Kyungsoo was the only person Jongin trusted, the person he could tell his secrets to. Even before they debuted - they would always go to eat together, walk together sometimes even cry together, when the pain was too much to be held inside. They would quietly cry while holding each other. These hugs, these moments, they made Jongin strong, they gave him hope - Kyungsoo gave him hope. Kyungsoo was the person always next to him. Even when the incident happened - Kyungsoo was the first one who came to him, helped him.

Kyungsoo was his painkiller.