Ren couldn't sleep, this was the third night that he had trouble sleeping. He keeps seeing images of his boyfriend's smile, laugh and also how he miss the way he holds him close. Ren has been seeing illusions of his boyfriend being with him when in reality he isn't. Ren really wants to get rid of his heart pain of missing his boyfriend but couldn't, he fails on getting rid of it. When deep inside of him Ren truely does love him more than anything in the world. "When can I see your face again?" he muttered as he hugs his knees close to him. He walked passed his brother's room and start to cook breakfast. Ren sighed and stared off into space after he finished cooking.

Ren looked at the time and see it was time to wake up his brother. "Kai hyung wake up." he said as he knocked on his door. Kai woke up and opened the door and see his little brother infront of the door. "Neh Ren?" he asked half asleep and stretch a bit. "Its time for you to eat, breakfast is on the table." he said and Kai nodded his head. "Ok aren't you eating?" Ren shook his head. "I already ate." he said and went back to his room and thought he saw his boyfriend on his bed. But when he blinked he isn't there. Ren frowned and dragged himself to the bed and lay down curling up into a ball wishing for his boyfriend's warmth.