Since I kinda already wrote the chapter... DOUBLE UPDATE!!

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Today is pretty cold but I don't mind it very much as I wait for Jonghyun to meet me outside of school. He shows up rather quickly and we begin our usual walk home from school. Nowadays we save the talking for night time since Jonghyun is pretty paranoid about his parents. He feels like they follow him around everywhere just to make sure he's not sinning or whatever... Honestly I thought it was just a bad case of paranoia.

So the walk was relatively silent and I could honestly care less. I liked being in his presence I felt very happy. I even forgot about the way people look at me from those stupid rumors. It's like for once I could just be happy and not give a damn.

Since we were half way home I decided t break the silence and just start a small conversation.

"J-Jonghyun." I stuttered. Jonghyun kept walking but turned his head towards me and waited for me to say something. I didn't even think of what to say "Err... W-Why don't you just sneak away for a day and hang out with me? Tell your parents it was punishment from a teacher or something... Only for half an hour if anything..." Jonghyun stopped walking so I stopped too and faced him.

"I guess you could say I'm just used to not going anywhere to hang out with people. My parents are already concerned that I'll sell my body or something and I guess I would feel like I was winning. Plus I don't really want to get in trouble with my parents." I mentally slapped myself. Of course he involved religion. He's lived in a bubble his entire life so why would he even think of leaving ti? My blood boiled.

"Why of all things does it always have to involve religion? Couldn't you just break away?!" I yelled. Jonghyun approached to try and calm me down but I full on snapped. "Don't you ing touch me! I'm ing dirty don't you even ing think about it!"

"Key you--"

"--SHUT IT! You religious people all hate gays so I hid it from you. BUT NOT ANYMORE! I AM GAY!" I yelled. No doubt people were looking but I didn't care. ", and to think of all people I would have a crush on it would be y--"

"What?" 

Oh no no no no no NO! My eyes widened and I immediately turned and ran in the other direction before Jonghyun could say anything else. I never ran so fast in my life. Soon enough I stopped in front of my house and composed myself before walking in. I didn't want my mom to worry. 

I walked straight in and headed for the kitchen where I knew my mom would be cooking. She took one look at my face and pulled me along to help her cook.

"Kibum." My mom said softly. "Your crying into the food." I stopped what I was doing and rubbed my eyes vigorously to get the tears to stop but they kept flowing. I hadn't even realized that I was crying. My mother came to my side and hugged my tightly as my body was wracked with sobs. She didn't ask what was wrong and sat me down at the dinner table while she finished cooking dinner. I allowed myself to think just for a moment about what I had just done. I lost my only friend simply because I had a temper tantrum and couldn't hold my toungue. Wow how pathetic Kibum.

Mom entered with a piping hot bowl of stew and placed it in front of me. I nodded my head in thanks and slowly devoured the delicious stew. I was so glad that it was Friday so I wouldn't have to deal with what happened until monday. I don't even think I could face Jonghyun if he could even stand to be within the same room as me.

I ed up really bad this time huh...

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^.^ I kinda write down my chapters in a draft and then type them up and I already had 2 chapters written down so I thought... WHY THE NOT?!

I hope you enjoyed another drama filled chapter... I really need to ease up on Key... MY POOR KEY WAEEEEE!!! WHY ARE YOU SO EASY TO MAKE MISERABLE ;A;

-DSV

PS: Jesus my chapters just come out so short :< I'll just start putting masses of chapters in my book together into one big chapter xD