Fame or Love

Fame or Love

 

After CNU's brave confession about his feelings for Krystal sunbaenim,

The host of the show called him from the backstage.


"Kamsahamnida ajusshi for giving me Krystal's number" C.N.U. fanboy-ing in the back stage.

"Ahaha but i don't think Krystal will reply at your message, SM entertainment doesn't allow dating" The host sadly said.

CNU's shoulders fell .. hearing him say that makes him weak from the inside.

"well i have to try" He forcefully smiled, he bowed and walk away.

*I'll try to text her later..* He whispered.

 

He's sitting silently in the car when Jin young the leader tap his shoulder.

"Wae?" He asked.

"Ani .. the ajusshi from the show said that .. SM entertaiment doesn't allow dating" He sadly answered.

"Ohhh .. ask Krystal sunbaenim out .. try it" He encourage you.

"Komawo .." He nod and closed his eyes.

Krystal sunbaenim .. if i ask you out, will you grant my request..He whispered to himself.

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KRYSTAL's POV

 

Omo .. he confessed to me in a show, omo omo omo omo

You're fangirling with the other f(x) members

"Omo C.N.U oppa is so cute confessing you like that" Luna shook your shoulders.

"Jinjja or i'm just dreaming?" You squealed

"Aigoo fangirling over something like that Aishhh" Amber hissed.

"Hahaha let her be Amber, we all know Kyrstal likes CNU" Victoria said.

Amber shook her head while laughing, while You, Luna and Sulli is still fangirling in front of the TV.

Did he get my number? ohh i wish he'll ask me out .

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CNU's POV

 

You're already at your room, thinking if you're going to text her or not,

Ok i'm going to do this , CNU you're a man right?

After confessing earlier you have to ask her out ..

You slowly pick your phone from the bed and started to text Krystal.

*Krystal sunbaenim will you go out with me this incoming saturday?

-CNU of B1A4*

Ok now that i've done my part, i'll just have to wait for her reply

You went to you bed and sleep.

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KRYSTAL's POV

 

Kyaaaa!!! Omo omo omo omo he asked me

You're currently fangirling in front of the other members.

"Omo did he ask you out" Luna asked.

Victoria and Sulli sat besides you waiting for your answer,

While Amber is glancing at you from the couch.

They're curiosity were put to a end when you nod your head.

Sulli Luna and You squealed loud in the living room,

While Victoria and Amber just laugh.

"Well are you going or not?" The leader asked.

"I'll go !!" You enthusiastically shouted.

"hahaha Hwaiting Krystal" Luna and Sullie said in unison.

"Err what about the higher ups, I'm sure they know about this." Amber said.

The atmosphere suddenly turned upside down,

Laughters became sigh, smiles became frown,

That's a harsh reality for SM Idols, Dating is strictly prohibited.

Suddenly Kyrstal phone ring, she took it and answered the call.

"Yeoboseyo?" She said.

"Krystal - ah the director wanted to talk to you" The man from the other line said.

"Neh~ i'll be there"

And you hung up the phone, you saw everyone staring at you.

You forced a smile but it instantly became a frown.

"See, I told yah" Amber shrug her shoulders.

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CNU's POV

 

It's already saturday, the day where you and Krystal will be going out for a date.

Krystal said that you'll just meet her at Lotte world.

 

"I guess i came too early" You scratch your back, but smile show from you face.

I can't believe i'm going out today with Krystal sunbaenim

Omo .. this is so Daebak

You're fanboy-ing inside so you didn't notice that Krystal is walking towards you,

She saw you giggling at yourself so she laugh,

Her laughs snapped you back.

"A-annyeonghaseyo K-krystal sunbaenim" You stuttered while blushing.

"Aigoo you're older than me so just call me Krystal, CNU O-oppa" She also stuttered in calling you Oppa.

Woow!! she called me Oppa, this is too much for me i'm going to explode...

Aisshh CNU stop fanboy-ing inside!!!.

"So let's go" you shyly asked.

She hummed as response and started to walk ahead of you.

 

You're now at a cotton candy shop with Krystal,

"Ajusshi 2 cotton candy please" You ordered.

"right away .. here 2 cotton candy for the lovely couple" The old man said.

The two of you suddenly look at each other, and blushed.

You awkwardly reached out for the cotton candies and paid for it.

"Here .. err Krystal-ah" You suddenly blush when you felt Krystal's touch.

"Thanks CNU ... O-oppa" She look at you with a smile.

Wow cuteness overload this is crazy CNU

"Do you want to go for a walk?" You offered your hand.

She hesitate at first, but gladly took it "Sure"

 

You're now walking in a park, only few people are in there,

So you can have a nice chat with Krystal,

You saw a small hut in the park, you lead the way and Krystal followed,

While holding your hand.

"Mianhe for confessing to you like that" You muttered.

"Ani it's ok .. i think its cute" She smiled again.

Her smiles always makes your heart beat fast,

It feels like you're melting everytime you saw her smile like a angel.

No one can really beat Krystal-ah's smile.

"C-cute ... t-thanks.." You continued to stutter.

"So what do you like about me?" she ask as she stare at the scenery outside.

You suddenly look at her, a feeling of happiness surround you,

Making you warm both inside and outside.

Krystal felt that you're staring at her, so she turn her back to look at you,

"I don't really know .. i can't explain it .. but when i saw you, my heart suddenly

goes Boom" You made a "Boom" action with your hands,

She let out the most cute giggle you've ever seen.

"hahaha with a boom you said? .. thanks" She made a "Boom" action too.

 

Few minutes later Krystal is the one talking,

She talks about her family, her life as a trainee and about her friends.

You're quietly staring at her as she continue to talk.

This is the side of Krystal -ah that i don't know,

She's so fun to be with, she's cool where ever we go.

But the fact that dating a SM idol is a no-no still in my mind.

If dating is restricted, then what is Krystal -ah doing with me..

i guess the higher ups allowed her .. thanks SM ent.!

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KRYSTAL's POV
 

"That's unfair i'm the only one talking here" You pouted,

"Hahaha i was just having fun staring at you" He smiled.

"Unfair " You stuck out you toungue.

"Hahaha arasso arasso .. hmm Ajusshi from the show said that

Dating is prohibited in SM ent. is it true" He asked.

You suddenly stop for awhile and nod,

"Then i guess they allowed you cuz you're with me right now" He continued.

A slight pain formed in your heart,

It's true that you're with CNU right now, but it's not because they allowed it.

 

FLASHBACK

"Soo jung-yang please have a sit" A old man said.

"we called you here because of the incident of CNU's confession" He continued.

"Neh~ " You slightly nod your head.

"We're going to allow you see him"

Your face suddenly brighten and look at the person in front of you.

"Kamsahamnida" You happily said.

"Ani .. Soo jung-yang you're going to meet him so that you can cut all your ties with him

Including your phone number" He sternly said.

Those words made you shiver, the pain of those words really struck your heart.

"Wae .. " You ask.

"Dating is prohibited in this company, now choose

Your petty lovelife or your fame and fortune" He stood up and walk away

Leaving a depressed and crying Soo jung alone in the meeting room.

 

"Wae .. gwaenchanayo?" CNU worriedly ask, when you fell suddenly quiet.

You stared at CNU, you really like CNU, everything about him always makes your heart jump.

Seeing him on the stage, hearing his voice, his smiles, his laughs ..

CNU .. i really like you .. i really really like you ..

but .. my parents need my help ..

sorry but i guess i have to cut all my ties from you after this day ..

"Are you ok?" He ask again.

You smiled at him and nod, "Neh~ i'm ok .. let's go take a walk" You stood up and walk ahead.

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CNU's POV

 

I know somethings wrong with her, i guess it's about going on a date with me..

You followed Krystal and walk besides her.

Everytime you take a glance at Krystal she's smiling, but you can feel

sadness from her.

Definitely something's not right.

"Krystal -ah is there something -" "Waaaaahh"

Your words were cut by a cry of a child.

Krystal run towards the child and hug him.

"Are you ok?" She ask to the child

"Umma ... Umma .. " The child continued to cry,

"gwenchanayo.. you'll see Umma later, let's find her together arasso?" She smiled and pat the head of the child,

The scene in front of you made you speechless,

I guess i really fell in love to the right person ..

You smile as you walk towards them and help her find the child's mother.

 

Few minutes later you finally saw the mother of the child.

"Umma!!" the child ran towards the lady.

"Ohhh Kamsahamnida for taking care of my child" She bowed.

"It's ok " Krystal said, she leaned down "Don't let go of Umma's hands arasso?"

"Neh~ Noona" He peck a kiss in Krystal's cheeks then hide in his Umma's back.

"Hahaha bye" She wave as they disappeared from their sights.

"You like kids?" You asked.

"Yes .. i like kids" She smiled.

 

The two of your sat on a bench both mesmerized by the cherry blossom in front of you.

"Uhh CNU oppa" Krystal called.

"Neh~" You said as you continue to stare at the tree.

"C-can you .. stop texting me .." She muttered.

You slowly turned to look at Krystal, she's looking at you seriously.

"Wae ..?" You ask.

"I-i-i hate it..." She stuttered.

"What's wrong .. " You look at her deeply in her eyes.

"Just please forget everything about me .." She stood up and tried to walk away,

You suddenly hugged her from behind "Tell me what's wrong .. is there something wrong with me?" You're about to cry,

Krystal faced you and pushed you away.

"Ani .. there's nothing wrong with you, i just ... u-used you to waste some time" She looked down.

Those words really hurt you heart, but you can feel that she's lying.

"Don't lie to me .. i know you enjoyed this day too just like me" You hold her hand, and placed it in your chest.

She tried to pull away, but that only make you tighten your grip, " Will you please stop this lie"

"Mianhe CNU oppa but we can't continue seeing each other again, SM ent. only

allowed me to meet you to tell you this" She finally confessed.

You've felt the urge to hug her, because you know if you let her go,

You'll never see her again.

"I really like you CNU oppa .. i really like everything about you .. but we can't continue this" She weakly said.

"... no please just stay with me for now" You pleaded.

"Ani .. i have to go, it hurts me more than it hurts you .. i really don't like to do this" She started to cry.

You slowly let go of her .. and you silently wipe her tears.

"Saranghaeyo Krystal -ah"

"Saranghaeyo CNU oppa"

You caught Krystal's face and slowly kissed her.

You felt the world suddenly stop from revolving

The winds died down, birds chirps suddenly vanished.

The leaves slowly stop from falling, the only thing you felt now is the kiss you're sharing with Krystal.

Krystal broke the kiss slowly, she stared at you for a moment and smiled.

"Thanks CNU oppa for making me feel so special, i'll never forget everything that happened today,

Maybe someday if fate let us meet again i'll do my best to be with you" She hold your hands.

"Ani .. you're the one who made me feel special, since i met you i really felt that

you and i are connected by a red thread of fate, i'm sure someday we'll be together again"

You said before kissing her shortly ..

"Bye CNU oppa ..." she started to walk away.

 

You're standing alone, cold and loneliness surround you.

Fate will surely make a way for us to be together Krystal

Loving you is the best decision i've ever made in my life

I'll wait for thousands of years just to be with you.

I'll never stop loving you even if my heart stop to beat.

I'll always love you for eternity,

even if Fame and Love still burden us.

I'll never give up in this game.

You silently said as you stare at the falling leaves from the cherry blossom tree.

tears slowly fall in your eyes ..

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My second oneshot status : finish :))

 

if there's any grammatical error and mispellings

 

sorry i'm too lazy to reread :))

 

Hope you like this sad story :(

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BSpade
#1
Thanks A-G5th :))

if you guys want i'll try to make a sequel of this :))

thanks for the comment ><
A-G5th_leader
#2
woah!~~!! this is awesome!~!~!!~
are you planning to make a sequel??? (^0^)
BSpade
#3
Hahaha thanks noona :))

i'm more confident on writing sad fics rather than making happy ones ><
BSpade
#4
Thanks for the support :)))

i added that line to make the ending a bit sweet :))
legna_angel
#5
It was nice. I especially liked the line 'I will wait for thousands of years just to be with you'.