I came home one night i found you in the house with a man i didnt know in a very compromising position i didnt listen to your excuses i lost it i started to beat the guy senseless but you tried to stop when you tried to grabbed me and i hit you.

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Junsu got a manila folder in the mail with no return adress, he opened it and saw a DVD in a case. He was confused but played it.

Screen said: Sorry if this will hurt you but i had to somehow tell you this.

{Junsu caught his breath when he saw who was on the screen}

he had a sad look, he had changed alot froom the lst time Junsu had seen him.

Hello, Junsu

I hope your doing well. I am doing well. I wanted to say this:

you called me saying that you couldnt be with me anymore, I was devastated. I couldn't answer your call so you left me a message.

I admit i was angry, i didnt call i havent called not because i dont care but because i get it.

*scilence*

I pondered wondering why you ended this.

When our relationship began i asked you if you would be able to handle being with me, That i would be away alot.

My career began not much before meeting you. So now that i think back i know that promise you made to me when this began was a lie.

*deep breath*

I understand that you couldn't us handle being apart, that me being in the spotlight is something that you can't handle, that even when it's supposed to be our time it really isn't "our" time.

I am still not over you i know you might have moved on by now. I still love you because those 3 years we were together you became my other half.

If i had met you before i problably gave all this up, but since this is something that was bit i couldn't just drop it after meeting you.

I always told you that you were my other half remember that time when we were at my mothers.

She told me "Chun take care of Su because another like him is hard to find." i told her "I know mom this is my other half and were each others equal."

corny yes but i did it because i was true. *chuckle*

ah well i just wanted to say all of this but i wanted you to see me and know these words are mine.

I accept that we are over.

I miss you and I still love you, When you are ready to talk to me again please call so we can catch up. i know that maybe you might move on before me but if not please dont forget me. I hope one day we can begin where we left off.

*tearing up*

mmmmuuuuaahh

*blows kiss*

the last kiss

Junsu i hope you keeping well in your life, and well goodbye

Saranghaeo *he said with tear filled eyes*

*DVD ends with a picture on the screen of them hugging on a trip*

Junsu broke down, his heart ached because even though he was the one who ended it, he didnt want too but he couldn't live with the stress. Yoochun was his one and only Love.