Hallo!

Sorry for no updating in a while :/

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We have a little schedule today before we have to pack our bags and head off to LA for our SM Town concert. Normally I would be excited about it especially as we're going overseas but the idea of being on stage with Taemin and Changmin at the same time at the end of the show is scaring the hell out of me. In my head it feels like they are going to start a tug of war, Changmin on my right and Taemin on my left grabbing hold of my limbs and seeing which one will prevail as the winner.

I groaned into my pillow at the thought when a pair of warm arms slid around my waist and a mop of hair brushed the back of my exposed neck as a nose nuzzled in between my shoulder blades

"Morning Taemin-ah"

"Good morning Hyungie"

He had a beautiful smile etched onto his face as his pink lips brushed mine for a subtle kiss. We had little time to ourselves as we were soon hurried off to schedule for the day. Taemin was showing Kai some new dance moves whilst Suho and I caught up over at the gym. He soon left and I was working out on my own on the treadmil when I felt eyes on me. Not just any eyes but a pair of deep brown chocloate mis matched orbs burning right into my head

"Changmin hyung?"

"Minho...how did you know it was me?"

"I sensed it...." I laughed a little

His laugh was like music to my ears, quiet and honey like. I finished up on the treadmil and grabbed my water bottle and sat on the floor with Changmin. He too looks as if he's just finished working out, his jogging pants and t-shirt isn't something he would class as daily attire. We were sat in silence for a good 10 minutes, he was watching me and I was watching him. It was so comfortable around him, no words were needed, no smiles or nods of encouragement no nothing. It was so peaceful

"Have you thought about anything I said last night?" he asked gently kicking my foot

"To be honest hyung it's all i've thought about"

Changmin sat looking at me, taking in all my appearance like he was seeing me for the first time then suddenly he bought his hand up to my face and started my cheek. I didn't tense or slap his hand away. Next thing I know his body is pressed so close to mine, we are almost touching his hands sweep my long hair away from my eyes and I feel the cool air conditioning on my forehead just as he places a small lingering kiss there. He pulls back and smiles before placing kisses on the tip of my noses then one brushed my lips.

"Think about it some more Minho-ah" he said and left the room

I just laid on the floor dumbfounded, my foreheard, nose and lips feel oddly warm where Changmin kissed them. I then have the most delayed reaction ever as my face scrunches up and my body tenses before I wipe my head, nose and mouth.

Oh no here comes the doubt and the guilt.

The door opens and Taemin rushes in with Kai, he wraps his arms around me and kisses my cheeks 

"Hyung lets go we need to pack for LA!"

All through the ride home I am plagued with guilt, every time he smiles at me and every time he kisses me it's like I've cheated on him. I mean it is cheating isn't it? It certainly feels like it. We board the plane and put our cases up, the stewardess instructs us to our seats.

"Hmmm looks like we're in the big middle row" Taemin frowns

I swear I hear him groan as we approach our seats, Yunho hyung smiles at me and Changmin has his head in a book

"Dongsaengs!" Yunho smiles "Aish Changmin-ah! Let them through to their seats" Yunho gently scolds the oblvious boy

Changmin greets us both, Taemin slumps into his seat and pulls out his iPod and blocks everyone out. His back is turned to me as he pulls up his blankets and lowers his eye mask. I sigh and lay my head back when I feel a hand on my knee, I look to Changmin and see him smirk in his sleep. I remove his hand and turn towards Taemin, I wrap my arm around his skinny waist and he snuggles as far back as his chair will allow. Warmth immediately takes over me trying to lull me to sleep but my mind is permanantly awake these days. Filled with thoughts about the two men i'm currently sat in between. 

They both love me and I should feel so very loved but I can't have them both. Everyone is asleep and I get up to use the bathroom when I'm shoved into the cubicle. I turn to see Yunho hyung telling me to shush and let him talk

" Don't let him do this to you... Changmin doesn't love you. Stick with Taemin"

"I-I... How do you know?"

"I learnt the hard way, I made a mistake and please Minho don't make the same one"

With that Yunho exited the bathroom and left me in there. When I returned to my seat I saw Yunho sitting next to Changmin and smiling at him lovingly. It was a broken smile though, It seemed Yunho hyung was sad. I scurried past him and sat back next to Taemin who had woken up and started reading a magazine. I wrapped my arms around him and rested my head on his. Yunho was right I should stay with Taemin.

What was Yunho's mistake though?