Brushing my teeth slowly, I sit on the edge of the tub, leaning over in exhaustion. Last nights rehearsal was never ending. With LeeU gone, it has been difficult to work around songs without him. With auditions for new members coming up, I am just so tired.

Spitting into the sink, i rinse my mouth, cold water slipping down my mouth and dripping on my bare chest.

Sighing, I leave them and walk out of the bathroom, seeing Kan on the couch staring out the window, something he does all the time now a days. I smile at him, but he just turns away from me without a word. I roll my eyes and slip into the kitchen to grab a cup of orange juice that I don't drink. My stomach knots up and I feel sick so I just down the juice in the sink and sit down at the table. 

Before I know it, I am asleep on my arms.