My life wasn’t easy. I mean, I was just like everyone I loved popular music bands and dressed stylishly, but then again - I was different. People didn’t like me for who I was. I was too simple and I didn’t pretend to be somebody other. I was just myself.

School was full with mean people, especially girls. Popular ones were bulling lower standing ones. Also in my school were learning Lee Taemin from band Shinee. All girls were crazy about him, but mostly everyone were jealous of him by being famous and didn’t like him. That’s why he never talked with anyone he just put his head down and went silent as he passed the big crowds which awaited him at school’s entry each day.

Actually I was sure that he was the only one who could understand me, but I never talked to him because I didn’t wanted to look like another annoying fan girl to him or just simply annoy him. Of course, I loved Shinee’s music, but I could act normal when I saw him. I mean what? He was a person too and he was just doing something he liked, what was so bad about that? Why there was need to bully him.

What about my family? I was living with my mom, but she was always busy with hers work and often wasn’t home for weeks. She got always stressful, because of hers work and that’s why she always yelled at me whenever it was my fault, or wasn’t. She always complained that she can’t wait for day when I will become independent and start to learn money.

I did a lot of activities to forget about my daily life. I sang, danced and drew, but I didn’t know if I was good in any of those, because I actually didn’t have anybody to ask to.