A Man named Jinki

Description

'You said that I didn't want to be found. Maybe I just hope they would try harder.'

That was what he secretly yearning. But seeing his smile, people believe that he is happy enough.

'I prefer to love than to be loved'.

That was what he said.

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Foreword

Based on a true story.

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BreyBrey #1
Chapter 1: Just found this heartbreaking but beautiful story... Sh*t i cried. T _ T
lacus_clyne
#2
Chapter 1: oh my,,, i cried read this
this story really good
AznStraberri
#3
Chapter 1: I just cried and everyone in the room kept asking if I was alright and I say, "Nuuuuuu..Cause Onew dieeed" and they say "Onew? He didn't die.." But I just kept sobbing T^T ; n ;
Shine_Gurl97 #4
Chapter 1: i might cry if i'm not reading this in front of my parents (of course, secretly). Thanks to you, my heart feels so warm.. i love the line - you said that i didn't want to be found. Maybe i just hope they would try harder' and 'i prefer to love than to be loved'. you made me realized that basically, i live with those words.
ixButterfly
#5
Chapter 1: asdfghjkl
thi made me cry
So heartwarmingly sad ;-;
LovingKitty #6
Chapter 1: Omg I read it twice now and both times it made shed tears loved the part "You said that I didn't want to be found. Maybe I just hope they would try harder." That's how I sometimes feel and the lyrics they were really good and so heartfelt :)
chicken_YUM
#7
Chapter 1: I was just looking for some jongyu oneshots and then this comes up and oh my goodness, it was beautiful and heart wrenching good. Oh dear shed tears for this, this was amazing.

"I'd rather love than to be love" Oh my goodness that hit me in the face so hard I just oohhhh breaking my heart author. Bravo, this was outstanding.
SadisticSinner #8
I'm a little ashamed to say this but...I cried and I still cry.And oh so hard. I think I cried just twice till now bcuz of a story and here I am ,crying again.
I'm rly sorry for your friend, God rest his soul.
I think it was a good choice to put Onew as the main character because his personality,his thoughts, his kindness are like you described. In this fic you said the truth, the truth we don't want to accept so we just ignore it, but Onew is just like that, he doesn't want people to worry about him that's why he never tells his worries,problems, he just keep them for himself, deep inside his heart till someday they will burst out. He's just too kind, he always put himself second after his precious ones. I hope nothing like in this story will happen to him. I hope he will share his problems with his family and friends. I hope he will still remain the kind leader we all know, I hope he will show us his true and honest smile not the pained and fake smile that hides tears.
Nice story author-ssi, you made me cry and I still cry, my tears are falling like a waterfall. I loved the lyrics, there are so deep meaning and feelings in it.
Thanks for writing this fic and opening our eyes, making us see that not everything is as it seems.
Luv chu~ *sobs*
Emmauk26
#9
OMO, your killing me, why, why did you do this, it feels like my heart has been ripped out, but I haven't died yet, I'm crying so hard right now; my chest hurts so so much, it's so sad, he should have told them they had a right to know, to be there to say goodbye. *sobs really hard*