It had been a few weeks since your uncle was put in jail on account of murdering both your parents and attempted to murder you.

You were living with Onew now since you were to afraid and traumatized to go back home, you sold the house and the items in it and Onew didn't mind...in fact he seemed to enjoy your company..you didn't remember but the day the trial ended was also the day he confessed to you..well sort of.

But seeing as all this hardship had left some emotional scars, he decided to wait until you were ready and then he would confess again, but for now this was ok,

While Onew was at work during the day you would do several things like cleaning the house, you had also gotten a job you could do from home, you translated books from korean to english and english to korean, this work fit you perfectly since it paid pretty well for a home job.

Even though you still didn't have your voice back every night you kept practising to try talking again but aside from a few raspy sounds nothing came out, you thought it was mostly cause of the trauma still haunting you well you hoped atleast that you didn't fully lose your voice.

Slowely you also began to notice your feelings for your savior and friend..not wanting to force your feelings on him you kept quiet about it, not that you could talk but you could still write right?

One day Onew returned home early, he wasn't feeling so well these days so he only worked half days and rested the other half of the day, everytime you checked on him you noticed he had a high fever..today aswell.

As you checked on him he looked at you he tilted his head, seeing that you looked slightly angry at him"  what?s wrong you?" 

You took a pen and paper and wrote something down showing it to him" WHy are you going to work if you're not feeling well? take some time off and properly rest.." Onew laughed as he read it trying to get up to have you push him back on the bed again"What? I'm just getting something to eat." You wrote something on the paper again" LEt me do it, you just take it easy and rest...NO BUTS!" 

Onew laid back knowing he lost,this was the third time he had gotten sick in the time that you knew each other and each time he would be stubborn and try to keep working he'd keep trying and trying till he collapsed, at one point you got so worried about him you even had him restrained on the bed so he could rest, you knew he was a hardworking man but you also knew that if he would keep it up like that it would be bad for him so each time Onew tried to sneak off to work while he was sick you'd bring him back to bed forcing him to stay in, since you also sent a fax to his work that he was going to work while being really sick again and that they needed to keep him out, his boss completely agreeing with you would keep the doors locked when he would try to get him telling him to go back home and rest saying he would be of little use if he worked while being sick.

as Onew thought of those moments he saw you coming back with something to eat, drink and a cooling patch for his head, you set the tray by his bed sitting down on the chair" Thank you you"  He smiled at you, you never could resist that smile of his.

That honey sweet smile of his was sweet even when he was sick, you peeled an apple for him( YES I KNOW CLICHE!) and held a piece out to him feeding it to him" SO you're going to personally feed me?"  You slightly nodded and wrote on a piece of paper" since you take very little care of yourself and care for others instead I'll care for you" at the end was a cute smile drawn on the paper making Onew laugh again.

' ..By the way..you"  Onew turned to you, you looking up

" It;'s your birthday soon isn't it?..anything you want ?"  You shook your head slightly before feeding him another piece of apple and wrote on the paper again handing it to him, he smiled seeing what you wrote.
" You've given me more then enough..thanks to you im still alive...my uncle got tossed in jail like he deserved..and I got a place to stay ..with a great person..what more could I want?" 

Onew laughed'Well maybe some new clothes? You can't keep walking in my clothes forever you know" He chuckled pointing at the somewhat oversized sweather and pants that you were wearing, you didn't bring ANYTHING from your old house with you aside important things like a passport, your balance book , all your cards like insurance cards bank cards and one photo of your parents and yourself, the rest was either sold or covered in so much blood it was burned.

You wrote something again" Why? they're comfy..and its not like I have a job outside."Onew smiled a bit" Yeah true..but what if I wanted to take you somewhere" He rubbed your hand slightly"Or what if you get friends that want to take you somewhere..you cant show up in my clothes..though you look cute in them"He grinned earning a flick on the forehead from you before you fed him some apple again.

A/N: ONTO THE NEXT CHAPTER