I was 13 when my mother died from a car accident.

My father was the only person I've got after that incident.

Then, he married again. A who's only twice my age. Yeah, she's 26. I can't believe my father, he married a ing when he can't even be a decent father for me?!

When I was 15 I was so pissed that time, really. I tried to poison my father's precious . HAHA. Why? Because she's a two-faced trying to act all mushy mushy when my father's around and ing slaps and beats me when he's gone. Well, who does she think she is?! She only wants my father's money and so I kicked her and poisoned her.

But.. my father chose her over me and fled to the States. ing blind man. He still cares for me though. He gives me cold hard cash every now and then. He even left this hell of a house just for myself. Yep, I'm rich es. I have a car and . I'm pretty smart and cool. But I'm y... maybe because no one's there to scold me and boss me around.

I miss my mom. I miss her so much. I wish she was here. Then maybe my life wasn't that ed up right now.

I'm 18, independent and reckless.

Maybe someone could change me.. Not even my bestfriend can't control me. 

I love her anyway, but I still can't believe that I became friends with her.

I need someone different.

Someone who will not spazz over my looks, my body, my money.

Someone who sees me as a special person. Not a queenka. Not a .

Someobne who will open up my heart...