Yoona POV

 

What ? Jessica love donghae . She love him very much since debut . I can't imagine if she knew about me and donghae have secret relationship since debut too .

 

Flashback

 

After practise in SM building .

 

Yoona POV

 

My phone ringing

Ohh from donghae oppa

 

From : donghae oppa

Meet me in cafe 7 p.m

 

I smiled read the message . I don't know why . But I feel very exicted in everything connected to donghae oppa .

 Omoo . Its 6.30 p.m

I must hurry up to dress up . I don't want oppa wait me .

 

At cafe

"Hai yoona" said donghae oppa

"Hai oppa ! How are you ? I have a good news" I reply

" I'm fine, hhmm I think I know what the news it is"

"So what you know?"

“Youwilljoin anewgirlbandcalledSNSD,right?” said donghae with smile

“Omooo . howdo you knowaboutthis ? “

“hahaaha . I know everything princess  “ said donghae

“so , why didyouinvite mehere , oppa ?”

“mmmm yoona”

“yess oppa” I said, whilelookingathim

“will you be my girlfriend?”

I was shocked to hear the question. but I also feel very happy

"Yess" I said with smile

 

End of flashback

 

"Yoona"

I'm surprised there is calling my name. Then I turned and it was jessica unnie

 

"why are you still awake?" Ask Jessica

"Hai unni ,I could not sleep" I answer

"Well ,I also could not sleep"

Then she sat beside me.

"Why can not you sleep?" I asked

She just sighed

"Is it because Donghae oppa?" I dared to ask it

"Well, I think Donghae oppa has a girlfriend"

I'm surprised she said that

"Where you could think like that" I asked

"My feelings are said to like that. Because he had not replied to my SMS and very rarely pick up my phone, he also became very cold to me" She said, wiping tears

"Unni do not cry like that. I'm sure he has not had a girlfriend" oh my God . I lied . Please forgive me

"I hope so. Yoona, I love him. At least he could make me have the spirit to the present. But I also would be happy if he was also happy with his girlfriend" She said with a smile

"Unni.." I was confused to reply what,  I can only look at her

"Love do not always have to have. As long as he is happy I would also be happy" She said, once again smiling

"I sleep dear. Bye"

"Have a nice dream unnie .  " I said

"I hope so" She said

 

I can't let she hurts . Oh my god . What I must to do ?

I love donghae oppa . But I love my unnie too . She very nice to me . She always help me . She always take care of me . She often sacrificed for me

Damn ! How could I behave like this to her. He really loves Donghae oppa

 

I search name donghae oppa in my phone .

Then, I text him .

 

To : donghae oppa

Oppa please meet me in cafe tomorrow tonight .

 

My phone ringing .

He reply

 

From : donghae oppa

Yes honey . With my pleasure ^^

 

Oke its time to sleep .

 

 

At cafe

 

I got to the cafe and I saw him sitting in the corner. He wore a jacket, hat, and sunglasses to cover her face, I was dressed the same as him, so no one who knows us because if there are fans who recognize us, our relationship can be revealed and all so messy. Then I went straight to his desk

 

"Hai oppa ,Been waiting long?" I asked

"Not really" He replied

"Oppa, I think its better if we talk in somewhere else, because it is too crowded"

"okay, up to you dear" he said

 

Finally we decided to talk in the park near the dorm because there are very quiet.

 

"What's happen until you want to meet me,dear ? He asked

" Hmmm , oppa . I want ask something"

"Ne .. So what ?"

"We're better break up" I've been thinking about this so hard  yesterday. I do not want to hurt unni. So I think this is the best way .

"Whaat ? Are you serious ? What happen with us ? We're fine right ? " He said with very shocked expression

"But , it is the best way to us oppa" I said with teary eye

"Yoona , please tell me what happen ? What I have done? He said

"Nothing oppa , you don't do any mistake"

"So ,what happen ? I love you yoona . I don't want it happens" he beggan

"Jessica unnie love you very much . I don't want to hurt her with our secret relationship" I said

"Yoona . But you love me too , right ? "

"Yess , but she love you very much oppa, you must be her boyfriend"

"But I love you , I can't become her boyfriend" he yelled

"Oppa please please , don't hurt her anymore . She is already suffered enough" I said

 

Yess she already suffered enough . Because her family . Maybe people think she has a happy family , because she very get along with her sister 'krystal jung' in public . But the fact is 'kyrstal jung' is her step sister . Because her real mother passed away and her father married again with another woman . Although 'kyrstal jung' very kind and always care to jessica unnie . But her step mother very hated and cruel to her . Nobody knows about it . Only 9 of ours knows about it .  She is cheerfu and strong outside but she is very weak inside . And only donghae oppa can make her always smiles . And I think very selfish if I take it also .

 

"But its hurts me and you too , if I did it" he replied

"No oppa , she needs you more than me"

"I can't "

"Please oppa , for me , please become her boyfriend" I beggan

"I can't yoona , don't forced me"

"Okay if you can't. I don't want to talk to you anymore. And suppose we never know each other" I said

"Yoona please don't do that , oke I will her boyfriend . But you must still be my girlfriend" he said

"But .." I confused . I still love him , but I want to make jessica unnie smiles too

"You must , I said , no reason" he said

"Whatever you want oppa" I said with smile

The he hug me .

"But how if she know about it ?" I asked

"Don't worry , she can't"

Then we hug each other once again

 

End Yoona POV

 

On the other hands , someone see with wiping the tears