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[Sunggyu's POV]



I admit it!!!! Im already inlove w/ Woohyun!!! W/ my bestfriend.. 
And I hope I could kill myself!!! What the hell is happening to me????!!! 
I hate this..



BUT..




I love him still…




Aigoooo !!!!!! *pulls out my hair in frustration* >___<




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“Sunggyu-hyung~ She’s Yoonji. My girlfriend..”

–Woohyun  said as he introduced a girl one night while we’re having dinner outside. The girl?? She looks nice. She’s.. pretty.. tall..
She also looks smart. And y.. and she’s.. she’s Woohyun’s girlfriend..





“Im.. Im happy for you..” –I greeted them forcing myself to smile. 
I wanted a shake hands w/ the girl, but I end up not doing it when 
I saw her hand holding Woohyun’s..





YES. Im happy for my bestfriend Woohyun. I should be.. I must be..
BUT.. my feelings doesn’t follow..



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Since that day, I never joined Woohyun in skipping classes. 
I never accompanied him having lunch.. nor go to school w/ him. 
I tried to avoid him. I don’t want him to see me.
I don’t want him to know my emotions. I don’t want him to know im hurting..





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“KIM SUNGGYU-YAH~!!! Erase him from your heart!! Delete him from your memory!!!

 –I groaned pressing the button of the game machine's button harder couple of times.

I played at the game zone the whole day.

I don’t care spending all my money there. I wanted to forget something.. something so stupid..

But yet I know it’s something important to me.. ‘really’ important..




I only walked home. Im so tired. I actually wanted to feel this. Tired. Tired to think of it.
My body was in pain. But my heart was in pain too. So much that it feels unbearable..




This is my first time.. to feel this way. I’ve been in so many relationships..
But.. I dunno why this is the first time I’ve been hurt this way.. hurt like..
I can never be okay anymore..




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Days came by, I started writing things I hate about that weird Nam Woohyun.



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He's weird.

I hate his stupid aegyo.

I hate him being so clingy with me.

He sleeps with his eyes open.

He never study.

He only copy my answers whenever we have exams.

He thinks he's strong because he have this well-toned abs. duh? (-_-)

He watches hard drama. And it doesn’t suit him. Err.

He eats a lot. Sometimes, even my food.

He farts. Anywhere.

He poops in public toilet.

He’s.. he’s.. he’s..


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the one I love..


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Whenever I try to forget him, I always remember the things and my memories w/ him.

I missed Woohyun so much. So much that I felt like I was burning into pieces whenever I don’t see him. I wanted to tell him..

But how??? Now that.. Woohyun already has someone??





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I saw Myungsoo and Sungyeol one time at the restaurant near our school.

Everyone knows they’re dating. And it’s actually not a surprise for others since they’ve been friends for a long time.

Maybe.. they have been developed feelings for each other. I can tell. Because somehow.. I can relate.. T.T




“I confessed to him.” –Myungsoo said when I asked him how did it started. Sungyeol  smiled at him.

“You can never accomplish anything if you haven’t atleast tried?? Right??” –They said.




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Yeah.. they’re right..

NOW I know..



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..i called my bestfriend Woohyun to meet me at the park one day.

I wanted to tell him something. Yes.

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I wanted to confess.

 

..tbc

A/N : so how was it??? ^^ tell me and inspire meeeee <3 <3 <3

keke the next update would be the last. ^^

so please inspire meeeeeeee with your comments.

*kneeled down, begging* T___T

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