5. I Wonder if You're Hurt Like Me

Empty Decorations~ [Woogyu Ver.]

I suggest to read this chapter along with the said song. Just to spice up the effects... LOL. Enjoy~

 

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As I only think of you all day long, a stream of tears flows on its own

Because in every step I take, your image keeps haunting me

Even when I’m working, again they flow without me knowing

Even when I sing, even when I walk on the street, all I think of is you

 

Sunggyu chuckled bitterly as the intro of the song, I Wonder if You’re Hurt Like Me started to play through his earphones. Congrats, 2AM… This song really fits me…

 

I wonder if you’re hurt like me

I wonder if you’re crying like me

I wonder if you’re living in memories like this all day long

Just like me

 

Yeah… It’s true… Are you perhaps hurting like me, Woohyun? Are you still crying, like me? Are you still living in our memories, just like the pathetic me?

 

Even reluctantly, there are so many things to smile about

Like a doll, like it’s given, I smile

Even when I watch TV, even when I meet my friends

All I think of is you

 

I want to believe you’re just like me, but I doubted it. You chased me away, you left me, and you broke up with me. So, you must’ve been in happiness right now, right Woohyun? I must be the only one who’s deeply hurting, right?

 

I wonder if you’re hurt like me

I wonder if you’re crying like me

I wonder if you’re living in memories like this all day long

Just like me

 

Sunggyu tried to get rid of his faint, silent tears that unconsciously flowed from his small, puffy eyes. But it was useless as those tears started to stream down, non-stop.

 

Because I smile every day, because I only let you see my smile

Maybe you only know that I’m happy

But how am I supposed to smile?

How am I supposed to smile when you’re not here?

 

It’s achingly true. Without you Woohyun, I can’t laugh anymore… I can’t even show a small genuine smile… What should I do, Nam Woohyun?

 

I smile, and then I smile

Even so, the tears flow again

 

It has been ten months, but I still can’t seem to forget you at all, Woohyun. I gave up. After one year pass, I’ll be back again in Korea. That time, please let me continue loving you with all my heart, Woohyun. I promise I won’t affect you with my pathetic one-sided love… I’m sorry, Woohyun. I’m sorry…

 

I wonder if you’re hurt like me

I wonder if you’re crying like me

I wonder if you’re living in memories like this all day long

Just like me.

 

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Alright, That's it. I'm tired of waiting.

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sunggyu_chingyu #1
Chapter 8: i reread this again after woohyun told us about his health ㅠㅠ omg i can't imagine this happening someday noooo ㅠㅠ
Infnt791
#2
Chapter 8: So sad :'(
madihask
#3
Chapter 8: Omg this is so..... i... i dont know what to say. I feel so sad. Ooo no i m crying now and my family is looking at me weirdly hahahaha *crying more*
Alvin_19 #4
Chapter 8: It 's my first english fanfics.. And You make me cry...
namudes #5
Chapter 8: What should I do? you make me cry ㅠㅠ
ndreeanny #6
Chapter 8: what is this? My namu...
this is fshxjbrvtsoamqlab
don't know how to say
i just...
Leaderkim87 #7
Chapter 8: Thanks for make me crying river here.... ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
adrenalinerush93 #8
Chapter 8: . im in a maternity clinic right now, waiting for patient then i read this. omfg how am i suppose to go on with the rest of my remaining 4 hours in my shift when my heart has been shattered into pieces?! wae, authornim. wae?! T.T

i'm crying with the crying new born infant here. gaaaaah! T.T

but this story is good... it's just that.. it's really heart breaking. T.T
seonkyu_0609 #9
Chapter 8: I really cried hardly.. ㅠㅠ