Naru's POV 

 

When I woke up it was 4 am. I didn't know what had woken me up, but I was awake somehow. I looked around me, everything seemed normal. Hanbang was still sleeping in his bed across the room. I looked at him for a while. He looked so cute when he was sleeping. Although the lights were turned off I could clearly see his face. I looked at his pink, soft lips and at his little dimples that looked so cute when he smiled. Oh how I wished that this boy was mine. I sighed. I know he would never be, but it still hurt a lot knowing it. I tried to think of something else and looked up to his window. The window was open and the moonshine shone trough it and lit his bed up in a dim light. I got up and some strange urge led me to his bed. I sat down at the edge of it and breathed the fresh, cool air in that a gust of wind had blown into our room. For a long moment I just sat there and looked at the bright stars. The sky was clear this night, there weren't any clouds and I could see the stars. They were beautiful and somehow really fascinating to me.  Suddenly a noise interrupted my thoughts, it was Hanbang:

"Hyung ... yes hyung ... please touch me," he murmured in a soft voice. I jumped up and starred at him. Was he talking to me? Was he even awake? I felt trapped somehow and wanted to turn away and just go to sleep again, but when I turned my back on him, he said something again:

"No hyung ... please ... don't be shy. I beg you, touch me." A shiver ran down my spine and I felt my heart skip a beat. I wanted to touch him, I wanted to touch him so bad right now. I can't lose control now, I told myself. It would ruin our friendship forever. But it didn't work, every nerve in my body wanted to touch him and I yearned for his touch as well. I turned around in one quick movement and almost run to his bed and threw myself on him. I leaned over him. If he was awake, he was really good at hiding his  reaction. He had his eyes closed but his mouth was open just a bit. For a moment I was thinking about holding myself back. I closed my eyes and breathed in. I opened them again when I heard Hanbangs voice.

"Now kiss me, you bastard," he groaned and opened his eyes. I flinched back, shocked for a second. He smirked and his eyes sparkled like the stars. It took me a few seconds to realise what he had just demanded, then I gave him a crooked grin and he pulled me in a deep kiss. This was our first kiss and I knew it wouldn't be our last.