알면서도... Even Though I Know...

Description

"Can you live without regrets...? Even without me...?" My heart remained the same till now... So how can I erase you from it...?

Foreword

Hi all! 

Sorry I've side-tracked abit, will update the other fanfics asap, but I just need to get this off my mind!

I spent about 3 hours trying to write this because I just can't seem to find the right emotions... 

Have you all gotten your Xia Tarantellegra album? Mine's on it's way!

But I've listened to all the songs in the album. 

Track 9 really caught my attention. 

The inspiration for this one-shot is when I was just listening to this song (알면서도) while on the way to work...

And it's been bugging me, so I decided to write it! 

Hope all of you will like it! 

^^

 

This happens when Junsu's 31 and Ri In's 28...

 

p/s: Would like to thank Danie for this lovely poster! ^^

 

 

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AiLeeff
#1
Chapter 1: What a drama if JaeJoong is the one who Ri In going to married! Hahahaha
Because there are some rumors that Jae like Ri In right?
Well, I think Ri In is the only girl that love to see with DBSK members.
Keycolight #2
Chapter 1: Maybe im late,but let me give u a comment :)
gosh!! Wonderful!!!
I like this story bout suyin so much!
Yeah she must leave that guy and have a happy lovelife with junsu :D
celestineblue #3
i miss suyin and this oneshot made me felt so happy...keep writing good fics as this...love it :) GREAT JOB!!
borinshinki #4
carmen~~~i love this one shot, really. i almost cried reading this T-T But good thing it ended well haha~~ also, it's so true that both suyin and us have grown...and everyone is writing adult scenes. kyaa~! i so so miss SuYin! thanks for this one awesome one shot.<3 love the poster too, danie!
danikins
#5
I MUST COMMENT YOU KNOW. Because this is so perfect, the ending is love <3 I also thought the same as Danie, that it was going to end badly lol. Determined!su is the best. And hesitant-but-wanting Liyin is forever love haha. BUT BUT YES. WE ARE ON THE SAME BOAT WITH SUCH SCENES. I myself can not write it without being embarrassed LOLOL. Hoping more from you Carmen <3
nomadictrail
#6
I'm so late to comment. Halfway through, I thought this was going to end--badly. In the cafe, I thought it was over. I think that would have been perfect as it is. But then, this is even more so. Lol.
I thought I was the only one banking on Junsu being the /past/, I see now that I am not solitary. And I like company~ Hahaha.
Thank you for losing sleep for this. I'm sure it's pretty much worth that. ♥
KJJisMINE
#7
wahhh,,, #50 Thumbs up!!this is great!!!! Suyin fanfic alwaysss be a sweet fic!!!
chocophins
#8
@LyGiaMy Nah.. I'm not going to continue it. What happens after the bed scene... Is up to everyone's own discretion. Maybe she didn't break off the marriage. Maybe after breaking off the marriage, she didn't get married with Junsu. Who knows? =)

Maybe you can put yourself in Ri In's shoes? How she would feel after being two-timed, having to hide from fans from years, being together with Junsu but he doesn't have time. Actually, being a couple, there is alot of factors to consider. You can just see it as Ri In hoping to have a much normal life. dating a normal guy. IF Junsu didn't happened to meet her or take actions, she most probably would be married already.

In life, there are many cases where there is always someone who they love deeply, but the one they marry is never the one they love the most. =)

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@SoMinty: Thank you. It was actually pretty lousy as there's only this much I can write in a one-shot. haha~ Thank you for the comment anyway. =)
SpeechofSilence
#9
That was good. ^^ But Ri In getting married already? Who is this man? But I feel sorry for him as well. No one would like their fiancée to do that, even if it is SuYin. It's unethical.

I don't understand. If Ri In and Junsu did love each other, why did you she have to refuse Junsu? There really isn't any to stop them, just setting it straight with Ri In's fiancé.

Anyway, good one-shot. :)