I was looking at a picture of you. 
You were smiling at me but it was just a photo which every other fangirl could  have had. Nothing special.   
 
You were my ultimate bias. 
I admired you.  
I looked up to you.  
I fell for you.  
 
I hated myself for falling in love with a person I'd never meet.  
I hated myself for falling in love with a person I'd never talk to.  
I hated myself for falling in love with a person I didn't even know.  
 
And the more I looked at the photo the more I wanted to get to know you.  
The real you behind the you on stage.  
The person you used to be before becoming an idol.  
But I know that it's impossible.   
 
I breathed out heavily.  
How much I wanted to spend just one day with you just having fun, goofing around and being weird together.  
I think that'd be great but it's still impossible.  
 
I sighed and turned my body on the bed so I was facing the wall now.  
I heard the telephone ringing but I was not in the mood to stand up and pick up the phone.  
Then my mum answered the call and knocked on my door saying that this call was for me.  
 
I stood up lazily and took the phone.  
The voice on the other hand sounded pretty familiar to me.  
Then it hit me. The voice belonged to you.  
But where did you get my number from? 
Why are you calling me?  
How can this be? 
 
I heard you laughing lightly through the phone.   
You told me that you got my number from a friend of his who was good friends with my best friend and that you saw a picture of me on the internet.  
 
I didn't believe you.  
I couldn't believe you.  
That must have been some kind of a sick joke.  
But you kept saying that it was the truth.  
Somehow you managed to make me believe you.  
 
Then we exchanged our mail addresses and hung up since you needed to practice.   
 
I really wanted to send you a mail.  
But I didn't know what to write.  
So I kept waiting for your mail.   
 
I waited for 3 days. 
I waited for a week.  
Still nothing.  
 
Then one day I recieved a mail from you which said: 
 
"I want to get to know you   So, meet me at 6pm at the park.  I'll wait until you come. " 
 
I did go to the park.  
You greeted me with a warm smile.  
We sat down on the swings and talked.  
We just talked like we knew each other for ages.  
It felt really good.  
 
Since that night one year passed.  
Your Girlfriend-Ban was lifted and you finally asked me out.  
I nodded and said yes.  
And just as you wanted to kiss me my alarm clock went off.  
 
I opened my eyes and realized that it was just a dream.  
A beautiful dream that'll never come true.   
 
Just as I felt like crying the phone started ringing.  
My mum picked up the phone, knocked on my door and told me that it was for me...  
 
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So.  
I made it an open end ^^  
What do you think? 
I guess I'll laugh at this ty OS tomorrow when I wake up xD  
 
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