It all started when this new student moved into the area and join our school. His name was Jung Daehyun. I’ve seen him in the hallways but I don’t have any class with him. I just thought ‘man~ I want to be his friend‘.

Not only that but I thought he was pretty handsome. You don’t see guys like him around here usually. Luckily I have some friends that got to know him so eventually we became friends as well. I can still remember the first time he spoke to me. His voice was just amazing. Seriously any person could fall for him, guys and girls.

If that wasn’t obvious enough here it is. I am gay. Maybe bi, but I am for sure that I am in love with Jung Daehyun. How can I not like him. He’s cute, kind, handsome, funny, has a 4-D personality, and has a lovely voice. That all the good things in one package.

Truthfully I’ve date other people in the past so I can just go up and ask him out on a date. The only problem I found out yesterday was that he was older than me. This was shocking. I mean he looks younger than me, I wouldn’t expect him to be older than me by a few years too. Now the problem was that I have never EVER asked an older person out. NEVER!

I’m starting to thinking if I should withdraw my thoughts of dating him. I mean he IS perfect so why would he be gay. Or even just like a guy like me. Even if I do ask him what happens if he says no? We probably wouldn’t be friends at all either.

Huh~ what am I going to do~