(A/N hi sorry for late update , i've been in singapore for holiday so i couldn't update this story cause im busy hitting malls and shops there ^^ , and have you all already know that in this fanfic i make myungsoo older than sungyeol :D )

Sungyeol tighten his arms around myungsoo and burried his face in myungsoo's shoulder

"why must sungjong ? why him from every person in this whole world ! life is a !" sungyeol screaming and crying madly

"mianhe yeol , forgive me that i can't love you back even if i want cause i always think you as my closest best friend ,no , it's more like you're my stupid younger brother that i must protect and take care of , i can't love you as a lover but i always love you as my dongsaeng."  myungsoo cares sungyeol's hair

"so you think sungjong better than me?"

"no ,in fact i much closer to you than him but somehow i already fall for him longtime ago , there are persons that better than me out there , more handsome , more smart , more perfect and can love you back."

"i don't want anyone else , i only want you , maybe i sound desperate but i can't help it" sungyeol loose his arm from myungsoo and wipe his tears ," i want to go home , thank you for let me hug you for the last time , i wont forget this and dont find me , im alright and i don't think im gonna suicide because of this so you shouldn't worry about me and live your life happily with sungjong , annyeong" sungyeol walked away from there.

" i want nobody nobody but you *clap clap clap clap* nobody nobody but you *clap clap clap clap* how can i be with another , i don't want any other i want nobody nobody nobody nobody"  myungsoo shocked when he saw sungjong walk and sing and dance to wondergirls' nobody with teary face

"s-sungjong-ah?"

"i can't hurt him hyung , i really love him as a friend and it hurts me so much seeing him like this because of me , i can't be with you hyung."

myungsoo didn't say anything he just sit on the bench and give an empty gaze.

"i know it hard for you hyung but i hope you understand what i feel." sungjong sit beside myungsoo and rest his head in his shoulder.

(short chappie but i'll double update today , kidaryeoo !!)