopter that was lit and ready for orders to be flown to Korea.

 

"Hurry up hyung, I'm going to drive it right now" says Siwon as he stuck his hand down to help Leeteuk's up to heicopter

 

"Well ... Siwon-ah you are so fast, please do not compare me with your fantastic energy"

 

"Come on hyung you just 3 years older than me.Don't cry like baby because you have a lot of energy too"

 

"Aishhh this kid ... Just run the helicopter now, appa and umma has been waiting for us"

 

"Well ... all right ... hold on tight, you know how it feels. haha and do not throw up or vomit something in my clothes again. "

 

"Don't worry, I have prepared something for this" Leeteuk reached his pocket and swallows the red pill

 

"Hey what's that?"

 

"Sleeping pills hehe ... it'is better to fall asleep than see you run this helicopter "

 

"Hah you are really something huh ..." Siwon just sighed 

 

3 hours later they were in Korea and landed on top of the Hyundai Corporation's building

 

"Ah looks like he's still sleeping.so never mind i better just send someone to pick him up beside I want to get around the city of Seoul alone first. It must be funny ... "Siwon immediately took his Ipod and his fingers was busy to make a telephone call

 

"Hello Mr.Lee could you walked up to the roof of the building right now? Leeteuk and i is on the roof right now. Go  here and take my beloved brother to Choi's mansion, oh yes do not forget to prepare a car for me. I want to get around Seoul first "

 

"Well sir,  You are not joking right?"

 

"Of course I'm on the roof and i'm not joking, quickly .... your time is only 5 minutes "

 

"What? 5 minutes? Okay i will be there as soon as possible sir"

 

5 minutes later

 

 

 

 

"Eh sir this is a key for your car. Well, red as your favorite sir" Mr.lee gave a Ferrari branded key to Siwon while the other guys execute Leeteuk who was still asleep in the helicopter

 

"Uh ... Mr.Lee why always red? is it my favorite colour? " Siwon started to feel that the dream is real and the car, the accident and of course the girl

 

"Yes sir, you really liked red and especially the Ferrari brand. You love to boost the speed of your car as quickly as possible like a F1 driver. it been a long time since i saw you drove like that "says Mr.Lee with the spirit of happines

 

"And about a car accident? dou know something " Said Siwon getting more curious

 

"Akh .... so you still remember it? that was a tragic event ... "

 

"So it is true that I had a car accident in the past? Answer me mr.lee,, please!" Says Siwon ,both of his hands was holding Mr.Lee's shoulders and shake it to the right and left. "Oh damn, i forgot it. it was a secret" Mr.Lee though

 

"Uh ... uh .. yes it just when you are in the elementary school. "

 

"Are you sure?"

 

"Of course i am"

 

"so it's not a Ferrari?"

 

"No it just a bycycle,um excuse me sir. I must go somewhere right now"Mr.Lee immediately went to the helicopter left Siwon who look so dissapointed

 

Siwon POV

 

               What a bad day i have. I have turn around for 3 hours but i can't find my own house. Leeteuk said to me that i had live in Korea before but why i can't find my own house? This is really strange. I decided to make a call to my brother but unluckily my battery was empty.I stopped my car in front of the big company.  This day is really-really something. I looked around and found a brochure of my father company. 

 

                So I decided to get out of my car while carrying my father's company brochure, I hope that this brochure could help me and I wish I could ask the employees at these companies. maybe they have recognize me or at least they know the address of the hyundai's building. Suddenly I saw a yeoja walked out of the company and of course as soon as possible I was rushing toward her, carrying a brochure that is in my right hand

 

"Um excuse me ... Do you know the address of the company in this brochure?" I lift this brochure and bring this flyer to her face but she did not respond.

 

"What really happened to this girl? why she didn't answer me? is it possible that she can't read? "I thought

 

After such a long time,i still waiting for this girl to answer my question but she didn't answer me so I decided to re-ask to this girl. I do not know why but it felt like her body was here but her mind was drifted some where . I can not wait anymore just to listen a word come out from her cute lips

 

"Um .. excuse me so can you help me? Why you didn't answer my question?"

 

After a few seconds she bowed her head, she finally said something

 

 "Sorry I can not see"

 

"What? So you? Ah, then I am the one who should apologize. I do not mean to ... " before i could finished my word, all of a sudden I saw her eyes began to pull out a drop of clear liquid from her eyes. i really feel guilty to her.

 

"Sorry I do not mean to make you cry, once again I apologize. I better just go. Thanks for the help, "I smiled and quickly stepped away from her it but instantly I suddenly felt something touch my hand and held me to go one step further.That Hands ww]ere so warm and soft, as if taking me back to feeling the warmth of the past. "Who is this girl?" I thought

 

"Si ... Si .. Siwon?"