I heard the doorbell rang and went towards there. As I opened the door, my eyes widened as I unexpectedly saw him on my doorstep.

“What are you doing here?” the only thing I could say as I saw his face.

He pushed the door wide opened and walked inside. I stepped backward but he grabbed my waist and pulled me then kissed me.

My heart pounded wildly. I tried to resist but he pressed his lips on to me really hard. I put all my force on my both hands and pushed him.

“What the hell! What do you think you’re doing?” I lost my temper.

He wiped the part of his lips and smirked.

“You like me,” he looked at me with smiling eyes.

He knew. But how? I never told anyone.

“No?!” I blurted out. “And I will never will.”

“You’re a liar,” he moved slowly towards me.

“I’m not lying,” I avoided his gaze and stepped backward. “And besides you’re just a friend to me.”

“A friend… I see,” he felt disappointed and stopped from walking.

I said the words that I’m not supposed to say. I fell in love with this guy but I know that he won't like me, ever! I shouldn’t keep my hopes up. I should give up on him. I really should.

“You could have told me anyway. That you only treat me as a friend,” he looked at me and walked out of my apartment.

I let that moment passed away. I have to break my own heart from that moment for me to realize that it’ll be just a fantasy and will never become reality.

I cried my heart out. Everything will be fine after this. I’ll forget him. I will one day. I’ll recover. He’s with some other girl now and much worst, my best friend. I tried to be happy but no matter what I do, I can't. I loved him so much but I have to let go of him. He deserved to be with her. He deserved to be happy.

A happy life is all I ask. Nothing more nothing less. Being with him will make all the people around us hurt. I know that I should’ve told him in the first place about my feelings. But when my best friend told me she liked the same guy, I didn’t bother telling her my feelings for that guy as well. I don’t want to cause any trouble and I know that this is the only way to keep my distance from him.

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I'll make this one a foreword since I'll be starting to continue this story. This isn't really a one shot story. I don't even know if how will I end up this story but I'll make it beautiful like I used to. You can check out my other fanfic if you like.

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