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Experiments and Mirrors

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“Sungjong sent me here,” Sunggyu recited, staring the other straight in the eyes. Tablo looked up over his sharp glasses, an eyebrow rising in amusement.

 

“What’s wrong?” Tablo asked. He placed the newspaper down, gesturing towards a spare seat. The shutters in his office were drawn down, but light still reflected off his shining nametag. Sunggyu sat down, his eyes never leaving Tablo.

 

“Tell me about the milk abductions.” Sunggyu said.

 

Tablo frowned, “Have we not discussed this?” He picked up his pen, busying himself with other reports. He waved Sunggyu away.

 

Sunggyu frowned, “Not the truth Tablo. Tell me the truth.”

 

Sunggyu noted the tightened grip Tablo adopted on his pen. The chief looked up grudgingly, sighing as he put the pen back down. He gave a heavy sigh. “Sungjong sent you here for that?”

 

Sunggyu nodded. Tablo sighed again, leaning back in his chair as he massaged his temples. The psychologist waited patiently as the other tried to calm himself.

 

“Okay Sunggyu,” Tablo said wearily. He stared up at the psychologist. “I hope you’ll keep your voice down throughout this – do not interrupt me, do you understand? Nothing you hear passes this room. Nothing.” Tablo stressed the last word to emphasize its meaning.

 

Sunggyu nodded vaguely. His eyes were chained to Tablo’s as he held his hands together.

 

“I’m serious Sunggyu,” Tablo warned. He placed his pen back in the jar.

 

“I know,” Sunggyu replied. He waited for the explanation.

 

Tablo’s eyebrows knitted themselves into a frown. He didn’t speak immediately – as if he was waiting for the moment to disappear like a dream. When it didn’t, he murmured in a soft, rueful voice. “The milk abductor, Nam Soohyun, is not in our custody.”

 

“What –“ Sunggyu started before being silenced by Tablo’s stare. Tablo took a deep breath, his eyes staring steadily into Sunggyu’s.

 

“Understand, Sunggyu, that my intentions are good,” Tablo assured. “Understand my decision. I want the milk abductor behind bars as much as you do, but there are some things not worth fighting for – chasing, if I may. There is more to this milk abductor case then a few mass murders.”

 

Sunggyu nodded, biting his lip to avoid his spill of questions.

 

“We took up this case in July – just after the fifth kidnapping. We had detectives and teams of profilers coming from all over the country to help in an once-in-a-lifetime murder. Never had anyone seen something like this in their lifetime. Even my ex-chief, who had spent fifty years in this business, had never seen anything like the milk abductions. We had teams and teams of people, all working together – or competing, depending on how you saw it – trying to solve this case. They wanted bodies; they wanted clues – and bodies and clues they got.

 

“It started off as nothing much – an escalation of kidnappings – nothing, they assured us, too surprising. We took their word, and as what they called the ‘cooling off’ period shortened, kidnappings were thrown at us – left, right and centre. Yet they were still so carefully placed – so careful only we could see the increase. Patterns even our prodigies couldn’t solve and so many lives affected for such a useless cause. It didn’t stop us though – myself included. I wanted to solve this case; I wanted to solve it so bad. I threw myself into the middle of this investigation. I was the centre of the news – I spoke on behalf of us all.”

 

A soft knock was placed on the door. Tablo nodded, motioning for the visitor to enter. Sunggyu frowned at the interruption as young boy hurriedly rushed in, placing a stack of papers on Tablo’s desk. Tablo nodded as the younger bowed, quietly retreating. Sunggyu raised an eyebrow in amusement as Tablo gave him a small smile, his hands quickly flicking through the pages. Once satisfied, he continued.

 

“The murders continued to escalate, but everyone assured us it was normal. We continued, rather blindly, on this case – never stopping for a break. Working day in and out, obliviously dismissing the lives which were destroyed. Days passed, and nothing seemed to be getting better. More lives were taken, more children were ripped from their families – it’s going to get better, we convinced them, we’ll find the person who took your child. We should’ve known we were adding fuel to the fire.

 

“It started to get personal. At first it was nothing major – a small time police officer’s boy was taken. That didn’t stop us, but as we continued on, each murder got more personal. It went from small time guests to more powerful figures. Before I knew it,” Tablo drew in a deep breath, “My nephew was gone – just like that.” He snapped his fingers as the sound echoed across the silent office.

 

Sunggyu nodded.

 

“There’s something about the milk abductor,” Tablo managed to crack a smile, “He – or she – stopped as soon as we did. People packed up, and the murders stopped. Everything stopped. It was as if – it was as if nothing had ever happened. Everyone was fine – less lives were lost like this,” Tablo paused, avoiding Sunggyu’s glaze. “But what would we tell the public? Our children are dying, so we’re going to stop? How would we look towards them? What about their children? How do you think they would react? Please understand.” Tablo held his head in his hands as he sighed. “I was trying to help.”

 

Sunggyu collected his thoughts silently, careful to avoid showing the latter. He bit his lip. “What about Nam Soohyun?”

 

Tablo looked up wearily, “What do you mean, what about Nam Soohyun? Didn’t I tell you?”

 

Sunggyu shook his head, “No, I mean where did you get that name from?”

 

Tablo cracked a small, humourless smile. “That’s another mystery itself. One day, I recall, we received an anonymous tip. Nam Soohyun is the culprit, it read. We did our searches – there is no Nam Soohyun.” Tablo paused, “But no one knows that, do they?”

 

Sunggyu returned a weary smile. He got up, for once, without any complaints. By his own accord, he felt his finger tips brushing against the knob as Tablo clicked his pen, resuming his work as if nothing had happened. Sunggyu opened the door, ready to leave when Tablo looked up, placing his pen back down.

 

“My intentions may be cruel – selfish even, but I did what was right for everyone.” He paused, an uncommon look of hesitation wavering at his face. “Didn’t I?”

 

 

Sungyeol frowned, placing his hands neatly in his lap. Look back, five years – what did it mean? He scowled, subconsciously touching his neck – the exact place Myungsoo had breathed on. It was cold, just like he was. Sungyeol held his head down, ignoring the way his fringe would fall over his eyes, obstructing his view. He didn’t need the outside world at that moment. He just needed more sense than a few useless lines.

 

He tried to organise his mind. Myungsoo, from what Sungyeol had gathered, was hinting towards the milk abductor. From what Sungyeol knew, there were two. There was the milk man – the driver of the infamous truck, and then there was the qualified doctor – the reason behind the unspeakable scars. Who was Kim Myungsoo talking about? Sungyeol thrashed in his bed in frustration, pulling at his hair. Why couldn’t the experiment give clearer instructions?

 

What made Kim Myungsoo right anyways?

 

Sungyeol considered both options. He had to believe Myungsoo was right – he was their only lead after all. He was his only lead. Sungyeol brushed away any doubts as he focused his mind. Myungsoo would know what Sungyeol could access and what he couldn’t. Sungyeol had access, indirectly, to a computer, but he didn’t have access to lists of vehicle owners. The only way to trace a specific milk man would be to trace his van, and Sungyeol had no access to such a luxury. That only left the qualified doctor. Sungyeol frowned. He couldn’t search up every doctor on a mere computer. Did this doctor have a personal website? Sungyeol highly doubted it. He banged his head in frustration. Stupid, son of a –

 

Missing people.

 

Sungyeol had it. He could find missing people. He could find missing milk vans too – peculiar things like that were always reported on the news. If he went five years back and searched missing, he would find something…right? Sungyeol clicked his fingers impatiently. He would be forced to wait for Sunggyu’s arrival.

 

Four hours passed before Sunggyu returned. Sungyeol tackled the older with questions, angrily yelling at him to switch on his laptop. Sungyeol had no time for the other’s useless, time-consuming questions. He only wanted information. Sunggyu complied, revealing a bit of his own research to the latter as they waited for the laptop to start.

 

“They haven’t caught the wrong guy,” Sunggyu confirmed, pursing his lips. “There’s no one in jail.”

 

Sungyeol frowned, his eyebrows rising in surprise. “What?”

 

“You heard me. The police lied. They never caught the milk abductor. They stopped to avoid lives – mostly their loved ones – from getting killed.”

 

“Not surprising,” Sungyeol replied merely, shrugging, “Humans have always been selfish beings, obsessed with their own superiority.”

 

Sunggyu nodded. He couldn’t disagree.

 

Once he had booted up his computer, he opened a search engine. “Okay, I’m on – what did you need?”

 

“Go on a news site,” Sungyeol demanded, “Go back five years. Type in the word ‘missing’.”

 

Sunggyu did so and passed the computer to the latter. Sungyeol snatched it away, his fingers hurriedly dancing across the board. He scrolled down pages and pages of missing cows, trolleys and other miscellaneous objects. Nothing which connected to his mystery, he noted as he clicked through the twentieth page. Sunggyu raised an eyebrow, watching the other warily.

 

“Mind telling me what you’re doing?”  Sunggyu asked, crossing his legs. He stared carefully at the younger.

 

“Can’t explain why – you wouldn’t believe me anyways,” Sungyeol said vaguely. To be honest, he himself didn’t understand what he was looking for. All he knew was that Myungsoo liked games. This was a game. But every game has a meaning, and if Sungyeol played right, he would get his information.

 

They sat like that for awhile. Sunggyu watching over the younger while Sungyeol continued scrolling, hungrily awaiting information. He was looking for anything really – a sign, a clue. Something of use – something which proved he hadn’t just lost to a mere idiot like Myungsoo.

 

Three hours and five hundred pages later – which was surprising, really, how many articles newspapers could make out of lost grains of sand – Sungyeol found it. It was perfect – too perfect actually. It fit into his mystery like a jigsaw piece, sliding in as elegantly as a swan. Nam Woohyun – a renowned doctor who went missing – was part of this scheme, Sungyeol knew it.

 

“Check this out,” Sungyeol said, showing the laptop to the latter. Sunggyu stirred, aroused out of his sleep. He squinted his miniature eyes, rubbing them sleepily.

 

“I see a doctor,” Sunggyu mumbled, “So what?”

 

“Not just any doctor,” Sungyeol explained impatiently, “Nam Woohyun – a famous and supposedly ingenious doctor – who went missing five years ago. His bones were never found – but who says he was abducted? Who says he didn’t run away?”

 

Sunggyu yawned, still half-awake, “Your point?”

 

“This guy – Nam Woohyun – is part of the milk abductions. He’s the doctor half, and his father was a milk man – convenient, too convenient.”

 

“So you’re saying this was a family murder team?”

 

“I don’t know about his father,” Sungyeol confessed, “but I’m sure Nam Woohyun is part of it. Don’t you see it? Nam Woohyun is qualified, and he has a van. This is our guy.”

 

Sunggyu was awake then. “Okay, so is this one abductor or a team?”

 

“I…I can’t say. I don’t know.”

 

Sunggyu nodded vaguely, frowning in thought, “I don’t get it though. Tablo said someone gave them a letter saying Nam Soohyun is the culprit. Do you think it’s a typo? Or did they just read the letter wrongly? How can two names be so similar?”

 

There was a pause.

 

“Nam Soohyun. Nam Soohyun. Nam Woohyun. Kim Myungsoo.” Sungyeol tried the names on his tongue, pausing at the end of each. He frowned, considering each carefully, his mind working out a pattern. He gave something of a half-squeak and scream. “Nam Woohyun; Kim Myungsoo – don’t you get it? It’s a combination of both names. The milk abductors are Nam Woohyun and Kim Myungsoo.”

 

They heard a scream. The sounds of glass shatter. And then the room went black.

 

(A/N: I keep telling myself to reread my and leave it there so I can ponder...but LOLNO I'll just post this. More, more and more answers! Hopefully, but I'm thinking of probably two more twists to add in? :D Ahahaha, thank you all so much for reading! I know the foreword says three chapters but this is just...IDK it wasn't supposed to end up like this. LOL but it is and IDK...I hope it's okay? LOLOL I CAN ACTUALLY UPDATE CONSISTENTLY BLAME MY FRIEND. Hm...not much to say about this. Kim Myungsoo is Kim Myungsoo; and I hope 'Nam Soohyun' gave you a hint about his involvement hohoho IDK why but I always make L the bad guy its okay he can be a bamboo pillow loving baddie with his udon and chopsticks. I feel like this chapter is longer than usual, but I swear I'll stop being so weird and iffy and man up and end this crap...eventually. Oh why do I gull I cannot explain what I feel.)

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babo_gf
#1
Chapter 14: ok haha i just read this and what the i dont know what to think anymore ahah i cant even trust my own mind anymore im so minded im doubting myself tbh its a really great writing and open ended stories like this just let you view things from different perspectives and seriously open up your eyes (or mind) i love all of your writings especially this confusing masterpiece right here ugh what a great job you have done
MissPanda16 #2
Chapter 14: Hey!! Wouah this story was really twisted but I love it!!! And the open ending let our imagination works for the end^^
I read your author notes and you said that you've just written your mind without a plot or something but your story is about illusions and reality then I guess that it is not a big problem if things are not coherent. It just make the mind of the readers work more ;)
Good job and thank you for this fiction ;)
See you!!
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Keyq1998 #3
Chapter 14: this is confusing, but nice story :)
aluoa14 #4
This was a very enjoyable fic since I have a thing for psychological stories and twisted stuff (i hope that doesn't make me sound creepy) but my questions are ;who was the girl myungsoo was sobbing about? And did myungyeol kiss? And does myungsoo find sungyeol so interesting that he opted not to kill him or did he never have the intention of killing him and myungsoo just wanted to control sungyeol's emotions and mind since sungyeol was always controlled and calm even when he was bullied and how did sungyeol kidnap myungsoo in the first place? And when myungsoo said to sungyeol 'you broke me' was he referring to something that happened in the past between them that caused his sadistic and lunatic ways ? Did myungsoo seek attention from sungyeol when they were young but sungyeol ignored him so he reacted with violence and got addicted to torturing others? Was sungyeol special to myungsoo or was it just an experiment?. Is myungsoo gonna torture sungyeol more or what?. Omg this is such a long comment and annoying one at that. You are probably soooooo irritated by this obnormally long comment which has tons of silly questions but I m really curious T.T sorry.....
You know I really hate open endings they frustrate me to no end so I would be very grateful if you were to proceed with a sequel which has more of myungyeol in it. Lol I sound so demanding anyhow this fic was amusing and intriguing and I m sorry for annoying you with questions.
Bookaholic1252
#5
Chapter 14: I like this. I think it was amazing. A little confusing but I think that's what I like about it. It's complexity.
haniefinite
#6
Chapter 14: …shouldn't he suffer? Myungsoo's a sadist, he should've have done the same to Sungyeol. (Not that I want that, because NO, okay, N.O.)

This is so confusing (and, btw, this is the third comment. Just pointing it out).

What I wanted to ask too (before I kind of forgot where I was) is Jang Dongwoo, the one Sungyeol imagined. Why? I mean, he didn't know of him dying at birth, did he? And how the hell did Sungyeol get schizophrenia? There is nothing in this telling me how he got that. Because, Sungyeol said he draw a dino guy back then in school (elementary school? Or was it pre-school?). So, he was aware of his existence (in his mind) since little (if I may say so).

Gosh. So complicated. And tbrh, this is the first time I got to write so much in that comments thingy. I'm sorry. (I really am.)

So, because I've a.headache now (and I'm tired as hell, it's 4 in the morning here) I'm going.

Lastly, this . But good . And even though things doesn't make sense, they kind of do too. And really, I love this (whatever you want to call it).

I.LOVE.THIS.

❤_❤

Hwaiting author-nim! All the best to you! :))
haniefinite
#7
Chapter 14: …telling him to go to some more private place. Now I really want to know if fate was cruel to him too. After all he just wanted to solve this Milk abductor case. I really liked him. I could have been him because, gosh, I was thinking some things similar to his and when Sunggyu was going home and then went back to Sungyeol, I just thought when he left first he should've stayed with Sungyeol because - what if something happened to the boy that was a genius?

But seriously, this whole open ending is killing me. I don't know what to want to believe. I'd rather believe everything was real because THIS AN MORE INTERESTING STORY. But it's better if it's just Sungyeol imagine things because it doesn't cause that much if pain. Though, on the other hand, it also does. Why? Because he'd have some real deep and ty mental problems and I'm not someone to want my ultimate bias to suffer. I'm not that sick, okay?

So, in the end, I want better to not interpret to much in it. (Though, the "I'm a fan if games" thing at the end just reminded immediately at Myungsoo because Sungyeol mentioned about him liking playing games.

I'd rather let you tell me what really happening than trying to find an ending for myself because 50 endings are just - ugh - . I'm sorrynotsorry.

Btw, why couldn't Tablo and Sungjong try to escape this or at least kill them? Or how did Hoya know about that house? Did he knew about him doing experiments with Myungsoo (and the other way around)? Because, honestly, I don't get Hoya at all. He's more mysterious to me now. More than Myungsoo because that's a kind if solved case in this fic. And, did Myungsoo and Sungyeol kiss? Because you briefly wrote their mouth touched and then everything went black for Sungyeol and the next time he knew nothing. I don't know why this bothers me. But this makes me wonder - why wasn't Sungyeol one of the victims? I mean, Sungyeol was bullied by him (that's why they all said and so did Myungsoo and Sungyeol). Why - tbc…
haniefinite
#8
Chapter 14: Okay, first off (except the fact I just found this today (or more like yesterday)) I want to say that you make me wonder about too many things at the same time. And, btw, this story is good. Haha, lol, random.

But really, I expected some other things to happen. When I started to read this (a few hours ago) I was like, "MyungYeol is creepy here and everything is so confusing." but then everything became a bigger mess than it already was and questions above questions popped up in my mind. Though, nonetheless, I ignored my siblings constant calls just to read this in one go because it's interesting and all those plot twist are like HOLY .

I never was a fan of genre like this and really, reading things that don't make sense but makes sense at the same time are too complicated for me to understand. I'm stupid, okay? So this is new territory for me and, hell, I love it.

I know another story (wow, why am I writing about another fic now?) that is kind of this (except the death thingy because in there just one girl is going to die).

I really like to think about fics a lot and I go on talking about them like their happening in real life (when I told my siblings what I was reading and why I was laughing at Hoya's text messages they thought it was real ).

I don't know how long this can get but this is not the end. No, it's not, I'm sorry. (Maybe I'll need to post two comments.) Okay, sorrynotsorry.

What I really was curious about all the time was Sungyeol imaging Myungsoo in that house when they were 'experimenting'. Because I couldn't think of a way to explain how Myungsoo could escape when the police came and took Sungyeol without even caring that the scientist wasn't alone. But now, I come to think, if Hoya ccame and got him, then Myungsoo had good chances to get away. Because after all they work together, don't they?

What I didn't get either was if Sunggyu was still alive. Because we just really only knew about Woohyun pointing a gun at his head and - tbc…