I LOVE YOU Baby Rin
I think i love you
I’m currently addicted to TaeTiSeo Love sick and baby steps….
Let chaerin sort out her feelings for Dara
Dara was still thinking if she should let CL know the truth or she deny it ?
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Sorry about my english grammer and vocab mistake.
At last Dara said something, while looking into chaerin’s eyes,
“Baby rin, please don’t get mad at me as I hide my private blog from you,
I was still confuse, if I like you or not,
because the way you treat me,
The way you took care of me, the way you talk to me,
Being with you make me feel comfortable,
That’s why I afraid that I might ended up falling in love with you
I know liking you is a sin, loving you was wrong…
But I can’t control my feelings for you
Remember that time you ask me if I was okay or alight,
To be honest with you, I was lying
Because I was wondering if you should know about it
I’m afraid that you will be disgusted
I’m scared that you might stop being my bestfriend
I’m afraid that I might lose you
I do not want to ruin our friendship because you mean the world to me
I fake boy crazy, I fake that I like guys
but the real reason was, I do not want to get distracted by you,
I love you and I know myself that I can’t forget you .
I find it so difficult to face this problem
so that’s why I decided to pour out everything in my private blog.
I’m sorry I ended up confessing everything to you I think it’s time for you to know
If not I’m making things difficult between us
maybe I would just distance myself from you,
Please for give me I’m such a bad friend.”
CL was still standing like a statue, stoning out.
After saying everything to CL
Dara ran away from her she was afraid of rejection.
She was afraid that CL would scream at her.
After spacing out for a few minute….
CL come to her sense that Dara was gone!
CL panicked and start searching for dara
in the dorm she was calling out “Dara, dara where are you?!”
In the end she didn’t see dara in the dorm…..
Back to Bom and minzy
Bom saw Chaerin searching around, like as if chaerin was searching for her handphone or something.
Bom ask Chaerin “What happen you look so worried?”
Chaerin just ignore her continue to search for dara.
Until she saw Minzy
Minzy ask CL, “Unnie are you looking for dara ?”
How do you know, Minzy?
It’s obvious that you guys have just fought
While I was sitting down on the sofa I heard Dara unnie was crying and
She was rushing out of the dorm.
CL told her “Yes we fight but don’t worry I will fixed this”
Let me go find dara.
“I think you should leave dara alone let her cool down or wait for her return.” Said bom
CL ‘Noded”
CL Didn’t infrom Bom and minzy that dara confess to her, but told them that they just fought over a small mater.
Few minutes later CL told the unnie and makane that she return back to her room
To sort things out
Bom and Minzy noded.
Back in CL Room…
She locked the door, she didn’t want anyone to disturb her.
So she can her feelings out.
She scolded herself, why didn’t she response to Dara immediately,
because of her dara ran away and…….. cried . She have already hurt Dara…
Dara’s words has been echoing CL’s mind
“I fake boy crazy,
"I fake that I like guys but the real reason was,
I do not want to get distracted by you,
I love you and I know myself that I can’t forget you”
Those were the words that it keep repeating again and again.
CL couldn’t think anymore….. but it’s hurts her to see Dara cry,
she was worried about dara's safety because dara has just ran away,
Dara is a small person, not strong enough to protect herself
thats why CL is the one protecting her,
Being there for Dara at all time,
Dara is a very kind hearted girl, people may take advantage of her.
what if something happen to dara,
CL will not forgive herself,
she regretted herself of not saying anything
because she herself is shock she not sure if she love dara as a friend or even more?
But she didn’t mean to make Dara cry.
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