Okay For Now
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Running, running, running. Running away from everything. That's all I ever do, because I can never face reality.
Hiding, hiding, hiding. Hiding from everything. That's all I ever do, because I can't bring myself to know the truth.
Deny, deny, deny. Denying everything. That's all I ever do, because things never go how I want it to.
Pretend, pretend, pretend. Pretend everything. That's all I ever do, because if the people knew the real me, they'd leave me.
This is the real me.
Not the me who seems bright and cheerful.
Not the me who seems perfect and absolutely flawless.
Not the me who seems good at everything.
Not the me who seems strong and determined.
Not the me who seems to never have problems.
Not the me who seems to not know the meaning of give up.
That's not the real me.
And he's the only one that knows.
Foreword
Dropping down, I crouched and hugged my knees.
It's raining.
And raining.
And raining.
The rain that pours down from the sky isn't stopping.
It's like my tears.
The tears that roll out from my eyes isn't stopping.
Somehow, it felt as if the rain stopped — and yet, when I looked up from the ground, it was still pouring.
"Yuna."
I looked up from where the voice came from.
An umbrella.
And him.
"So," He said. "What happened this time?"
I averted my gaze, and buried my face in between my knees.
"Go away."
"If I go," He began. "Then, what can you do?"
Dammit.
He's right.
He's always right.
I have nothing.
I have no where to go.
Nobody back there needs me, neverless wants me.
They probably didn't even realize I was gone.
I have no where to call home anymore.
And even if I do go anywhere, I'll just be what I was back then.
A burden.
"GO AWAY!"
I heard him crouch down.
The umbrella was still over my head.
"Yuna."
"Go away! I don't need your pity!"
"You can come with me."
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Annyeong! This is AN0NYM0US! And I'm back with a new fanfic.
Ok, for all you readers that have read my other (failed) stories, you might know that... NONE OF THEM ARE FINISHED YET. So basically, I have like, 3 unfinished, ongoing stories. Don't get me wrong, I'm not giving up the other 2, and putting them on hiatus — I'm just going to over work myself. And if any of you readers that actually care, I wrote this fanfic because I thought it'd just be a really good idea.
FYI this fanfic is going to be the fairly long — chapter-packed fanfics.
And on another note, if any of you readers want to check out my other fanfics, prepare yourself for some shameless advertising! (Don't worry, I don't do wall advertising, I'm not that shameless)
Fanfic 1: A Journey Called Life <------- This fanfic will be long as hell, so yeah. But notice I said will be. <---<
Fanfic 2: I'm The Tourist And You're The Mona Lisa I Can't Have <------- This fanfic is a rather short one, and it's coming to an end! (I don't know if that's a good or bad thing)
And yeah... I'm sorry for so shamelessly advertising on my own story!
But not as sorry enough to actually do it. <------- Did that make any sense?
Since I am running out of things to say, and since many of you readers probably either don't even read these author's notes, or don't care... I think it's about time I've shut up.
Yeah, I think so.
But let's end this on a happy note.
MANY, MANY HAPPY!
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