-Hae?

-Mmh?

-I love you!       

~

Eunhyuk POV

It's raining outside as my heart is sinking down into the darkness. How many time past since you left me? How many times have I survived without you by my side? Without your kisses, your hugs and your love? Without the knowing  that everything will be alright just because you're by my side? I don't know...but it's just too mush.

-Hae please wait for me. I'm coming.

In entered in the bathroom. I turned he cold water on. Like this, I will die like you did Hae. In the cold...

How do you felt Hae?  Cold? Alone? Abandoned? If only I was there when you needed me you'll still be by my side.

Today would be a day like any other. Without any significant event. The bath was filled with half water when I stopped. I began to take off my clothes. If only you were still there, it would be you that  would undress me. I would not feel pain, just the desire and the love you bore me. My choice is now, no way to retreat. I sit in the bathtub. I felt the cold water on my skin, through my bones. But this is probably nothing compared to what you must have felt. I close my eyes and deep breath. It's time. I take razor blades and watch a little. I decided to do a test by pressing them in my hands. I close my fist. I see the blood begins to flow through my fingers folded in on them. I open my hand and grab the blades. On a direct hit I cut the veins of my wrist first. The pain is excruciating. More time, I cut with even more strength and deeper the veins of my second wrist. Blood flows at incredible speed.

Hae,Wait for me, I'm coming.

END OF POV

Flash Back

Hae POV

It is pouring rain outside. I cannot see well. Even so, I drive faster than the legal limit. You've missed me too much Hyukjae. I hear the ringing of my phone. You're the one calling me.

-Hyukkie?

-Hae?

-I coming, I'm not very far.

-Okay ... but drive safely please!

AN: SORRY FOR ALL THE MISTAKES! I DID THE TRANSLATE WITH A TRANSLATOR SO DON'T BE TOO HARD WITH ME PLZ!