Happy

The Misconception
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Breakfast at BEAST's apartment was rather enjoyable. SHINee came over to join BEAST and I for breakfast.

It's a wonder how they ever get anything done.

Breakfast consisted of: Key and Hyunseung mothering me, Taemin and Kikwang clinging to me, Doojoon and Onew trying to retain order, Minho and Junhyung being their quiet selves, Jonghyun and Yoseob singing random songs, and Dongwoon reading at the breakfast table.

Once we had somehow finished breakfast, we all headed out to school. I sat in SHINee's van since there wasn't enough room in BEAST's van.

Throughout the ride, Jonghyun, Key and Onew entertained me with gags, songs, and jokes.

It surprised me how many times I smiled during the trip.

By the time I got to school, my jaw started to hurt from smiling.

But it's a good kind of hurt.

Because it meant that I am smiling more often.

I am laughing more often.

I am happier now.

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However, the minute we got to school, chaos broke out.

I knew this would happen but I never shielded myself from it.

“Oppa!”

“Ew, what are you doing with freakshow?”

“Why is oppa with HER?”

“Why is SHE hanging around them? She doesn't deserve it.”

“Freak! off! Stay away from our oppas!”

“We should beat her up for going to school with our oppas.”

“Psh, we should have done that a long time ago, when she first came.”

“Ha, who knew? Freak's a , huh? ing around with our oppas.”

That last one came from Mi Young and my eyes widened.

I thought that I was safe from her since she always played “the angel” role whenever BEAST and SHINee was around but I guess she's not hiding anymore.

“Who are you calling a , ?” I heard someone say to her and my eyes widened.

It wasn't Kikwang who spoke.

But Junhyung.

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RavenUchiha
#1
Chapter 40: Aww, I just LOVE this story. I felt so bad for Sang Hee through the whole story. I was so happy to finally see that she fell in love with Kikwang. I had a feeling that it was going to be him, as seeing he was always there for her. LOVE IT!
Dark_Seraphim
#2
Thank you. :) I'm glad that someone can empathize with me here. :) <br />
Awesome! I just learned some Korean! XD
Dark_Seraphim
#3
ainieacestarn: Thank you for your concern. :) I'm happy that all my readers care for me. :D<br />
Yes, I'm a lot better than I was in the past. I've matured greatly and I'm finally starting to recover from the abuse. Before, I used to be practically mute and had very low self-esteem because of what my father did to me; I always thought that I was "pathetic, weak, and ugly," as my father often called me. But now, I've turned into a new person and starting to build confidence in myself. :)<br />
Ah, if only I could read Korean...what did you say? o.O
Dark_Seraphim
#4
Lollie: Yes, this is all about my life. As I stated in the forewords, the abuse is based on the abuse that I had to go through as a child and this is something that I would never joke about.
Lollie
#5
Is this story all about your life ? Just wanna ask . cuz I'm actually still a new reader and still reading the early chapters. The tortures came are all so..........fearing. And seriously I cried. Just imagine how i got ignored by my mom once before . :/