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He once liked me.

He cared about me.

He treated me like a princess.

He missed me.

He said he'll protect me.

His name is Lee Byung Hun, or should I say L.Joe.

He used to spent his time with me. He always replied my messages although when he was busy playing games with his friends. He never failed to cheer me up when I was stressed or sad. He never failed to make me smiled like an idiot with all his cheesy lines he said to me.

When we were in our high school, he told me he'll buy me anything I want next time if he has a job in future. He promised me. He even said he would bring me to my favourite idol concert, Super Junior which he had never shown any interest in them. That sentence make me felt like I am a special person to him, which was actually true.

He even stand up for me when I was once bullied by the school queenka last time. One day, he confessed to me through message. I kindly rejected him by telling him that I likes Jung Dae Hyun, one of a seniors in our school. I know I was bad. He treated me like a princess, taking care of me and yet I broke his sensitive heart. But, after I told him, he did not show any sign of sadness and yet he encouraged me and even volunteered to helped me. He set up a blind date for me and Dae Hyun. But, things didn't work out like how I had imagined.

And now, when he had move on, I started to have a special feeling towards him. But sadly, he likes one of my friends, Kwon Gina. He'll confess to her anytime and yet, I just cries silently in my room and wear a fake smile on my face everytime I sees them together. I did not even bother to know whether are they a couple now as I know I couldn't handle another heart break anymore. I admit, I couldn't help but feel jealous each time I saw their conversation on Twitter. Because of that, I deleted my Twitter account.

After all those puppy love I had, finally I realized I fell for him, yes him. MY BEST FRIEND. If only I realize my feelings earlier, who knows, we might be in paradise right now. All I can do now is; move on, cherish all the memories and wish him for a happy life.

I'll never forget everything you had done for me. I LOVE YOU, Lee Byung Hun.