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We were waiting at the luggage carusel to retrieve our bags, Changmin was talkign away to me but I was staring into the distance and his voice was nothing but a hum in my ears. Yunho's advice got me thinking more clearly than ever now, it made me see Changmin's true colours, his possessive behaviour towards me and his dislike towards Taemin... It was so clear that I was going to stick with Taemin. The doubt in my mind was clearing, I grabbed our bags and left Changmin to fetch his own.

In the elevator ride up my hotel room I began thinkign about the feelings I had for both Changmin and Taemin. Were my feelings for Taemin really love? Or were they just strong overpowering feelings of an overprotective hyung trying to look after his only precious dongsaeng. What about my feelings for Changmin? Were they love...or just a deep admirtation of my favourite hyung? I sighed watched as the dial turned in the elevator letting me know my floor was coming up shortly. All I knew about my feelings for the two men was that they are completely different, One of them is feelings of the purest unrequited love and the other one was a close knit friendship. If that's the case then surely I can have both right?

This time I growled out loud to myself and threw the bags down in our room, Taemin smiled as I entered the room but he was pacing up and down. His smile didn't reach his eyes and he looked to be deep in thought. I walked over and he bashed into my chest, my hands placed themselves on his small waist and he looked me in the eyes, his smile tight. He was either up to no good or he wanted to talk about something that he didn't feel comfortable about. Judging by his jumpyness it was the second guess... 

"What's up Taemin-ah?"

"Why does Changmin hyung hate me?" he asked sadly

"W-Why would you think that?!" I asked shocked, I thought it would be some other different topic 

"H-He told me"

"When?!"

"I-In the airport before our flight. I-I was in the bathroom and he came in, he pushed me up against a stall and told me that I was causing you too much hurt and that he hated me" he wiped away a few tears "I'm sorry hyung! I never meant to hurt you, I'm sos sorry" he sobbed sitting on my lap and kissing me all over trying to kiss away the supposed 'hurt' he'd cause me.

I pulled him tightly to my body so we were pressed up against each other, his arms locked around my neck and he sobbed onto my shoulders, my arms around his torso and my hands rubbing circles on his back to sooth his tears and my face resting on his neck. Once he was silent I pulled back to see his face, we were still pressed together in a hug but I kissed his cheeks lightly

"You have never caused me any pain or hurt Taemin-ah. The only way you would do that is to leave me" He went to speak but my index finger touched his lips to keep him quiet and listening to me "Changmin hyung is having a rough time but there is no need for the way he treated you, you have done nothing wrong... you're perfect Minnie"

I cuddled him and played with his hair, he smiled up at me and giggled "I feel so dumb..."

"Don't be Changmin is acting like a pabo, a giant stupid pabo. I'll get Yunho to sort him out okay"

Taemin nodded, we contined to laze around and unpack until we walked around the pool and went to dinner with the other SM Artists staying in the hotel. It was awkward to say the least, Taemin and I were sat opposite Yunho and Changmin; Changmin often glared at Taemin so I glared at Changmin but Changmin would smile and glance at me a lot until Yunho pulled him out of his staring battle with me.

I felt my phone vibrate and saw the text was from Yunho hyung...

"I will talk to him. Don't worry about it - YH"

"Kamsa hyunh - MH"

After dinner a group of us were sat around drinking, Taemin went to head up to bed so I walked him to the elevator and as it opened I pulled him in for a long slow kiss on the lips in full view of Changmin hyung, I heard a glass shatter and I scoffed inwardly. I waved Taemin off and walked back to the group, Sooyoung Noona had wine all down her dress and was yelling at Changmin hyung to be more careful. I looked at Kyuhyun hyun who like me was trying to stifle his laughter, Changmin spotted us and dragged my hand 

"Minho-ah help me get this out" he pulled me along to the rest room

He pushed all the stalls open to find them empty and locked the bathroom door so I couldn't get out and nobody could get in. His eyes were angry and I could tell he wanted to yell at me but he simply turned his back on me and began cleaning up his arm that was littered in small cuts from the glass

"I thought you two were over" he grumbled

"Why would I break up with Taemin-ah?"

"He doesn't deserve you!" Changmin hissed

"And you do hyung? You're nasty, possessive and right now a little scary!" I hissed back at him "Anyway love isn't about deserving someone! It's about loving someone which you of all people know absolout all about!"

I hit him where it hurt and I'm glad. He was probably going to come out with some more bull or sarcastic comment but I actually made him speechless for once. He started pouting and suddenly the anger fell from his face, it was shock that replaced the anger. There was a knock on the door and I was glad at who it was

"Minho...Changmin-ah! It's Yunho open up!"

Changmin silently obeyed his leader and unclicked the lock, Yunho went to talk but Changmin walked off. I let him know everything I said to him and everything he said to me. From our arguement in the toilet to the cruel uncessary words to Taemin back in the airport in Korea. I made my way up to my room and saw that Taemin was just about awake. I crawled into bed next to him and he yawned

"Key hyung text me, he said you had an arguement with Changmin"

"Yeah, eveythings fine though... Yunho's taking care of it" he yawned back

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Changmin was in the process of throwing a tantrum when Yunho walked into their shared room, he immediately pulled Changmin into his arms and let him thrash around in his arms, his chest was used as a punching bag until he stopped. Yunho had had enough of this

"What am I going to do with you huh?" he spoke to Changmin

"Just let me hold on to you for a little while" Changmin sniffed

"Why should I? you keep causing problems, one's that I can't fix"

"But hyung you always fix it...you're always there" Changmin sobbed

Yunho his dongsaeng hair until he fell asleep with his head on his lap. He watched as Changmin contorted in his sleep, Max was such a funny sleeper, grinding his teeth, talking...occasionally whimpering but most of the time peacefully dreaming.

"I am always here Changmin-ah you just don't see me"

 

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Kinda depressing towards the end there! But yeah two more chapters and this is done. I wanted to write this as an experiment for possible future Changmin/Minho fics...

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