JIYEON POV :

Entring my room , looking at the moon from my windown 

Flashback :

- I .. love .. u park jiyeon ...I'm not asking u to love me back , i'm just doing as you said , i'm just not letting this year with a lot of regrets 

- lee joon ..

- You don't have to say anything , i'm now ,  may be just a someone who entred your live but you .. you just keep reminding me of someone i knew , someone that i loved , someone who i cared about ... Haha ,  , what i say keep getting redicoulouse right ? I'l be going now 

- Oppa 

- WHY ? i told to not say anything : Just don't think too much bout this story , and go pary with your friends , don't get too drunk , and don't be late , Haha ( emmbaresed laught ) i sound like ly father , i'm  going now bye and take care 

than he went 

Back to now :

What's wrong with me ?

Why am i getting teary eyes ?

Why do i keep thinking of you ? 

Ha reminding me of chang seon oppa so much , even too much !

Next morning 

i wake up for another day at school ,

my eyes were tired with cercle eyes ,  i looked at my mirrior and said :

- seems like you cryed a lot last night , park jiyeon shi

i went to school but i felt kind f lonely since i dodn't see lee joon on my way , either at school

- Joon ? is joon here ? seems ike he's absent , said the teacher after calling his name .

What ? Absent ? he's juts a croward , running away after confessing , pff !

i didn't know the reason but tears started to all , i tryed to hide it but i couldn't

- seems like someone is having a hard time , said eunjung while looking at me

- oh .. it's just because of ?.... a stomach ache , i'll go to the nurse

than i went running to the roftop

- what a liar , said eunjung to herself , we are best friends , !

i opened the door took a deep brith

- Yaa , lee joon , where are youu ? are you alright ?

 JOON POV :

- Take care ,

Was the last word that i said to jiyeon that niight 

This war , ohh 

Oh who could be  , calling me at this time 

- Joon , it's me , you're mum 

- Is there something wrong mum ? 

- can't u come here ? now ? it's been a while ow and i miss u , son 

- O h , now .but ... i'm on my way 

i toook the car to sangpori , and kept thinking about jiyeon , what are we going to become now ?

I arrieved 

- i'm home 

- oh u're here son , sit down , i'll go prepare dinner for you 

while she was at the kitchen i entred dad's office to search for some answer like grandmother said " your father did something bad for you and rian " 

i know if he knew that i'm here he would kill me but i don't care i can't continue to live like this , 

i took big steps , and opened some of his documebts , and just stopped while i saw pictures who made me break down , i strted to tear , my hands keep shaking 

.

- oh Jooon , what are you doing here , ???? screamed dad 

- ha ,  what are this ?! 

and turned to dad with red eys 

- i told you WHAT IS THIS ?!! i raised my voice 

- joon 

- can't you answer , what are these picture of me and jiyeon or me and rian doing here ?!

- .. it's ...

- ANSWER ME !

- u were the one who sand her away from me right ? 

- It's was for the comepany 

- you made me like this all this yearsu made mme suufer so much and you're saying COMEPANY ?! That girl , i couldn't forget about her , either forgive her  for letting me go and in the end , you're the one who i should have blamed ! And what , you are saying comepany ? U SURE WANT ME TO DIE , DON'T U ? Last question , jiyeon .. she 's rian , isn't she ? and that's sure the reason  u're spying us right ?

- it's late let's talk about this later , 

- ASWER ME ! 

- yes yes all you said it's right , are you happy now ?? 

- hein ! so annoying , sorry mum i 'm going now ,

- joon , dad screamed 

i took my car keys and bought three bottle of soju and went to han rier driving , strated to dring , and drink , than i screamed 

- WHY ??? IT HAVE TO BE HER ? WHYY ?? HOW DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL HER THAT MY DAD IS THE ONE WHO SAND YOU AWAY ? AND PERHAPS LET YOU SUFFER LIKE THIS ?? HOW ?

i  entred my car , and slept thee that night , thinking how stupid i had live my life until now !

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