JOON POV :

It's been a while since i last saw jiyeon , 

she must hate me now for letting her go and not comeback 

i really want to comeback but i just can't see her angelic face , 

i just can't say to her you're rian and i'm chang sun and i don't thing it will be easy 

and i don't thing i will be able to do it either 

you may want to know what i am doing these days , i'm just hanging out alone in this town

drinking every day , thinking about jiyeon like a crazy person 

i miss her so much , i just want to see her and hug her for hours whout letting go of her 

but it seems to be impossible , i , i will try one day , to tell her that i'm changsun 

But anyway , she may not belive it , 

i walked , today , all around the place , then when the night come , i went in front of jiyeon 's house

keep on staring at her window , wonder what she's doing now , maybe sleeping at this hour 

i just decieded to go back to my car since i don't have anything or anywhere else to go 

.. Oh , it's raining  , 

someone pulled my hand , than pulled it harder ,

- joon .. said jiyeon with a low cold tone , 

i was just lost of words and shoked while the rain was falling we just kept  staring at each other , 

she seems to be so tired , while she kept staring at me , tears started falling from her eyes , 

she was trying so hard to not let them fall , as i saw  her , also tears started forming fromm my eyes , 

- Jiyeon , .. was the only word that i could say at that moment , 

- Joon , she just kept  saying that over over again 

- Have you been welll ? i said broking the silence 

- mm , and you ? she said with a trembling voice 

i just forced a smile .. than we were back to silence , 

...

- you should enter now ,  you will catch a cold ,  than i was going to go when 

She said as a tear falled from her eyes and 

- You , Stupid !  

i turned to her 

- how could you just leave me like this ? 

- jiyeon .. 

- i was so worried about you , i thought that something may have happened to you ! Baboo ! 

my heart was aching so much , it was even hard to breath  

she added :

- why  don't you answer your phone ! WHY ??! am i just a game to you !!!!! 

As she said these words , i felt hurt , i just said to her 

 

- Youu just don't understand !

- UNderstand what ?? Than you was playing with my feeling all this timme ?!!!

i couldn't take anymore , i know i chould face the truth anyways 

- YAAAAAA ! she said 

i looked at her eyes while tears started falling :

- Rian ah , i said while looking at her eyes 

she was shoking after hearing me 

- It's me changsun oppa ? it's hard to belive right ? 

she stated tearing more and more 

-  I also , just found out about it , i'm sorry i couldn't make the promise that i made to u , 

she just kept looking at me 

- i thought i never find you again , i searched all over seoul , called all your friends , went everywhere , but i didn't find you , 

- Changsun oppa .. 

- it's tiring right ? i know , but the world is so small that at least i found u again 

- Oppa ,.. i also searched but i didn't or either couldn't  , 

- Rian , i'm sorry for letting u suffer like this , it's just father did 

she cut my words and said :

- i already know about what he diid ,

i was shoked while she said that , 

i said to her ,

- you know i wanted to say that i like u that day but you just left me and left these words stuck in my heart  

we just kept looking at each other eyes whitout saying anything for minutes , 

she's just beautiful as always , 

- stop crying , it's been now the third time that i say to you that i hate womens who cries they don't look pretty ! i said while joking

she then showed a little smile that wormed my heart 

- You are also not a game , i love you jiyeon , i really love you , i already loved u when you were ven younger 

- joon , that's the problem , you loved me because i remember u of rian , that's the only reason , 

i looked at her clueleess , 

- you won't understand joon , i just need to thing 

 

 

she said that  than went on her way to the building  but i couldn't let her go 

so i ran to her and stopped in front of her , 

and than said :

- Wait 

i added 

- There is nothing to thing about rian 

she lifted her head and looked at me , 

i smiled to her , and lifted my hand to her , while saying with the biggest smile that i have 

 

 

- Nice to meet you jiyeon , i'm joon ,  and i'm pretty sure that the one who i fall in love for and who i think of is you jiyeon , i didn't fall for rian 

i falled in love for jiyeon , the girl who i find crying in the station , the girl who helped me in the hospital , the girl who i will always protect , the girl who

my heart belongs to , the girl who drank like a crazy person and act like a crazy dog , the girl who has the prettiest smile ever , that's her jiyeon 

the girl that i love , 

she showed me her smile after hearing these words 

- I love you , park jiyeon , just you , park jiyeon ! 

 

 

 

 

 

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