It's Gonna Be Me!

Kyuhyun POV

'What a shame' I told myself. What is it about you,Sook Joonah that makes me love you. I never done this before,to be head over heels inlove with a girl., 'This is crazy'..

"Hey,are you ok?" Its heechul. He sit beside me.

"neh !" I said

"I think not. Huh! What do you think about that show?" Heechul said. I was watching late night t.v show when he came and join me.

"Its funny" I said shortly. I heard him laugh, I looked at him.

"See. I told you, your not ok. Wanna know why" Heechul said still laughing. Aissh this guy pissed me off.

"WAEYO?" I said impatiently

"Because that t.v show is not funny. It was a drama,there's a wake,cant you see?." Heechul beamed. I looked to the screen. I saw the two girls crying over their dead father. 'pabo Kyuhyun' Im not paying attention.

"Oh yeah,stop it hyung." I said irritated

"Don't worry Kyuhyun-ssi everything gonna be alright ,trust me" Heechul snapped

"What do you mean?" I asked him.

"Tomorrow is start of our school festival. And you do have a play,right?" Heechul insist

"yeah ! Are you coming to watch the play?" I said

"Of course. Sungmin and I will coming" Heechul said. Something not right, I don't know what it is. Oh well, maybe im just being paranoid.

"Yeah hyung your right. I should sleep now and you should too. Goodnight !" I said and leaved him.

"Ok Kyuhyun-ssi,Sleep tight" Heechul said. Something strange. I smiled shrewdly. I remember her again. Life without her is simply taking half of your life. I miss her, I terribly miss her. She had been through a lot of heartache because of me. Joonah is so near yet so far. I slept with that thought in my mind..

CHUNJI UNIVERSITY

SCHOOL FESTIVAL

JOONAH POV

"CM !!" I shout at her.

"Joonah-ah,thanks God your here" CM said patheticfully

"What it is? Something wrong?" I asked

"Anio, I just need some help here" She said

"What is that?" I asked pointing at the piece of cd's

"Cd's !" CM said

"I know, What I mean is..--" I said but CM cut me off

"Im just kidding Joonah-ah, I will give this to Kibum.. Choose one !" CM said. I looked at her, she seems to be lively today, Isn't because of Kibum? Its strange. Speaking of being strange, I notice that Daesih seems so quiet lately, I want to ask why but... 'oh' I will ask her later..

"Joonah-ah?" CM patted me

"huh ! Ahm,that one" I said

"Thanks,its my choice too, huh,by the way..you have to prepared.. Our play will be start at 2pm.. Arasso?" CM said.

"Yeah ! I can't help but to feel nervous about it." I said awkwardly

"Don't worry,Joonah my dear. You can handle this,hwaiting ! I count on you. So go,and relax ok." CM said. CM is right, I can handle this. Focus on the play. I still have time to prepare myself physically,emotionaly and mentally. Aigoo,Please God help me..

......

"Joonah-ah" Dae-sih said and hugged me.

"Im glad you two came here, How do I look?" I said and turn around. I was wearing my first scene dress. The dress was off shoulder that emphasize my shoulder, it was made of soft and gauzy cotton.

"BEAUTIFUL !" said the voice. It was Donghae.

"Donghae-ssi, I'm glad you came to watch our play" I said smiling. Donghae open his arms for a hug.

"Do you mind?" He asked. Of course not, not at all..because I know deep inside me Whom I really loved.. The guy who's staring at us in the corner of the room. Well, if it's any consolation. I looked at him, his pair of sapphire blue eyes not leaving me. We stared at each other for a moment, he's the first one who looked away..

"Joonah-ah, Goodluck.. Hwaiting!" Donghae said

"Thanks Dancie !" I said

"GUYS ARE YOU READY?,.it will start in any minute" CM shout

"Well, looks like we have to go now ! Goodluck Joonah-ah,see you later" Daesih said

"Yeah Joonshi. Hwaiting" Eri said

"Thanks Daesih and Eri, see you later after the play" I said and hugged them.
And they walked to their reserved seat. Donghae once waved at me and I waved back to him.
Its gonna be a long day for me..