smiling brightly while ah jung was fixing her long blonde hair into a loose bun and straightening her jean jacket and dress while she checks herself out in her full-length mirror. perfect she mouths and she puts on her sparly headband and blows a kiss to the mirror. 

"markers, check. camera, check. polaroid, check. notebook, check" she slings her bag over her shoulder and gets her keys and slips a few few dbsk albums inside her bag. just in case she thought and out the door she goes for a very very beautiful spazz-worthy day. 

so she waits in line patiently as the other fangirls (and fanboys) chatter about how awesome dbsk is. ah jung giggled to the fans that gushed about how perfectly deep and y were those collar bones and how his voice is soothing to the ears. ah jung felt a little fuzzy because hearing people talk about her favorite member like that makes her proud. damn it, yoochun oppa. eyes on me! she chuckles to herself and before she knows it her fangift to yoochun (a photobook filled with all her favorite photos of the different hairstyles she loved on him) fell to the floor. "," she lightly cursed, no one actually heard but she placed a hand on top of her lips what if oppa heard me? she thinks and someone from behind her picks  up the book and gives it to her. 

her eyes still focused on the fangift, checking if there are any dents or damages that caused by the careless fall (luckily there were none) and she finally hears the other babbling about something. "sorry?" she politely asks, confused and the other looks at her like she's  freakshow and points to the line where the five gorgeous men sat while smiling and signing albums, ready to entertain all her silly pledges of love and praises. "your next," the other says. 

so she scrambles and mutters an inaudible thanks and smiles before she hops up the low stage. "hi, i'm junsu. how are you today?" junsu says while he ah jung hands over her album and he stares at it "i'm okay. how about you? i hope you schedule is not too crazy," forgetting the incident earlier and all she knew was that her heart was in cloud9 just seeing one of the members. 

junsu giggles, his famous laugh and she finds it adorable. so he really laughs like that eh? she smiles "yeah, but i'm okay with it since we get to do it all together," he politely replies and hands over the album "thank you!" he cheerfully said and ah jung went to the next one who was changmin and she had a great great time talking to all of them until but then her heart was about to stop when she finally landed on her favorite oppa. 

"hi," his voice was deep and like chocolate and all ah jung could do is put this stupid smile on her face. she had seen that smile many times but not in real life and real life is sometimes better than her second life. "hello," she says, shy tone in her voice and smiles in her eyes. yoochun takes the album from her outstreched shaking hands and smiles at her and chuckles "relax," he cooes and he starts scribbling some letters and signs it while she stays still and like a pole (and her skinny figure made her look like one too) 

"hyung, it's ah jung," a male voice said beside her and it's somehow directed to yoochun. ah jung? bb-but that's my name? that's my name right? she thinks and she stares at yoochun's crouching figure while he's busy writing stuff on her album and she looks to her right and there was this guy talking to jaejoong and making jokes with him while he signs his album wtf he looks like jaejoong! mindery alert and then yoochun gets her attention by calling her name "ah jung-ssi, thank you and please continue supporting us!" he cheerfully said and ah jung couldn't do but stare and smile at yoochun while she got off the low stage safely. 

"first time meeting them?" the familiar male voice said from behind her and she turns back to see the smiling jaejoong mind ery look alike at her. so she nods politely and smiles shyly whilst she looks down on her feet. "that's how i reacted when i first met them too," he says and he waves off and smiles and he vanishes through the crowd. 

ah jung holds on to her album and she looks at it and sees that yoochun had written a very detailed message and it was addressed with her first name and she does a happy dance and then looks up to remember that it was him who had told yoochun her name. well, who would've thought that she would meet such adorable fanboys in this day. 

//

"no, no, no baek hee! you promised me," she whines to her phone while she balances it out from her ear to her shoulder, one hand on the pan and the other on the a glass of cold water. gulping very hard while she takes in all the air she could when she tries her best to whine "fine! gosh, why did your cousin have to get married today? hahaha" she chuckles and the other end does as well. 

another fan affair alone, i am such a hardcore fangirl she thinks and she goes out the door heads for the music store. she's roaming around with a small basket full of cds and whatnot when she finally spots the new dbsk release "oh! 6th album finally!" she mutters and she immediately takes the last one from the shelf but it was stolen by another hand. so she rolls her eyes and looks up to the person smiling at the album as the person marvels at it. 

"excuse but i saw that first," she said, with the hermoine tone in her and she was at the verge of pulling his hair out because it was the ing last one and who knows when they get new stocks again. the person looks back at her and she widens her eyes "oh- you, hello ah jung-ssi," he says with a deep tone in his voice and it kind of reminds her of yoochun but his was completely different. 

"hi, you.. how do you?" totally forgetting the album in his hands that was supposed to be hers and his casual look caught ah jung off guard, hair sweeped up in a lazy bed hair style and plaid shirts with ripped pants looks nice on him, so natural and so.. handsome? what am i thinking? she thinks and she blinks fast enough to get the thoughts away.

"oh, i heard you telling changmin-hyung your name," he says and ah jung still stares at him, subtly though but still staring nonetheless. "you are such a stalker," she never meant for him to hear it but somehow it slipped out her lips like it was jell-o. "oh no! what i mean is, i came out the wrong way! i mean, -ugh " she curses at the ends and flails her hands up and goes away to end the embarrasing scene that was occuring. 

so this person laughs and holds the ends of her sleeves and hands her the album, "i get it," and he smiles at her and nods before he leaves. ah jung felt like the biggest fool on earth who she just showcased to a very significant other but she blew her chances by being an idiot. 

TBC.

credits to the owner of the photo