it scared me a bit when i realized there is someone sitting next to my bed when i woke up in the middle of the night..

omgosh... it was HIM.

he looked..different.. he looked pale.. but still he looks charming and adorable...

*gently hold his hands* and said: oppa..?

him: o jiyeonnie youre up? are you okay? did i wake you?

me: ah aniyo oppa... why are you here..? i thought you went home with suzy

him: i.. i am worried about you ah jiyeon..i want to stay by your side in case you need me

me: thanks a lot oppa... but you have to go to school tomorrow.. you can go. im fine really

him: aniyo ill just stay with you til morning then i will go to school.. jiyeon ah.. i..i think i..

me: oppa. i dnt feel very well... my back is still aching.. maybe we shall talk sometime after i recover?

him: ah...okay. then rest well ah jiyeonnie. if you need anything oppa is here for you

me: *nods* okay

i wonder what he was gonna say... but i cannot bear it.. i know i cant.. i can see that disappointment in his eyes.. miyane oppa its too much for me. just too much.. i wish things could go a little bit slower..

and yes. he is..

TAEMIN.

im so sorry my beloved readers! but my alevel exams are coming up in 2 weeks or so.. so i might not be able to always update the story. but thanks for supporting:)<3